I found myself not caring anymore.
About anything or anyone.
And I have no idea why honestly.
Things have been going good.
But it's just like
bleh now a days.
But I don't know.

I was talking to Ashley the other day.
And it was kind of just like a slap in the face for me.
I was glad that I ended up talking to her
because I realize that I still do care.
I don't ( Read more... )

So this week has been pretty fun.
Candy was over, from Tuesday until today (Sunday).
We didn't do "too" much but that was cool.
She's the kind of person where you don't have to be doing much
to have fun with her, so it's all good.
We pretty much rented movies and watched them.
We rented Urban Legends for Jared Leto cuz duh, he's a hottie. And he has ( Read more... )

There really isn't too much to talk about here.
Candy came over early yesterday morning.
Pretty much all that consisted of was
playing Resident Evil 1
eating and cooking cookies/cookie dough.
We walked over to the park
then walked over to Walgreens
to buy candy and stuff.
Then we came home
and took a nap.
Which only lasted about 15 minutes cuz the phone rang
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Not a lot has been going on lately.
I was going to go see Nacho Libre on Friday.
So we bought our tickets.
Or well Jason bought my ticket
but by the time we got up there, Ashley and John and them were coming out
because there was no where else to sit.
oh well.
They went and got their money back and paid their tickets for
10:25 showing.
I went outside with ( Read more... )

You're not my role model 
like you should be.
Instead of telling me what not to do
you show me.
I used to have so much hope and so much faith in you
I thought you could get through anything.
But now I've lost that
and I don't want to deal with you
or any of your problems.
I hate the fact that you have the audasity
to call
when you're in jail for something ( Read more... )

It's funny how something as
big as death, can actually bring two people together.
It makes every issues that is going on
seem as if just a petty little arguement.
My friend Brandon, his uncle died.
And he's leaving tomorrow.
I don't know how to deal with death
even though my grandma died a couple of years ago
when I was in the fifth grade.
But I wasn't ( Read more... )

So of course. 
I was looking for new lj icons.
And guess what I fell upon?
I was kind of happy actually.
Brokeback Mountain won best kiss on the 
MTV Movie Awards.
I didn't want it but my friend Candy did and I was kind of glad actually.
I was rooting for them to win.

So. I went to church today and while I was sitting there
not really paying attnetion, ( Read more... )

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-the people
the focus
the reason I had to believe
you weren't too hard to sell.-

Yesterday not too much happened.
Clarissa went home from our littlesleep over.
She left her digital camera over here so she'll come back over here and get it soon.
Hopefully she'll bring my converse back.
We traded shoes a long time ago, and i just want my converse back.
I can' ( Read more... )

Yesterday was pretty fun.
Clarissa stayed over.
We went walking around and went over to Spensers  but he wasn't home.
We walked up to walgreens which is like five minutes walking from my house.
We walked around in there for a bit before going back home to eat some pizza we ordered.
After that we watched the rest of Judge Judy, Bernie Mac, and then we ( Read more... )