[Chaptered] The Bet 10/?

Oct 24, 2010 03:09

Aiba`s POV
Note : Aiba`s POV starts one day before Sho`s POV

I leaned against his chest and he hugged me from behind, wrapping his arms around my waist. I felt his warm breath on my neck and his heart beating slowly in his chest. I felt protected like always, I had never felt so comfortable with someone. I closed my eyes burning the moment in my memory, probably because I felt so happy, comfortable and so peaceful. Everything was in its place… Everything felt so right…

“Are you sleeping?” Sho whispered in my ear, his breath tickled my neck. I kept my eyes shut but shook my head.

“What are you thinking about?” he whispered again.

“You,” I answered and smiled because it was absolutely true. I thought about him all the time. I was wondering why I haven’t get bored of thinking about him.

“I`m here and you`re still thinking about me?” he questioned again.

“I don’t know… I just can’t stop thinking about you, even though you`re here with me, am I sick, Sho-chan?” I questioned back.

He softly kissed my neck, “Yes… So am I…” he answered.

“Ne, Sho-chan…”

“Un?”

“Are you really okay being together with me like this?” I was so different from him, I wasn’t rich, I wasn’t from a good family, Aiba Masaki always looked inappropriate being next to Sakurai Sho…

“What are you talking about?” I knew he hated when I talked about it. But I couldn’t stop wondering. I had a lot of reasons to like him, but he didn’t have any reason to like me, to be together with me like this.
Why, Sho-chan? Why did you choose me?

“I want to ask you something…” I looked at him.

“Ask me then,” he said with confused expression.

“But I know your answer already so I think it`s useless,” I laughed. He turned my head in his direction slowly and the next thing I felt were his lips on mine.

I bet all girls at school would want to be in my position at this moment. Being kissed by Sakurai Sho passionately.
But I had win him, even though I didn’t understand how I had done it. I realized how popular he was after I started to date him, I had never before noticed how all girls had eyes for him. Without exception. I felt jealousy dominating my mind now. I wanted him to kiss me like he was doing it now in front of those girls, I wanted them to know that Sakurai Sho was mine… And they shouldn’t lay their eyes on a guy who already belonged to someone. Someone knocked on the door. He stopped kissing and let go of my lips, but the distance that separated us was still small, our lips practically still touching, he just needed a little space to talk.

“Go away,” he said firmly and was back on my lips again.

“Young master, Matsumoto-san is in here,” we could hear his butler’s voice now. He stopped again, stopped for real this time. He sighed and looked at me.

“I`ll wait,” he gave me a light peck and I smiled at him.

“You`re not jealous when I talk with Jun-kun?” I asked.

“Of course I am, but I know you wouldn’t do anything that’d make me jealous so… I think I can handle my feelings alone,” he smiled at me. “But I have to tell him about our relationship soon…”
I nodded and pulled myself to standing position.
I was still meeting with Jun almost every day. We just talked about how our day had went and all, nothing special, that’s why Sho was right, he didn’t need to feel jealous at Jun. We never did anything that could make him jealous. Jun was a great person, he was nice, mature and independent.

Sho had introduced me once again with Nino, and Ohno as well this time. Nino had a sharp tongue, true, but he was really fast in reading the situation and atmosphere. And Ohno… He was so calm, that’s why he could calm down the situation.
My Sho had a lot of great friends, I felt relieved because of that. I opened the door and Jun smiled at me like always, “Hey,” he greeted me.

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Stop starring at my Sho!
I glared at some girl, who was giving Sho a seductive smile. It looked like she noticed my glaring and turned her head away immediately. Okay, I looked like a girl now. But I couldn’t just act casually when all girls in my school were trying to flirt with my boyfriend. I think Sho never really noticed that he was so popular. He just kept talking to me like he didn’t see anything when a girl tried to get his attention.

“She is smiling at you,” I glared at the girl again.

”Do you know her, Sho-chan?” I asked him.

He smiled and shook his head. “Just ignore them, baby,” he whispered in my ear. “What do you want to borrow today?” he asked me, maybe trying to change the subject. He accompanied me to the library.

“Some poetry books,” I answered.

“Ahhh… Talking about books, where is the book I need for homework?” he frowned.

“I don’t know. I haven’t seen it since yesterday,” he smiled to me weakly.

We entered the library and I walked toward the librarian. Sho pulled my hand softly, “I`ll go and sit there, and we must go to my resting room before we go home, I think I left my book there…”

”Okay,” I nodded, I knew all our juniors were looking at us, but I didn’t care.

“I`ll miss you,” he smiled a little.

“C`mon, Sho-chan, you will still see me, I’ll be standing just five meters away from you,” I almost laughed.

“Still miss you,” he smiled again and walked to the chair to wait for me.

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“You`re daydreaming, Sho-chan?” I waved my hand in front of his eyes.

“No,” he answered me softly, I knew he lied. What did he think about? Why did he never let me know what he was thinking? Maybe because I wasn’t that important to him…?

I felt the sadness as his rejection crept in my heart.
“Sho-chan...Why did you choose me?” I asked him. If he thought I wasn’t good enough to share his thoughts with, why were we still together?

“What are you talking about?” He asked me back, looking clueless.

“Every girl in school wants you, why did you choose me?” I asked him, at least I finally had asked that question to him…

“And why are you here right now, even though a lot of girls, and even boys, want you?” I knew he would get mad at me for questioning his feelings towards me.

“I have so many reasons to be together with you, Sho-chan…” I knew what I was saying was right. I had so many reasons to be with him but I couldn’t find a single one he would have.

“Like what? Because you think you owe me?” he asked me coldly.
What? Yeah, I owed him but that didn’t have any connection with my feelings towards him! I felt my eyes had become teary now.

“How could you think about me that way…” I couldn’t believe it…

”I`m sorry…” he moved closer trying to hug me but I stepped back. “I`m sorry. I`m really sorry…” he kept repeating his apology.

“You were the first person who looked at me like I`m a human being. You always think about my feelings, you saved my life, you accepted me even knowing that I`m a slut, you care about me more that you care about yourself, I feel safe when I’m with you,” he moved closer again and took hold of my hand softly. I looked at him and he looked right back at me.

“What if I say I just want to be with you without any reason? Because to me…We don’t need a reason to love someone…”
Love…? Love? Do you love me, Sho-chan?

“Do you love me?” I asked and he smiled.

“What do you think?” he asked back.

“I don’t know…”
He pulled me into a hug, I just couldn’t lose him…but I was really afraid when he was beside me, too. I was afraid I wasn’t worthy enough to be with him, that someday he would leave me if he’d meet someone who’d match him…
He kissed my forehead and made me face him. I felt I lost all my ability under his gaze. He moved in closer and I closed my eyes. Then we kissed.
Again, Sho-chan… Kiss me again… Make me believe in your feelings for me…
That’s when I heard someone opening the door.

“WHAT ARE YOU DOING?” Jun was there, looking at us with angered expression…

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nyaaaa~~ the bet chapter 10~~
with a little bit jun in the end of the chapter~~ XD
I hope u enjoyed the story~~
happy sunday guys and comments always loved~~ <3

pairing : sakuraiba, arashi, title : the bet, leght : multi chapter

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