[Chaptered] The Bet 12/?
Aiba`s POV
“Sho-chan?” I really couldn’t move, not even a bit.
He is trying to rape me!!! I screamed in my head. I knew it’s useless to scream for help aloud, no one would come. Why are you doing this to me, Sho-chan? I trusted you… I trusted you with all my heart…
He caught my hands and tied them to the bed-head.
“Sho-chan, no~~ Please…” I tried to pull my hands free until I felt how they start to hurt.
I have to fight him, I won’t let him do anything to me! I moved my body frantically, tried to kick him, but it was useless…
“Sho-chan…Sho-chan… I`m begging you…” I was begging to him, begging him to let me go.
“Why are you acting like this, Sho-chan?” I could feel the warm tears on my cheeks. He took a piece of my torn shirt and tied it around my head so that I couldn’t talk.
I looked at him, trying to make him go back to his usual self, this wasn’t my Sho… This wasn’t my kind and protective Sho!!
“Make it easier for both of us…” he said, his tone sounding somewhat savage.
No, Sho-chan… Please…
I shook my head desperately.
“I`m your boyfriend, right?” he asked.
I couldn’t shake my head again. So that was the reason? Because you are my boyfriend you could do this to me? I thought you would never hurt me. I believed you would never hurt me…
He moved closer and licked my cheek. This is just a dream, Masaki… Just a dream… And when you’ll open your eyes you’ll see your Sho… He will hug you tightly, smile to you, say that he loves you and will never let you go. I could feel him caressing my cheek, but I stayed still. It was just a dream, I told myself. He kissed my neck, licked it and sucked on it. It wasn’t a dream!
I tried to kick him again, even though I closed my eyes I tried to move away so he couldn’t do anything to me. He touched my face with his middle and index fingers. He trailed them down my chest and stopped at my lower region. I was scared like hell…
Please… Somebody… Tell me this wasn’t true…
I closed my eyes and bit my lip. I tried to forget that the one who was doing this to me was Sho. I knew I couldn’t not respond if it was Sho. He stoked my member slowly while my tears kept steaming down my cheeks, even when I closed my eyes I could still imagine his intense stare pointed at me right now, waiting for my response. I knew he won’t let me be unresponsive when it came to him. He would make me react…
I felt him licking my nipple slowly, then he stopped, but kept stroking my member roughly. After that he was back and sucking my nipple again. I had no energy left at all to fight back, it was like he absorbed my energy, while I was getting weaker - he was getting stronger.
He stopped again and remover the shred from my mouth, I looked at him and I couldn’t help my self but think that he would release me. He looked back at me and I couldn’t see his warm, brown eyes, now they were dark and full of lust. He smiled, still stroking my member. I closed my eyes again, but this time he kissed me, he was sucking on my lips hungrily. I tried my best to keep my mouth shut. He licked my lower lip and let go of it.
“Why are you cheating on me, Aiba?” he asked.
Cheating? Cheating on him?? I’d never do that, I wasn’t even able to think about anything else except him. I thought about him almost every second of my life. What was he talking about??
“I`m not--” I tried to answer him but it was a bad decision, in one fast motion he was back on my lips again only this time he could slid his tongue in my mouth freely as I had opened my mouth to say something. He explored my mouth and unbuttoned his shirt at the same time. I could see his perfect muscular body covered in sweat. After he was finished with his shirt, he tried to unzip my pants. I tried to kick him away with the last drop of my energy, but he was successful in removing my pants.
He slid his hand in my boxers, I could feel his cold fingers touching my member slowly.
I cried loudly.
He started to stoke it again, slowly at first and then speeding up his pace with every passing second. He stopped exploring my mouth and pulled off the last layer of my clothes. I was fully naked now. I could feel his hot breath on my thigh.
No…
But he did it, he slowly licked my cock, from base to top and took it fully in his mouth.
“Ahhhh…” I couldn’t hold it back anymore.
I felt how he spreads my butt cheeks and inserts his finger in. He’s really not planning on letting me go… He was seriously going to do this to me…
I looked down and found his eyes staring back at me.
“Hmmmmhhhh… Sho… Hmmmmhhh… No….” I wasn’t able to talk anymore… But I was trying to beg to him anyway.
