Square One

[lovingnights]

I can't help but feeling at square one. Everyone giving the same old advice: "It'll be okay;" "Don't worry;" "We are here for you." Maybe I just don't appreciate those promises, as I suspect they have never relieved anyone, now or ever. Of course what advice could you give a kid who was expected of at least some nominal achievements. I've just been

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[anonymous]

I usually think your posts are sad, but when I was reading this one, it hit me that maybe you wouldn't have it any other way. Which made it not sad, but uniquely... strangely beautiful.

[lovingnights]

I always tend to write when bound with melancholy. Of course now, most entries lack any real details. Details are dangerous and have implicated me socially too many times. I try not to become depressed, only wiser about the aspects of my sadness, or so I fool myself into thinking so.