[Chaptered] The Bet 13/?
Aiba`s POV
I brought my feet to touch the cold floor slowly. Where was he…Where was Sho-chan? I was crying in process, I couldn’t even stand up. But I pushed myself up to stand, I had to talk to him, I didn’t want him to leave me… I tried to walk slowly, but I couldn’t handle the pain and let myself fall on the floor. Someone knocked then and opened my door. I almost jumped in happiness, I wanted to see his face appearing and he would tell me that everything would be alright. But it was his maid, she ran to me.
“Aiba-san? Are you okay?” she knelled and took hold of my arm slowly. “Are you hurt somewhere?” she asked again, but I couldn’t answer that my heart was hurt. A lot… I just cried and let her help me back to my bed.
She wiped my body using a warm towel, cleaned the blood stains that Sho had left on my body.
“Where…is…Sho-chan…?” I asked one of his maids in the middle of my sobbing.
“Young master already went to school, Aiba-san,” she answered me slowly. I closed my eyes enduring my sadness and loneliness alone…
I almost couldn’t open my eyes, my eyelids seemed to have stuck to each other. My room looked dim, I turned my head to the window and it was already dark outside. I reached for my cell phone and there were a lot of missed calls from Nino and Jun. Maybe they were worried because I hadn’t gone to school today.
I pulled myself to sit and reached for a glass of water on my nightstand and drank it all to clear my throat. I felt really dizzy and bruised, every part of body hurt. But I had to talk with him, I couldn’t wait anymore. I could remember clearly what he had talked about cheating. Had I cheated on him…? Was that the reason why he raped me?
I forced myself to stand up, it wasn’t as painful as before, but I still couldn’t walk properly. So I held on the wall while made a way to Sho`s room. It took me 10 minutes to reach his room, even though it was located just next-door. I knocked on it slowly.
“Come in,” I could hear his voice and I tried to control my feelings.
I opened the door and could see him sitting behind his study desk. I thought he worked on his office papers, but I couldn’t wait anymore so I called out for him, “Sho-chan...”
I felt my heart beating rapidly, I couldn’t lie to myself, I was missing him because I hadn’t seen him for a day, that was how much I loved him.
He stopped his actions for a second when he heard my voice, but he went back to his work again like I wasn’t even there.
“Sho-chan...” I called him again, he didn’t stop working but he answered me, “Nani? I`m busy right now.”
He was never like that, even though he was busy, he always listened to what I have to say first, “Sho-chan, can we talk for a while?”
“No,” He answered hastly.
But I acted stubbornly and sat in front of him, “Why are you ignoring me, Sho-chan?”
I could see him smirking, then he looked back at me, “What do you think?” he asked me, his tone heavy with sarcasm.
“I have no idea, except maybe... because I was cheating on you?” I asked again.
“Did you?” he questioned back.
I couldn’t hold back my tears anymore, “Sho-chan, please just answer me, what did I do?”
He was back to his papers, “I have no idea too, Aiba... Maybe you gave my best friend a blow job or something? Or maybe more than a blowjob, that’s your hobby after all,”
His best friend? Blowjob? J-Jun…?
“I...”
“Did that. I know…” he finished my words, without even letting me explain to him, but I understood that I couldn’t explain anything, “We are done, Aiba...”
What did he say? Done? I couldn’t… Please…please don’t say that … I can’t live without you… I screamed in my head but no words came out. I could only shake my head and beg him to stop.
“I have had enough with you. I`m so sorry about last night, I did it without any feelings at all, but you’re used to it right? I was just like your other sex buddies...” his words one by one sliced my heart.
“Sho...chan...” I tried to talk in the middle of my crying, “I...”
“You can still live here,” he didn’t let me to finish my words, “but we are done, we are in no relationship at all from now on.”
Please don’t say that…
“I want to ask only one thing from you. I don’t care about your hobby...like giving guys a blow job or sex, I`ll include them in your hobbies...but don’t do that in my house. You could at least do that in hotel, right? If you need something you can tell my butler. You can leave now, I have to go back to work.”
I swallowed all my words, it was all my fault… Maybe if I’d be in Sho’s position I would do the same.
“I`m sorry…” I could say only that to him and leave his room. I closed his door and fell on the floor, “We are done, Aiba…” his voice loudly echoed in my head. I hugged my knees to pull myself together, “We are done…”
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I woke up because Nino was calling me. I looked at the clock and it was 10 pm already. I slid my phone open, “Hai?”