He just looked back at me while still finger-fucking me and sucking my cock. He was ignoring me and pushed another finger in. I really couldn’t stand it anymore, I chose to closed my eyes again.
“Ple…ase…” I was begging again.
He stopped sucking my cock and asked me, “Please what?”
“Please… Don’t do…that…to me… Ahhhh…”
“What if I refuse?” he asked me again.
“Please… Please…” I’m begging you, Sho-chan… I don’t want to hate you because of this…
He brought my feet to rest on his shoulders so my prepared hole was facing his member and unzipped his pants in a rush.
You’re done Masaki…
He lowered his head and placed his arm beside my head to support his weight, whispering in my ear. “This is what you will get if you`ll look at other guys…”
He bit my auricle and the then I felt his member penetrating my body.
“AHHHHHH!!” I screamed out loud, it hurt like hell, but I couldn’t do anything…
He didn’t move for a while, I couldn’t push him back, I couldn’t run away… He pulled himself out and slammed in again. The pain wasn’t lessening at all… It increased every time he thrust in.
“Ahhhh…”
He kissed me again, maybe trying to shut me up, but I could feel that this time it wasn’t only lust.
He put his feelings into it. This was my Sho… His lips were trembling, he just kept thrusting in and out while resting his lips on mine.
He pulled back and let go of my lips. He was still inside me but had stopped all his movements. I felt something drop on my cheek.
Warm water…?
I opened my eyes, and saw Sho blankly looking at one spot. Tears streaming down his cheeks. He was crying…
“Sho-chan…?” Why are you crying, Sho-chan? Did I do something that hurt you? You’ve never done something without a reason… Was there a reason you did this to me…?
He untied my hands and I felt blood flowing back to my palms, my hands felt numb.
Sho wasn’t moving at all, he just stayed there and a tear was trailing down in his cheek again, dropping on my neck.
Although he had done this to me, I was still in love with him. I still loved him with all my heart. I couldn’t even bring myself to think badly about him. I forgot about the fact that he had raped me. I just didn’t want to see him crying… I didn’t want to see him in pain… I wanted to see him happy. I’d even be willing to exchange my soul for his happiness…
“Sho-chan… I love you. I really love you…”
I finally said it… I confessed to him.
It didn’t do it because I wanted him to stop, I just wanted him to know my feelings for him. I loved him, I loved him so badly… I loved him so much I couldn’t breathe if he was near me. I loved him so badly I was sure I would die if I’d lose him…
He looked back at me with a blank expression, his eyes narrowing, and he started to move again. For the first time I saw how his face looked like while he was having sex. His eyes half-closed, his breath was shallow and heavy, from time to time a groan left his lips, and his perfect body moved in synch.
I tried to relax my body. The pain lessened… I could feel him as well, not only the pain… I closed my eyes and gripped the bed covers. You must be happy about this, Masaki…You did it with the person you love…You couldn’t wish more that that…
He stroked my cock, while keeping his pace up. I felt him nearing his peak as his movements were getting frantic and fast. I felt really hot, and my muscles tensed up.
“Sho… Ahhhh… Ahhhhh…”
I came on his hand and stomach. He kept going, his eyes closed tightly as he bit his lower lip. Then in the last thrust I felt him spurting everything inside me. He moved out and lay down beside me. I was there, trying to calm down my breath and heart while waiting for him, waiting him to hug me. I closed my eyes and fell asleep imagining how his protective arms hugged my waist tightly.
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I felt the sunlight dazzling my eyes. I opened them lazily… I smiled when I remember that I was Sho`s now. But I didn’t feel his arms like always, they weren’t around my waist like always.
I opened my eyes and shocked sat up in one swift movement, slightly wincing as my lower half hurt a lot. The bed beside me was empty, I couldn’t see his figure… I turned to the bathroom, the door was open, no one was using it.
Sho wasn’t in my room, I was alone…
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AN : Ohayou minna~~ it`s 7 am here but I posted smut chapter~~ XD
jyaaaa~~ at least NC again...dou minna?
I know I`m not good to write smut, but I tried my best >< *I need 2 weeks to write it*
I`m happy that in the end I can finish it~~ *jumps around*
“Sho-chan?” I really couldn’t move, not even a bit.
