I hate that feeling. Please stick around for the next chapter though Cait.. I have a feeling things are going to look up. It's just a feeling, but whatever.
I've lost direction. I've lost my morals. I've lost my hope. I've lost my dreams. I've lost my mind. I've lost my love. I've lost myself.
I'm sick of being a puppet. I'm sick of not living life how I want to. I'm sick of going to bed every night knowing I have but one reason to wake up. I'm sick of the same old shit. I'm sick of being alone. I'm sick of it all too.
And I'm sick of knowing that the only reason I continue is four hours away.
You mentioned that the week before April break was the longest week ever? I think I have you topped. But I told you at least once that I would wait an eternity for you, and I know this week will seem like Eons. But it's all worth it if I get to go bowling with you next week.
I hate life for the most part too. But you really just have to latch onto one happy thing and smile. So go get a picture of me, and know that I'm still smiling. For you.
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I've lost my morals.
I've lost my hope.
I've lost my dreams.
I've lost my mind.
I've lost my love.
I've lost myself.
I'm sick of being a puppet.
I'm sick of not living life how I want to.
I'm sick of going to bed every night knowing I have but one reason to wake up.
I'm sick of the same old shit.
I'm sick of being alone.
I'm sick of it all too.
And I'm sick of knowing that the only reason I continue is four hours away.
You mentioned that the week before April break was the longest week ever?
I think I have you topped.
But I told you at least once that I would wait an eternity for you, and I know this week will seem like Eons. But it's all worth it if I get to go bowling with you next week.
I hate life for the most part too. But you really just have to latch onto one happy thing and smile. So go get a picture of me, and know that I'm still smiling. For you.
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