“Aiba-chan! Are you okay?” I could hear Nino`s voice.
“I`m okay…” I answered while sat on the edge of my bed.
“What happened? I`m outside Sho-kun’s house right now. The guards wouldn’t let me and Oh-chan in,” he sounded worried.
“I`ll come out,” I answered him.
“Eh? Okay? We’ll be waiting,” he answered and ended the call.
Slowly I walked to the front door. I met Sho`s butler on my way out.
“Do you need something, Aiba-san?” he asked while bowing.
“Yes, I need to meet my friends,” I answered him and opened the front door.
“But you`re still sick, Aiba-san,” he followed me.
“If you think that way then let them come in,” I said firmly.
“I`m sorry, I can’t do that,” he bowed.
“Then just stay away,” I warned him. He bowed again and stopped where he was. Nino and Ohno were running toward me when they saw me coming closer.
"What happened? Are you okay? Why are you limping?” Nino asked worried. They brought me to a bench in the garden. Slowly I sat down there.
“I`m fine…” I answered him.
“Don’t lie to us, we have eyes to see!” Nino snapped.
Ohno patted my back slowly, “You know you can tell us everything, Aiba-chan…” he smiled softly.
When I looked at Nino`s concerned expression and Ohno who tried to calm me down I could do nothing except cry again.
“We are done…Sho-chan and me…What should I do, Nino? It was my fault… It was my fault… I hurt him…and he won’t forgive me…”
Nino exchanged a look with Ohno and pulled me in his embrace. He stroked my back slowly.
“What did Sho-kun do to you?” Nino asked again.
“He…did…nothing… I deserved it… I deserve more than this… How could I hurt the one I love…”Nino hugged me more tightly.
“I love him, Nino… I love him… I can’t live without him…”
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AN : Nahhh...that is...actually Aiba did give Jun blow job ^.^ I dont know it`ll be a shocking news for u or not~~ and both Aiba n sho were hurt~~
I`ll talk about previous chapter...I...somehow...feel that I failed to write the peak of this story which means I feel I failed to write chapter 12~~
I dunno why...but I just feel failed...I dunno what do u think about the story...sorry if I made u dissapionted >.<
*kinda feeling down rite now*
Ahh...If u love sakuraiba n havnt join this community then I`ll promote sakuraiba_no_ai to u ^.^
I brought my feet to touch the cold floor slowly. Where was he…Where was Sho-chan? I was crying in process, I couldn’t even stand up. But I pushed myself up to stand, I had to talk to him, I didn’t want him to leave me… I tried to walk slowly, but I couldn’t handle the pain and let myself fall on the floor. Someone knocked then and opened my door. I almost jumped in happiness, I wanted to see his face appearing and he would tell me that everything would be alright. But it was his maid, she ran to me.
“Aiba-san? Are you okay?” she knelled and took hold of my arm slowly. “Are you hurt somewhere?” she asked again, but I couldn’t answer that my heart was hurt. A lot… I just cried and let her help me back to my bed.
She wiped my body using a warm towel, cleaned the blood stains that Sho had left on my body.
“Where…is…Sho-chan…?” I asked one of his maids in the middle of my sobbing.
“Young master already went to school, Aiba-san,” she answered me slowly. I closed my eyes enduring my sadness and loneliness alone…
I almost couldn’t open my eyes, my eyelids seemed to have stuck to each other. My room looked dim, I turned my head to the window and it was already dark outside. I reached for my cell phone and there were a lot of missed calls from Nino and Jun. Maybe they were worried because I hadn’t gone to school today.
I pulled myself to sit and reached for a glass of water on my nightstand and drank it all to clear my throat. I felt really dizzy and bruised, every part of body hurt. But I had to talk with him, I couldn’t wait anymore. I could remember clearly what he had talked about cheating. Had I cheated on him…? Was that the reason why he raped me?
I forced myself to stand up, it wasn’t as painful as before, but I still couldn’t walk properly. So I held on the wall while made a way to Sho`s room. It took me 10 minutes to reach his room, even though it was located just next-door. I knocked on it slowly.
“Come in,” I could hear his voice and I tried to control my feelings.
I opened the door and could see him sitting behind his study desk. I thought he worked on his office papers, but I couldn’t wait anymore so I called out for him, “Sho-chan...”
I felt my heart beating rapidly, I couldn’t lie to myself, I was missing him because I hadn’t seen him for a day, that was how much I loved him.
He stopped his actions for a second when he heard my voice, but he went back to his work again like I wasn’t even there.