He is trying to rape me!!! I screamed in my head. I knew it’s useless to scream for help aloud, no one would come. Why are you doing this to me, Sho-chan? I trusted you… I trusted you with all my heart…
He caught my hands and tied them to the bed-head.
“Sho-chan, no~~ Please…” I tried to pull my hands free until I felt how they start to hurt.
I have to fight him, I won’t let him do anything to me! I moved my body frantically, tried to kick him, but it was useless…
“Sho-chan…Sho-chan… I`m begging you…” I was begging to him, begging him to let me go.
“Why are you acting like this, Sho-chan?” I could feel the warm tears on my cheeks. He took a piece of my torn shirt and tied it around my head so that I couldn’t talk.
I looked at him, trying to make him go back to his usual self, this wasn’t my Sho… This wasn’t my kind and protective Sho!!
“Make it easier for both of us…” he said, his tone sounding somewhat savage.
No, Sho-chan… Please…
I shook my head desperately.
“I`m your boyfriend, right?” he asked.
I couldn’t shake my head again. So that was the reason? Because you are my boyfriend you could do this to me? I thought you would never hurt me. I believed you would never hurt me…
He moved closer and licked my cheek. This is just a dream, Masaki… Just a dream… And when you’ll open your eyes you’ll see your Sho… He will hug you tightly, smile to you, say that he loves you and will never let you go. I could feel him caressing my cheek, but I stayed still. It was just a dream, I told myself. He kissed my neck, licked it and sucked on it. It wasn’t a dream!
I tried to kick him again, even though I closed my eyes I tried to move away so he couldn’t do anything to me. He touched my face with his middle and index fingers. He trailed them down my chest and stopped at my lower region. I was scared like hell…
Please… Somebody… Tell me this wasn’t true…
I closed my eyes and bit my lip. I tried to forget that the one who was doing this to me was Sho. I knew I couldn’t not respond if it was Sho. He stoked my member slowly while my tears kept steaming down my cheeks, even when I closed my eyes I could still imagine his intense stare pointed at me right now, waiting for my response. I knew he won’t let me be unresponsive when it came to him. He would make me react…
I felt him licking my nipple slowly, then he stopped, but kept stroking my member roughly. After that he was back and sucking my nipple again. I had no energy left at all to fight back, it was like he absorbed my energy, while I was getting weaker - he was getting stronger.
He stopped again and remover the shred from my mouth, I looked at him and I couldn’t help my self but think that he would release me. He looked back at me and I couldn’t see his warm, brown eyes, now they were dark and full of lust. He smiled, still stroking my member. I closed my eyes again, but this time he kissed me, he was sucking on my lips hungrily. I tried my best to keep my mouth shut. He licked my lower lip and let go of it.
“Why are you cheating on me, Aiba?” he asked.
Cheating? Cheating on him?? I’d never do that, I wasn’t even able to think about anything else except him. I thought about him almost every second of my life. What was he talking about??
“I`m not--” I tried to answer him but it was a bad decision, in one fast motion he was back on my lips again only this time he could slid his tongue in my mouth freely as I had opened my mouth to say something. He explored my mouth and unbuttoned his shirt at the same time. I could see his perfect muscular body covered in sweat. After he was finished with his shirt, he tried to unzip my pants. I tried to kick him away with the last drop of my energy, but he was successful in removing my pants.
He slid his hand in my boxers, I could feel his cold fingers touching my member slowly.
I cried loudly.
He started to stoke it again, slowly at first and then speeding up his pace with every passing second. He stopped exploring my mouth and pulled off the last layer of my clothes. I was fully naked now. I could feel his hot breath on my thigh.
No…
But he did it, he slowly licked my cock, from base to top and took it fully in his mouth.
“Ahhhh…” I couldn’t hold it back anymore.
I felt how he spreads my butt cheeks and inserts his finger in. He’s really not planning on letting me go… He was seriously going to do this to me…
I looked down and found his eyes staring back at me.
“Hmmmmhhhh… Sho… Hmmmmhhh… No….” I wasn’t able to talk anymore… But I was trying to beg to him anyway.
