[Chaptered] Dear Master Sakurai Sho (Case 1 : Love Letter) 7/?
Title : Dear Master Sakurai Sho (Case 1 : Love Letter) Chapter 7
Author : sushi4ever in collaboration with me lovu_lovu_aiba
Pairing : It`s a mystery you must solve it ^_^
Genre : AU, romance, mystery *detective*
Rating : PG-13
Beta : charblu3
Summary :
Dear Master Sakurai Sho…
I`m just a person who’s falling in love with you since a long time ago...
I`m nearer than u think so i can reach you....
and far at the same time that I can just see you...
do you want to know me? try it~~
it`s a challenge from me to you...
find me...
-tensaibaka-
Disclaimer: We don't own them~!
I glanced at the clock, it was 6 am. I couldn’t go back to sleep after that nightmare. I thought that I would look really stupid if I said that Matsumoto and Aiba were making out in my dream that was included in the nightmare. I mean…I totally have no connection to their relationship at all. But come to think about it, I’ve got the same dream again and I couldn’t let myself think much about Aiba`s relationship. It gave me a really hard time to sleep at night.
I pulled myself to the bathroom and washed my face. I stared at my reflection in the mirror. My eye bags looked really dark as if I didn’t sleep at all at night. I had no choice…I really had no other choice…I have to know and need to know what Aiba and Matsumoto’s relationship are…
The next thing I know was that I found myself following Aiba. I bid him goodbye after class ended, and told him that I would go back to the dorm, but the truth was I tailed him. I waited for him outside the classroom, but I made sure that the pillar hid me from everyone’s sight. Not long after, I could hear Aiba`s voice as he walked out from the class room.
“No, I have no idea about that Jun-pon,” he said in his usual cheerful tone, then giggled all of a sudden, I felt that I hated his way of giggling when he was with Matsumoto. What’s so funny about his conversation with Matsumoto? I could see that they walked together slowly.
“Well…unlucky you then…It`s so rare you know…to see his performance…” Matsumoto responded him.
“Ahhh~~ I wish I could see his performance…” Aiba said while he stretched his body. I had no idea what was Aiba and Matsumoto talking about. Then I realized that I almost knew nothing about Aiba. All we talk about was me and nothing else but me. He has always asked about me, but had never talked about himself.
“You’ll just need to wait till he’s in the mood…”
“Ahhh…speaking of mood, I think Sho-chan`s mood is getting better now, he’s talking to me again.” he smiled widely at Matsumoto. I kept my distance so that they wouldn’t notice that I was following them. He was talking about me when he’s with Matsumoto?
Matsumoto replied his smile and patted his head slowly, “Good to hear that…”
Aiba nodded. I could feel my heart warming up because of that. I mean a lot to him…That’s what I thought…
Following them while hiding myself away from their sight is just hard, I need to hide behind a pillar almost once every 15 seconds, if I was too far away from them I wouldn’t be able to hear their voices…but if I was too near…they would realized that I was following them.
“And why do you look so sad as you are now?” Matsumoto asked. I couldn’t see Aiba`s face at all. Aiba shook his head slowly, but even without looking at his facial expression I knew that Matsumoto is right…he was so sad right now, almost depressed…
“Let’s talk in here…” he pulled Aiba`s arm as they entered an empty class together.
I stopped and looked for a best place to hide. I hid myself behind the door so that I could see what they’re doing, but I couldn’t hear their voices at all. I could see that Aiba was seated in front of Matsumoto while he spoke with a sad expression.
Sometimes he would stop for a while and stared at Matsumoto, sometimes he would nod, and sometimes he would shake his head. But they did nothing except for talking.
I was a bit startled when Aiba started to cry. He tried to wipe his tears away desperately but his tears kept on flooding across his cheeks. Why was Aiba crying…?
He always looked okay when he was talking with me. It couldn’t be because of me ignoring him right? I mean…I was already talking to him again. The fact that Aiba cried in front of Matsumoto hurt me a lot. He has never told me any of his problems…If he were to have a problem he could always tell me about it but why didn’t he do so? He didn’t trust me? Or maybe I’ve always looked like I’ve never cared about his problems? Whatever it is…I was really hurt because of that.
