[Chaptered] The Bet 15/?
Title : The Bet [chap.15]
Pairing : Sakuraiba
Genre : AU, Romance
Rating : PG13 [Sho`s POV] and NC17 [Aiba`s POV]
Beta : ice_colour *I`m not see you around lately,but I lost my ma-chan T_T*
Disclaimer : I own them in my imagination and you read it now XD
Summary : The almighty Sakurai Sho was the perfect student in Sora High-school. He was rich, smart, and overall irresistable. All girls in school were falling at his feet even though everybody knew about his playboy lifestyle. Aiba Masaki was a nice student, everyone wanted to be his friend. Sho and Aiba’s behaviors looked so different from one another. But you can’t judge the book by its cover, right?
Sho’s POV
I wasn’t hugging anyone when I opened my eyes, Aiba wasn’t in my room anymore.
I realized that last night was the best night in my life ever since I was born. The night I had dreamt about almost every day since I first met Aiba. A lot of questions popped up in my mind.
Why couldn’t I get a normal relationship? Just me and him…Why did everything have to be so complicated? Why had he done that with Jun? Why my best friend? Could I forget about him? Or maybe I would let myself secretly love him forever… I had been doing it for 2 years, before he had looked at me, why couldn’t I do it again?
I prepared my school stuff as fast as I could. I had no appetite at all, when my butler reminded me that it was time to leave for school, I still hadn’t touched my breakfast.
“Young master, you haven’t eaten at all…” I heard him trying to persuade me to eat.
I looked at him, “I have no appetite, where is Aiba?”
“Aiba-san went to school early today, he said his friend needs to take a look at his assignment before the class” he answered.
“I see…” I nodded, then I realized that I didn’t know anything about him lately, “Lets go,” I stood up and my butler bowed in response. He followed me but fastened his pace to open the door for me. I walked out and turned right down the hallway. I was walking past Aiba’s room but stopped immediately.
“Young master?”
I lifted my hand, “I’ll go to school later, wait here,” I ordered him and opened the door to Aiba`s room. Slowly I walked in his room, closing door behind me. It’d been a while since the last time I entered his room. I could still remember how I always came to his room before we started dating, everyday, just to look at his sleeping face. I never got bored of seeing him.
I sat down on his bed and imagined him laying there, sleeping peacefully. That was before everything got complicated. I clearly knew that from another persons’ point of view I would maybe look like a stubborn and stupid person. Stubborn because I couldn’t forgive what he did, but… Could you forgive your boyfriend giving your best friend a blowjob just like that? For whatever reason it was … Could you be sure that he won’t cheat on you again? If he could do it with your friend, didn’t it mean he could do it with every other person as well? Didn’t it hurt your heart? Even though you still loved him, would you still want to be with him?
I was stupid because I couldn’t erase the feelings I had for him. I knew he loved me… I knew it clearly, I knew it wasn’t just an act. Although he cheated on me and I couldn’t forgive him just like that, I knew he loved me.
I knew he cried every time I rejected what he had cooked. I knew he would sit in the kitchen alone, crying while eating his dinner. He just never knew that I was always there, just outside the kitchen, listening to his sobbing, blaming myself for making him suffer.
Why couldn’t I just forget about what happen between him and Jun?
I simply couldn’t… I just couldn’t… Every time I looked at him I would imagine how they had made out and I couldn’t stop myself but hate him for that. I felt like that again…
Hated him and loved him at the same time…
I stood up and walked out from his room, drowning all the negative feelings before. My butler bowed when he saw me coming out of Aiba’s room. I skipped all classes and just sat in my resting room while spacing out. I didn’t meet Aiba even if he had left for school first, though, maybe because I had simply locked myself in my resting room. I rested my head on the table and blankly looked outside the window until I heard someone opening the door.
Jun walked in and looked startled when he saw me. I knew he never expected to meet me in the same room again. We were just looking at each other.
“I just need to take my book,” he said and pointed to a book on the sofa. I ignored him and turned my head to the window again.
I heard his footsteps when he walked to the sofa and went back to the door again, but before he exited the room he spoke up, “How is Aiba?” he asked.
I looked at him, “Why don’t you go and ask him yourself?” I asked back.
“You dumped him?” he asked me again.
I stood up and walked to the centre of the room, “I’m sure you will get all the answers from him,” I answered.
“You know what, Sho, I still want him even if you dumped him,” he said firmly.
“You know what, Jun, you can have him if you want to,” I replied. Had he lost his mind? He made out with his friend’s boyfriend and he didn’t even feel guilty.
He smiled, “Promise me you won’t take your words back.”