He just looked back at me while still finger-fucking me and sucking my cock. He was ignoring me and pushed another finger in. I really couldn’t stand it anymore, I chose to closed my eyes again.
“Ple…ase…” I was begging again.
He stopped sucking my cock and asked me, “Please what?”
“Please… Don’t do…that…to me… Ahhhh…”
“What if I refuse?” he asked me again.
“Please… Please…” I’m begging you, Sho-chan… I don’t want to hate you because of this…
He brought my feet to rest on his shoulders so my prepared hole was facing his member and unzipped his pants in a rush.
You’re done Masaki…
He lowered his head and placed his arm beside my head to support his weight, whispering in my ear. “This is what you will get if you`ll look at other guys…”
He bit my auricle and the then I felt his member penetrating my body.
“AHHHHHH!!” I screamed out loud, it hurt like hell, but I couldn’t do anything…
He didn’t move for a while, I couldn’t push him back, I couldn’t run away… He pulled himself out and slammed in again. The pain wasn’t lessening at all… It increased every time he thrust in.
“Ahhhh…”
He kissed me again, maybe trying to shut me up, but I could feel that this time it wasn’t only lust.
He put his feelings into it. This was my Sho… His lips were trembling, he just kept thrusting in and out while resting his lips on mine.
He pulled back and let go of my lips. He was still inside me but had stopped all his movements. I felt something drop on my cheek.
Warm water…?
I opened my eyes, and saw Sho blankly looking at one spot. Tears streaming down his cheeks. He was crying…
“Sho-chan…?” Why are you crying, Sho-chan? Did I do something that hurt you? You’ve never done something without a reason… Was there a reason you did this to me…?
He untied my hands and I felt blood flowing back to my palms, my hands felt numb.
Sho wasn’t moving at all, he just stayed there and a tear was trailing down in his cheek again, dropping on my neck.
Although he had done this to me, I was still in love with him. I still loved him with all my heart. I couldn’t even bring myself to think badly about him. I forgot about the fact that he had raped me. I just didn’t want to see him crying… I didn’t want to see him in pain… I wanted to see him happy. I’d even be willing to exchange my soul for his happiness…
“Sho-chan… I love you. I really love you…”
I finally said it… I confessed to him.
It didn’t do it because I wanted him to stop, I just wanted him to know my feelings for him. I loved him, I loved him so badly… I loved him so much I couldn’t breathe if he was near me. I loved him so badly I was sure I would die if I’d lose him…
He looked back at me with a blank expression, his eyes narrowing, and he started to move again. For the first time I saw how his face looked like while he was having sex. His eyes half-closed, his breath was shallow and heavy, from time to time a groan left his lips, and his perfect body moved in synch.
I tried to relax my body. The pain lessened… I could feel him as well, not only the pain… I closed my eyes and gripped the bed covers. You must be happy about this, Masaki…You did it with the person you love…You couldn’t wish more that that…
He stroked my cock, while keeping his pace up. I felt him nearing his peak as his movements were getting frantic and fast. I felt really hot, and my muscles tensed up.
“Sho… Ahhhh… Ahhhhh…”
I came on his hand and stomach. He kept going, his eyes closed tightly as he bit his lower lip. Then in the last thrust I felt him spurting everything inside me. He moved out and lay down beside me. I was there, trying to calm down my breath and heart while waiting for him, waiting him to hug me. I closed my eyes and fell asleep imagining how his protective arms hugged my waist tightly.
~~~~~~~~~~~*******~~~~~~~~~~~
I felt the sunlight dazzling my eyes. I opened them lazily… I smiled when I remember that I was Sho`s now. But I didn’t feel his arms like always, they weren’t around my waist like always.
I opened my eyes and shocked sat up in one swift movement, slightly wincing as my lower half hurt a lot. The bed beside me was empty, I couldn’t see his figure… I turned to the bathroom, the door was open, no one was using it.
Sho wasn’t in my room, I was alone…
~~~~~~~~~~~*******~~~~~~~~~~~
AN : Ohayou minna~~ it`s 7 am here but I posted smut chapter~~ XD
jyaaaa~~ at least NC again...dou minna?
I know I`m not good to write smut, but I tried my best >< *I need 2 weeks to write it*
I`m happy that in the end I can finish it~~ *jumps around*