my boy is in the hospital. i am so sad for him. he just wants a family like everyone else has. he doesnt really care if they are crazy he just wants someone he can count on. he hates himself because he doesnt feel like anyone else really likes him, because anyone that takes care of him is just doing their job. he is such an awesome kid...anyone ( Read more... )

hey there live journal fans....today marks 58 days until we can move into our home. yup i knew you were wondering...i am sorer than a sore spot from working on the house and going to the gym...ahhhh the gym. i love that whore. she is open 24 hours...anyways nothing much going on. so good news it sounds like this woman is going to move out of our ( Read more... )

today i took a mental health day...and i am working on house stuff and having a blast. i never thought home depot could be so exciting. people are starting to recognize us. the tenants in the house are moody with us. sometimes they talk to us and sometimes we get a heap of nastiness. whatever. we could have made them leave the house as a condition ( Read more... )

ummmm much better. my mood that is. i am having fun day dreaming about the day we will be in our house. the kitchen. the bathroom. the closet space. the floors. the washer. the dryer. the lawn. the back yard. heaven? i think so. have i mentioned i can not wait until the tenants move out? i have. well thats because i almost literally cant wait. ( Read more... )

Ugh I am feeling sluggish and oddly like I need a vacation...i am missing talking with the ex a bit. i miss the friendship that it could be. i am beginning to wonder if we will ever be able to just be friends. i wonder if that whole 2 ½ year thing fucked that all up. i should have never made that relationship into something it was never meant to be ( Read more... )

sometimes i reach in for inspiration and there is none left...so i have to go fill up somewhere. tap tap tap...where might that be???huh. perhaps my recent bout with school will give me something to chew on. i need to stir the pot a little. far be it from me to let things settle too much. perhaps a poetry night is in order...or something of the ( Read more... )

soooo today we have spent 8 months building our relationship and learning about each other...working, schooling, house buying...other people are still waiting for our demise...ready to spring into action with a barrage of i told you so's and that's what you get for moving so fast. pointing their finger with the repetition of an action figure with ( Read more... )

uhhh i am sick today and am looking forward to going home from work and sleeping.
i had a fun weekend meeting gwen's friend. i cant wait to go to the city and hand out some more. anyways i got to get to a meeting toodles...

whew thanx michelle for the help in getting out of the community ( Read more... )

can anyone tell me how to unjoin a community ( Read more... )