I stared at him, “And why should I take back my words?” I asked.
He snorted, “Because you’re always like that, you joined the bet and you stopped it by yourself.”
That was true… I just didn’t want to play with Aiba’s feelings while I was in a position where I was supposed to protect him.
“I would never dump him just because he’d give my friend a blow job-“
“What the hell! I’m not you!” I cut his words, “I can’t keep silent when my boyfriend’s cheating on me!” I snapped. “Maybe you can share your boyfriend with everyone else but I can’t! I thought you’d be happy I broke up with him,” I scoffed.
“I don’t care if he loves you and not me as long as he is with me!” he yelled, “That’s even worse than just sharing him with your friend! I still want him even tough you dumped him! I still want him even tough he loves you!” he stopped for a while, “I want him because I love him, it doesn’t matter what he did before… I don’t care whether he has any feelings for me or not, he can use me and exploit me however he wishes…as long as he is happy!”
I couldn’t say anything, was I too egoistical if I wanted him just for myself? Because I couldn’t share him with anyone… I preferred to let him go rather than share him.
“What do you want for me?” I slowly asked him.
“If you let go of him, don’t do it half-heartedly!” he answered, “Let go of your feelings for him and let him have a life!”
“I can’t…” I answered him, “I can let him go…but I can’t stop loving him… But he is free, if he wants to be with you, I promise, I won’t do anything…”
He looked at me, “I’ll keep you to your promise,” he said firmly and walked out of the room.
I stared at the door blankly. I couldn’t imagine how it would be if someday Aiba and Jun would date each other, maybe they would hold hands in front of me then, or kiss, and I’d have to keep my feelings to myself.
Aiba was free… I couldn’t prohibit him from dating my friend.
I stood up, alone in the middle of the room, thinking about what I would do if someday Aiba would date Jun. Maybe I would leave Japan and take care of my company in some other country. I called it running away, but what else could I do besides that?
Someone opened the door, I turned my head and found Aiba standing in the doorframe. I couldn’t read his expression. He quickly walked toward me and pressed me against the window and kissed me.
What the hell was this??
He broke the kiss and looked at me, I’d never seen him like that before, I could see the anger and disappointment in his eyes.
“I thought last night was the last… What do you want now?” I asked him.
His jaw tightened and he answered me, “You…”
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Aiba`s POV
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Pairing : Sakuraiba
Genre : AU, Romance
Rating : PG13 [Sho`s POV] and NC17 [Aiba`s POV]
Beta : ice_colour *I`m not see you around lately,but I lost my ma-chan T_T*
Disclaimer : I own them in my imagination and you read it now XD
Summary : The almighty Sakurai Sho was the perfect student in Sora High-school. He was rich, smart, and overall irresistable. All girls in school were falling at his feet even though everybody knew about his playboy lifestyle. Aiba Masaki was a nice student, everyone wanted to be his friend. Sho and Aiba’s behaviors looked so different from one another. But you can’t judge the book by its cover, right?
Sho’s POV
I wasn’t hugging anyone when I opened my eyes, Aiba wasn’t in my room anymore.
I realized that last night was the best night in my life ever since I was born. The night I had dreamt about almost every day since I first met Aiba. A lot of questions popped up in my mind.
Why couldn’t I get a normal relationship? Just me and him…Why did everything have to be so complicated? Why had he done that with Jun? Why my best friend? Could I forget about him? Or maybe I would let myself secretly love him forever… I had been doing it for 2 years, before he had looked at me, why couldn’t I do it again?
I prepared my school stuff as fast as I could. I had no appetite at all, when my butler reminded me that it was time to leave for school, I still hadn’t touched my breakfast.
“Young master, you haven’t eaten at all…” I heard him trying to persuade me to eat.
I looked at him, “I have no appetite, where is Aiba?”
“Aiba-san went to school early today, he said his friend needs to take a look at his assignment before the class” he answered.
“I see…” I nodded, then I realized that I didn’t know anything about him lately, “Lets go,” I stood up and my butler bowed in response. He followed me but fastened his pace to open the door for me. I walked out and turned right down the hallway. I was walking past Aiba’s room but stopped immediately.
“Young master?”
I lifted my hand, “I’ll go to school later, wait here,” I ordered him and opened the door to Aiba`s room. Slowly I walked in his room, closing door behind me. It’d been a while since the last time I entered his room. I could still remember how I always came to his room before we started dating, everyday, just to look at his sleeping face. I never got bored of seeing him.
