im tired, eveyone like jus showed up here. i was all kool at first but when i found out he was here, i got all upset. he has not talked to me in like a week and the one time he did, he said something that really hurt me. well this past week end has suxed i went to my appointment and she told me that i have to go weekly, that im not ready to see her ( Read more... )

well its been a while since i was last on here. so yea everything is getting straightened out for those of u who know whats goin on right now for me. its mostly in my head, i make thing seem and look worse than they really are. so yea i can't wait until next friday, i am sooo excited. i want to see what people got me, i feel bad that i couldn't get ( Read more... )

well its been a while since i was last on here. so yea everything is getting straightened out for those of u who know whats goin on right now for me. its mostly in my head, i make thing seem and look worse than they really are. so yea i can't wait until next friday, i am sooo excited. i want to see what people got me, i feel bad that i couldn't get ( Read more... )

well its been a awhile since i last updated. well i have had a good and bad week. lastw eek on sunday, i had the greatest day of my life, i wish it could have lasted for ever, well at least time that i was in the car. i know some poele know what i'm talking about, and if u do, then you know why i am sooo happy. well i also lost my cell phone on ( Read more... )

right now things fucking sux for me. the day started off great. then about 4 o'clock i went ice skating with shelly, danny, eric, sylvia, eric, and melissa. well i hate ice skating but i did it any ways. i fell once and then my favorite pants broke. then as the night went on i started talkin to sylvia. i guess i struck a cord with the person i was ( Read more... )

i hate this i can't go ne where, why do my parents have to sux ass. they are making me stay home and watch some fucking food, while my sister gets to go iout with danny. this fucking suxs i hate it. i get no choice im always the one stuck home doing the shitty tuff. i can't ge no where. i jus want to die. i fucking hate life. dude if it wasn't for ( Read more... )

well today was like any other day, jus sat around, ate complained about shit, people. so yea im sappost to goto the movies this friday with daniel, jocelyn, jonathan, and maybe tamara, but i don't know. i want to go but ever time i go some where that both tammy and danny are at, tammy seems to find the need to keep him to her self. i know they were ( Read more... )

yea well todyaw as kool. i went to ventura blvd. with my cousins. wew ent to in and out, guitar center, and some really kool shops. i want to go back when i have money. they have some really kool stuff that i want. they have this lunch box with the crow on it, it is like totally pimp. they also have a lot of these joke things taht i want. but first ( Read more... )

well these past couple of days have sucked. i have been treated like shit by someone, even if they don't think so i have. sometimes i jus wonder what is running through their head. why do they feel that they can treat me one way all nice and shit one moment and then all of a sudden, start treating me like nothing. but why am i complaining, it ( Read more... )

ugh, i feel like shit, i think i ate too much. i feel like im goin to keel over and die. i really really don't feel good. i feel like a pregnant chick thats about to pop. so yea this weekend was fun, the most exciting party was when i got in a fight with danny over this neckless he bought me that i had lost several months ago. it all started over ( Read more... )