Well, they're over...I'm so glad. Definitely failed Math, but oh well. I mean I guess you've gotta do bad in something, right? Gah ( Read more... )

So he's been gone for almost 3 weeks. I really can live without him...sometimes not very well, but I can do it ( Read more... )

Wow...so much can really happen in a year, can't it? It's hard to believe that everything that happened this past year was really smashed in only 365 days...is it really possible to form relationships, learn so much about yourself, fall in love, fall out of love...in such a short time ( Read more... )

I really had no idea I'd miss him this much. I thought I'd be ok...that it wouldn't be that big of a deal. I've been alone before, right? But I really didn't know it'd be this hard. I guess it's really true..."you don't know what you've got till it's gone"...because this sucks. He called me yesterday and left a message while I was at school... ( Read more... )

My life is falling apart. Everything is going wrong...it's over, everything is over...and I can't stop it from crumbling around me. I wish there were some way I could just put an end to all of it...

I hate this life. I hate not being able to satisfy everyone. I hate that I feel like it's my job to satisfy everyone. I hate that I'm not the person everybody wants me to be. I hate crying. I hate being upset. I hate going to sleep upset. I hate waking up upset. I hate not being good enough for anybody anymore. I hate that I can't do a ( Read more... )

Well, everyone, long time no see!! Ha...but at the request of the personable DJ, I am back in the world of LJ once again ( Read more... )

Well...in ten minutes, it's off to Morehead City until Wednesday...don't miss me too much! I love you all....~*~Nikki

Have you ever gotten an idea or a dream in your head that you just can't let go of? Something that seems so perfect when its inside your brain but never quite works out when it hatches into the real world ( Read more... )

I'm sorry for believing in love.

I'm sorry for believing in my dreams.

I'm sorry for believing you're perfect.

I'm sorry for believing it could happen.

I'm sorry for believing it WOULD happen.

I'm sorry for believing in my fantasies.

I'm sorry for believing in you.

I'm sorry for believing in us.