Matsumoto changed his position as he sat beside Aiba and placed his hand over Aiba`s shoulders. I moved back, afraid that he would see me and my cover would be broken. Matsumoto patted Aiba`s head slowly and gently, sometimes he would caress his hair and wiped his tears away. I was just standing there…kept my silence and couldn’t do anything for him…You’re such a useless person Sho…
I started to feel so upset. I glanced over at Aiba and Matsumoto who are sitting inside that classroom. My position of standing there at my hiding place was useless now since I couldn't hear what they are saying well. I decided to walk back to my room and maybe I could try to find out about that later. The only thing I was sure of now is that they may not be in a love relationship, but who knows? What if they start kissing after I walked away from my spot? When my brain reached this point of thinking, my legs stopped moving automatically and I sighed which was the only thing I could do...
But, why was Aiba crying in that class room? I was sure that he was talking about me. I could feel as if someone squeezed my heart really hard that it ached. "What is it, my heart?" I held onto my chest where my heart was beating fast. "What is it, my heart?" I asked myself again but no answer was given.. just more fast heart beats. I couldn't deny that I liked this letter game and has been enjoying it a lot. After all, that game made me have a closer relationship with Aiba.
I opened my room door and threw myself onto the bed trying to relax a little bit. In a few minutes time it will be the dinner time. I can't wait to go to the canteen with Aiba again.. Without me noticing, I was smiling widely, but this smile didn't last long as I started to think about Aiba's cries again. Somehow, I wanted to run towards that class room and hug him so freaking tight and caress his hair while telling him that everything will be ok, everything will be fine, even if I didn't know the exact reason to why he was crying. The only thing that I hope with all my heart was that I wasn’t the reason to his misery. I don't want to be the one who made that cute angle cry. He really deserved to live in happiness for the rest of his life, and not crying in misery. He has made everyone around him happy. He is always cheerful. He succeeded to making me talk to more people and be close to someone for the very first time of my life.
The door suddenly opened and at that very moment, I snapped out of my stormy mind. Aiba walked towards his bed and sat there.
"Hello, Sho-chan." He smiled and looked at me with his big innocent eyes.
" Hi Aiba, how was your day?" I tried to hide the fact that I knew he was crying today.
"The after school activity was good." he smiled again and said."NO new letters or update with our case?"
"Nothing new." I shook my head.
"Then let's go to the canteen, it is dinner time now." he stood up. I got up as well and we both walked out of the room.
"Ahhh… it’s corn soup today~~~!! I must text Nino. He loves it and must not miss it." my cheerful roommate almost jumped when we reached to the canteen.
"Ehh… where has my phone gone." he searched inside his pockets.
"Maybe you left it in the room." I said.
"Yeah, I guess… I will run back to our room and get it, then come back. It will only take few minutes." he waved at me and ran outside the canteen.
After Aiba came back we enjoyed our meal and we both walked back towards the room when we saw that white envelope again.
"Sho-chan, is that a new letter??" Aiba asked. I just stared at the envelope which was lying on the floor.
Aiba picked it up and handed it to me. "Read it, Sho-chan." I took it from his hands and looked at his eyes. "Maybe we will find something new, to lead us towards your secret lover." he said.
I opened it and read.
To Sakurai Sho
I love you Sakurai Sho…
I love you and will always love you…
Open your disguise and I`ll still loving you…
Show me your real self Sakurai Sho…
-your secret admirer-
A/N: sushi4ever says: first of all I wanted to say sorry for delay *BOW*.. we finish this chapter long ago, but can't post it till now.. me and my co-writer is in the middle of exams week.. I still had 3 and that made my brain to burn!!!.. so back to the story~~!.. this chapter is full of emotions.. aiba, sho.. just what is going on!!!.. and here it is a new letter... just who is the sender!!!..anyone know? tell me?
lovu_lovu_aiba says: New letter again, made you more confused ne sho-chan??.... sumimasen for the delay of this chapter,because exams and a lot of things happened~~~enjoy the story~~~^^