“Sho-chan...” I called him again, he didn’t stop working but he answered me, “Nani? I`m busy right now.”
He was never like that, even though he was busy, he always listened to what I have to say first, “Sho-chan, can we talk for a while?”
“No,” He answered hastly.
But I acted stubbornly and sat in front of him, “Why are you ignoring me, Sho-chan?”
I could see him smirking, then he looked back at me, “What do you think?” he asked me, his tone heavy with sarcasm.
“I have no idea, except maybe... because I was cheating on you?” I asked again.
“Did you?” he questioned back.
I couldn’t hold back my tears anymore, “Sho-chan, please just answer me, what did I do?”
He was back to his papers, “I have no idea too, Aiba... Maybe you gave my best friend a blow job or something? Or maybe more than a blowjob, that’s your hobby after all,”
His best friend? Blowjob? J-Jun…?
“I...”
“Did that. I know…” he finished my words, without even letting me explain to him, but I understood that I couldn’t explain anything, “We are done, Aiba...”
What did he say? Done? I couldn’t… Please…please don’t say that … I can’t live without you… I screamed in my head but no words came out. I could only shake my head and beg him to stop.
“I have had enough with you. I`m so sorry about last night, I did it without any feelings at all, but you’re used to it right? I was just like your other sex buddies...” his words one by one sliced my heart.
“Sho...chan...” I tried to talk in the middle of my crying, “I...”
“You can still live here,” he didn’t let me to finish my words, “but we are done, we are in no relationship at all from now on.”
Please don’t say that…
“I want to ask only one thing from you. I don’t care about your hobby...like giving guys a blow job or sex, I`ll include them in your hobbies...but don’t do that in my house. You could at least do that in hotel, right? If you need something you can tell my butler. You can leave now, I have to go back to work.”
I swallowed all my words, it was all my fault… Maybe if I’d be in Sho’s position I would do the same.
“I`m sorry…” I could say only that to him and leave his room. I closed his door and fell on the floor, “We are done, Aiba…” his voice loudly echoed in my head. I hugged my knees to pull myself together, “We are done…”
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I woke up because Nino was calling me. I looked at the clock and it was 10 pm already. I slid my phone open, “Hai?”
“Aiba-chan! Are you okay?” I could hear Nino`s voice.
“I`m okay…” I answered while sat on the edge of my bed.
“What happened? I`m outside Sho-kun’s house right now. The guards wouldn’t let me and Oh-chan in,” he sounded worried.
“I`ll come out,” I answered him.
“Eh? Okay? We’ll be waiting,” he answered and ended the call.
Slowly I walked to the front door. I met Sho`s butler on my way out.
“Do you need something, Aiba-san?” he asked while bowing.
“Yes, I need to meet my friends,” I answered him and opened the front door.
“But you`re still sick, Aiba-san,” he followed me.
“If you think that way then let them come in,” I said firmly.
“I`m sorry, I can’t do that,” he bowed.
“Then just stay away,” I warned him. He bowed again and stopped where he was. Nino and Ohno were running toward me when they saw me coming closer.
"What happened? Are you okay? Why are you limping?” Nino asked worried. They brought me to a bench in the garden. Slowly I sat down there.
“I`m fine…” I answered him.
“Don’t lie to us, we have eyes to see!” Nino snapped.
Ohno patted my back slowly, “You know you can tell us everything, Aiba-chan…” he smiled softly.
When I looked at Nino`s concerned expression and Ohno who tried to calm me down I could do nothing except cry again.
“We are done…Sho-chan and me…What should I do, Nino? It was my fault… It was my fault… I hurt him…and he won’t forgive me…”
Nino exchanged a look with Ohno and pulled me in his embrace. He stroked my back slowly.
“What did Sho-kun do to you?” Nino asked again.
“He…did…nothing… I deserved it… I deserve more than this… How could I hurt the one I love…”Nino hugged me more tightly.
“I love him, Nino… I love him… I can’t live without him…”
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AN : Nahhh...that is...actually Aiba did give Jun blow job ^.^ I dont know it`ll be a shocking news for u or not~~ and both Aiba n sho were hurt~~
I`ll talk about previous chapter...I...somehow...feel that I failed to write the peak of this story which means I feel I failed to write chapter 12~~
I dunno why...but I just feel failed...I dunno what do u think about the story...sorry if I made u dissapionted >.<
*kinda feeling down rite now*
Ahh...If u love sakuraiba n havnt join this community then I`ll promote sakuraiba_no_ai to u ^.^