Comments | lovingursmiles: I've been stretched to the limits...But its all right now

lovingursmiles

I've been stretched to the limits...But its all right now

Jul 14, 2005 20:38

Ill start off by saying that this past week has been a very hard one, but hopefully now things will get better ( Read more... )

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original_brew July 15 2005, 02:06:57 UTC

wow, this is so similar to an entry i wrote a couple months ago where i finally took the anxiety medication i'd been given. it's such a huge step and i'm so proud of you! you are such a beautiful girl and i am sure you can pull through this. just take everything one day at a time and what's the worst that could happen? when i looked at things that way, it really didn't seem as bad as i thought it all was.

good luck hun <3

lovingursmiles July 15 2005, 02:09:56 UTC

thanks hun, and yeah I know-i read that entry of yours.
Ryan said he could tell a difference tonight in me already, just because I was so happy to have finally gotten help....so now I will def. go one day at a time and just try and live life and be happy :o)

buddyzcowgurl July 15 2005, 02:54:49 UTC

oh god kristen.. i dont want to sound cheesy, but reading that.. its so much of what im going through...... i just get so depressed and uncontrollable, and out of my head and angry and upset... and ive been to counselors for it before and they wont just give me any damn medicine, they feel like they need to 'cousel' me, and yet they never understand my problem and dont do jack shit to help, and i have yet to be perscribed any medicine. it annoys me, because i know i need something to help me. please let me know what your results are, because you might just help me take anohter step and go try and get the problem fixed, once and for all, because i need to change.. your amazing! i know everything will work out for you!

lovingursmiles July 15 2005, 12:55:33 UTC

Last year I did goto a phyciatrist once a week..and I totally agree with you. IT DIDNT HELP AT ALL. I felt worse when I came out of the meetings...it was horrible. Yesterday when I went to see my doctor with my mom, I told them EVERYTHING. everything I think and feel when I get upset....even the really bad thoughts (if you know what i mean), and they finalyl gave me medicine. I will def. tell you how it all works out...
your amazing :o)

buddyzcowgurl July 15 2005, 15:34:44 UTC

after i told them my 'really bad thoughts' i had to turn around and say i wasnt serious, because they freaked out and were going to like.. put me in a mental hospital (no, not really, thast a lie) but they were like OMG.. i was like chill out come on now. and still no medicine. but yeah def let me know how it goes!