[Chaptered] The Bet 8/?
Aiba`s POV
Living with Sho was the best time of my life. I was happy, I had never felt this happy, I had to make sure and convince myself that it wasn’t a dream, so many times. Maybe if he wouldn’t smile at me every morning I would think that I’m dreaming now. I always wondered why he did so many things for me. I mean... We had never really known each other before, we were never classmates, did he just help anyone who was in need? But he didn’t want me to ask why, so I never asked him, but I wanted to know even more when he had forbid me to.
I questioned his maids and even his butler, but they said their young master had never let anyone live in this house before. When I asked about his friends they knew only about Jun, Ninomiya and Ohno. He had never brought home anyone except them... And, well... Me... I asked about his family too. But they answered that they have never really met Mrs. Sakurai and have never met Mr. Sakurai before either. Just as their young master. Sho`s parents were too busy taking care of their companies so they came back only if they had time. Which meant one or maybe two times a year. Even with my messed up family, I still felt so sorry about Sho`s family. I always thought he has a perfect life, but actually he was just a poor rich-boy.
I thought that God had never been fair to me because he had taken away everything from me, but now... After I met him, I thought that when God takes something from us we would get the better one in return. I was always hoping for God not to take him away from me... I didn’t want to lose him like I lost my mom and Reiko. Maybe I would die for real this time if he’d be gone from my life. I never said that idea aloud, though, (about dying when he’d be gone) to him, I knew he would be mad at me. I didn’t want to make him mad at me or make him hate me.
“What are you thinking right now?” Sho asked while walked beside me. I couldn’t answer that I would die if I lost him, so I just smiled while making something up.
“I`m just wondering, did it feel lonely to live in such a big house like this alone...?” I asked him.
“I didn’t live alone...”
“Yes... Technically you lived with your maids and butler, but you never felt lonely Sho-kun...?” I asked again.
“I’m used to it...” he smiled but I could see that he was terribly sad, and I wanted to hug him and say that he wasn’t alone anymore. But I held myself back, I knew he wouldn’t like it...
“Don’t you ever say that again,” I warned him.
“Say what?” he asked and looked at me confused.
“That you are used to loneliness...”
“But it`s true, I am used...”
“Stop it or I`ll make you stop,” I cut his words. He laughed at me.
“What can you do to stop me anyway?” he giggled while asking me.
“Kiss you, and you`ll stop,” I looked in his eyes as I said it, I knew he would lose because of that. He turned his head away immediately and I laughed.
“C`mon, Sho-kun!! I`m just kidding! Thank God you didn’t eat something just now, or I`d have you choking again...”
He looked back at me, “It`s not funny,” I could see that my jokes pissed him off. Did he hate the thought of me kissing him that much? I had to convince myself that I wasn’t hurt because of that...Why should I feel hurt anyway?
“I`m sorry...” I said softly.
“It`s okay,” he answered. We stopped in front of my room.
“Oyasumi, Sho-kun...” I smiled at him while opening my door.
“Oyasumi...” He replied and smiled back, I knew that he wasn’t mad anymore, and I felt so damn relieved because of that. Although it didn’t change the fact that he didn’t want me to kiss him. And why I kept thinking about that in the first place?
I closed my door and I could hear him closing his after a few seconds.
I never locked my door, I didn’t really understand why... I just felt safe... No one would hurt me if Sho was near me. But sometimes I hoped that Sho would come to my room in the night, maybe to check on me or something, I knew it was silly... But I couldn’t help myself but hope for that...
I tried to sleep but my eyes completely refused to co-operate with me. I couldn’t sleep at all. I tried counting sheep in my mind, but it didn’t work, in the end I just ended up thinking about Sho again. Did he like omelet? Maybe I could make an omelet for him in the morning, and write a message on it. I sighed... Maybe I should count Shos instead of sheep... I thought it could work better.
1 Sho...
2 Shos...
3 Shos...
386 Shos...
38~~
I was a bit startled when I heard my door opening, someone opened it. I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep. I waited in the silence and I could hear soft footsteps coming closer to my bed. I knew those footsteps... But I didn’t want to be overly optimistic...
He... Or maybe she... Stopped beside my bed, and the next moment I felt warm breath brushing my face, someone softly kissed my forehead... Really, really, really softly...
I almost smiled because of that...
He wanted to kiss me too!! Too?? I wanted to kiss him before now?? I realized that now... I was the one who wanted to kiss him from the beginning... That’s why I was hurt when I thought he didn’t want to kiss me! Stupid Masaki!
He stepped back and said, ”Oyasumi, Masaki...”
I almost jumped from happiness, then I slowly opened my eyes, I could see his back, he was ready to leave my room, “Oyasumi, Sho-kun...”
He turned around looking at me with a shocked expression and I smiled. I sat on my bed, he kept looking at me, his expression became one of a worry now.
“I`m sorry...” that was the first words that he said after he kissed me.
Sorry for what? Did he feel sorry for kissing me?
“Sho-kun... I`m afraid you will have to stop sneaking into my room and kissing me...”
“I`m... Really sorry...”
“Let me finish my words!!” I warned him, “I`m afraid you will have to stop sneaking into my room and kissing me... Because if you do it again... I`m afraid you will have to be dating me... Because I want to be kissed only by my boyfriend now...” I smiled at him again. He still had his shocked expression, I was the confused one now... So my hint wasn’t good enough to make him understand??
“I`m sorry... I won’t do it again... I don’t want to force you to do something you don’t want...” he said softly.
Is he stupid or what?! I was there in my room, trying to flirt with him, who had kissed me a few moments earlier, and he didn’t even respond?!! Maybe he didn’t even understand what I mean.
I stood up and stomped out of my room, I give up on this guy!!
“Where are you going?” he asked, I halted in my step and turned to look at him.
“Anywhere but here,” I answered.
“Why do you look so mad?” he asked.
Please don’t blame me for shouting at him...
“Because you ruined my mood!! No!! Our mood!!” I yelled at him. He stared at me in confusion.
“You!! Do you realize that 2 minutes ago I was trying to make you kiss me again?” I kept my tone high, I knew that I was looking desperate now. His eyes became wider with shock.
“At least now you understand why I`m mad!” I turned back again and walked out from my room.
“I don’t care if yo~~”
I couldn’t finish my sentence as he pulled me roughly and captured me against the wall. My back hurt because I had crushed in the wall really roughly. “You~~!!”
And he never let me to continue... He pressed his lips on mine and kissed me roughly while pinning me to the wall...
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Okay~~ I love saturday~~
muahahaha
*really good mood now*
I think I dun hav anything to say *uncreative author*
Except...can somebody tell me how I can post the large entry in one page? any idea?
I also want to know what do u think so far...about the bet~~
Coz If it`s boring I`ll fix it...no angst...? u`ll get soon~~
make sure to leave a comment ne...I need ur opinion XD