Hm.
Not a lot has been going on.
Supposively someone deleted me off of their myspace
but I dont know who it was
too many people to keep up with.
Thursday Im going to the mall with my friend Rachel hopefully.
Don't know which mall yet but if any of you guys wants to meet us
let me know.
other than that thats pretty much it :].

Im tired
and lonely
and Im way too far gone
dont believe me
Im just lieing
or faking
pretending
its all the same

I dont know who I am anymore.
And I think Ive been faking for a very long time.
=/

i think its better if im just left alone.

My party was awesome.
Nicole, Sam, and Ashley came over.
Nicole left before we watched When A Stranger Calls.
Ashley fell asleep to the movie but that's okay lol
me and Sam made fun of her after that.
We walked her to her car to make sure she didn't die.
After that me and Sam played cards for a bit before she went home.
I got on the computer talked to a ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is pretty much my last day of school
kind of makes me sad and happy at the same time
a lot of people are leaving me, or are saying they're leaving
:[

I dont have to take my spanish exam tomorrow
so I plan to leave after sixth period
My party is tomorrow
pretty much the people who are coming at this moment are nicole, sam, jackie, and Ashley [ ( Read more... )

it's so hard to have someone to love
keeping quiet is hard
cuz you cant keep a secret
if it never was a secret to start
at least pretend you didn't want to get caught.

Wow. Alot of things are happening all at once
and I have NO idea what to do.
School is ending
Most of the end of my summer will be taken up by volleyball.
My party is on the 19th.
Candy is ( Read more... )

holding on to your grudge
oh it hurts to be honest with the
one that you lost
we're concentrating on falling apart.

So. There isn't really anything new going on.
No new love
or crushes
well there might be a new crush.
Im sort of confused on that part
but whatever.

Friday is my party.
There are only certain people
that I know that I've talked to that are def. ( Read more... )

Learn when it's time to move on. Hanging onto the past could be holding you back, so let go and get ready to grow. Nobody is holding you to some ideal of who you wanted to be last year. If your goals and dreams have changed there's absolutely no reason to cling to the old ambitions. Maybe you thought you wanted to be a veterinarian but now you want ( Read more... )

When your days grow old
When the world loses it's colors
When the air grows stale
And you've forgotten what it's like to bleed
Please remember me

But youll never get to see
It wasn't the darkness that hurt you
but the light
Too bright for your soul to take
Too bright so your heart had to break

When your days grow old
When the world loses it's color
when the ( Read more... )

Where'd you go
I miss you so
feels like its been forever
since you've been gone

Hmm..
For once I really don't know what to write. 
I'm having a bday party on Friday to pretty much whenever you guys want to go home. 
I only have a few people coming. So yeah. Pretty much just watching tv, music, talking. Hanging out.

I haven't been able to stop listening to ( Read more... )

You'll never know how tired I really am.
Of hearing the same old things.
I'm tired of you trying to play hero.
I'm tried of you trying to fix everything.
You're not what I need. 
You're not the cure to my problems.
I'm tired of you getting in the way.
You're not helping.
You're making it worse.
Sometimes I wish you would just stick to yourself
and you're own ( Read more... )