I sat down on his bed and imagined him laying there, sleeping peacefully. That was before everything got complicated. I clearly knew that from another persons’ point of view I would maybe look like a stubborn and stupid person. Stubborn because I couldn’t forgive what he did, but… Could you forgive your boyfriend giving your best friend a blowjob just like that? For whatever reason it was … Could you be sure that he won’t cheat on you again? If he could do it with your friend, didn’t it mean he could do it with every other person as well? Didn’t it hurt your heart? Even though you still loved him, would you still want to be with him?
I was stupid because I couldn’t erase the feelings I had for him. I knew he loved me… I knew it clearly, I knew it wasn’t just an act. Although he cheated on me and I couldn’t forgive him just like that, I knew he loved me.
I knew he cried every time I rejected what he had cooked. I knew he would sit in the kitchen alone, crying while eating his dinner. He just never knew that I was always there, just outside the kitchen, listening to his sobbing, blaming myself for making him suffer.
Why couldn’t I just forget about what happen between him and Jun?
I simply couldn’t… I just couldn’t… Every time I looked at him I would imagine how they had made out and I couldn’t stop myself but hate him for that. I felt like that again…
Hated him and loved him at the same time…
I stood up and walked out from his room, drowning all the negative feelings before. My butler bowed when he saw me coming out of Aiba’s room. I skipped all classes and just sat in my resting room while spacing out. I didn’t meet Aiba even if he had left for school first, though, maybe because I had simply locked myself in my resting room. I rested my head on the table and blankly looked outside the window until I heard someone opening the door.
Jun walked in and looked startled when he saw me. I knew he never expected to meet me in the same room again. We were just looking at each other.
“I just need to take my book,” he said and pointed to a book on the sofa. I ignored him and turned my head to the window again.
I heard his footsteps when he walked to the sofa and went back to the door again, but before he exited the room he spoke up, “How is Aiba?” he asked.
I looked at him, “Why don’t you go and ask him yourself?” I asked back.
“You dumped him?” he asked me again.
I stood up and walked to the centre of the room, “I’m sure you will get all the answers from him,” I answered.
“You know what, Sho, I still want him even if you dumped him,” he said firmly.
“You know what, Jun, you can have him if you want to,” I replied. Had he lost his mind? He made out with his friend’s boyfriend and he didn’t even feel guilty.
He smiled, “Promise me you won’t take your words back.”
I stared at him, “And why should I take back my words?” I asked.
He snorted, “Because you’re always like that, you joined the bet and you stopped it by yourself.”
That was true… I just didn’t want to play with Aiba’s feelings while I was in a position where I was supposed to protect him.
“I would never dump him just because he’d give my friend a blow job-“
“What the hell! I’m not you!” I cut his words, “I can’t keep silent when my boyfriend’s cheating on me!” I snapped. “Maybe you can share your boyfriend with everyone else but I can’t! I thought you’d be happy I broke up with him,” I scoffed.
“I don’t care if he loves you and not me as long as he is with me!” he yelled, “That’s even worse than just sharing him with your friend! I still want him even tough you dumped him! I still want him even tough he loves you!” he stopped for a while, “I want him because I love him, it doesn’t matter what he did before… I don’t care whether he has any feelings for me or not, he can use me and exploit me however he wishes…as long as he is happy!”
I couldn’t say anything, was I too egoistical if I wanted him just for myself? Because I couldn’t share him with anyone… I preferred to let him go rather than share him.
“What do you want for me?” I slowly asked him.
“If you let go of him, don’t do it half-heartedly!” he answered, “Let go of your feelings for him and let him have a life!”
“I can’t…” I answered him, “I can let him go…but I can’t stop loving him… But he is free, if he wants to be with you, I promise, I won’t do anything…”
He looked at me, “I’ll keep you to your promise,” he said firmly and walked out of the room.
I stared at the door blankly. I couldn’t imagine how it would be if someday Aiba and Jun would date each other, maybe they would hold hands in front of me then, or kiss, and I’d have to keep my feelings to myself.
Aiba was free… I couldn’t prohibit him from dating my friend.
I stood up, alone in the middle of the room, thinking about what I would do if someday Aiba would date Jun. Maybe I would leave Japan and take care of my company in some other country. I called it running away, but what else could I do besides that?
Someone opened the door, I turned my head and found Aiba standing in the doorframe. I couldn’t read his expression. He quickly walked toward me and pressed me against the window and kissed me.
What the hell was this??
He broke the kiss and looked at me, I’d never seen him like that before, I could see the anger and disappointment in his eyes.
“I thought last night was the last… What do you want now?” I asked him.
His jaw tightened and he answered me, “You…”
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Aiba`s POV
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