this weekend was fucking shitty... Far to many Drugs and alchohol...Thats what my life has been like latley! no more friends.. rollin solo.. Fuck it!!

eeeeeeeek... i have to start getting ready for work.. but atleast i get paid today.. hahahah... ahh..

Lastnight..was Dustin's Memorial service you know the viewing.. it was the most horrible thing i've ever expeirenced... i miss him soo much... he looked real peaceful.. but not full of life obviously like he was.. i put a 6 page letter i wrote to him .. pictures we had together.. and stuck some stickers of a couple bands he liked.. in/on his casket ( Read more... )

Sunday the 25th i found out terrible news.. a boy.. i once was madly in love with ... and still to this day love so dearly Passed away..His name is Dustin DuBois ... I miss him so much.. he will have a peice of my heart aswell as many peoples hearts... he was just an all around amazing person.. despite.. fallouts .. and everything.. you just would ( Read more... )

here are some pics.. ehh..
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yes i was gonna go out but decided not to... so i did my make up for nothing....
chillin in da jamies...

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earlier todizzle!


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i found 2 pics so imma post them hehe!

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Ok.. so EVERYONE... in the A.V(my town antelope valley) is going to the godawful fair today... ahhhhhhh... and my friends wanna go.. so im getting dragged along i'll just get hella drunk and try to enjoy myself! ahhhh

someone shoot me!