[chaptered] I Love The Way You Hurt 9/?
Title : I Love the way You Hurt
Authors : shokundaisuki and lovu_lovu_aiba
Beta : shokundaisuki *how many times, I still feel I`m useless XD*
Pairings : Sakuraiba, Juntoshi, Sakumiya
Rating : PG13 for this chapter (it won't be hardcore but I still wouldn't suggest kids to read it)
Genre : drama, romance
Summary : Ohno and Aiba are best friends for the longest time now. They've always been together and did everything together, always had the same passions and interests. When Aiba discovers the only thing that it seems like they don't have in common, he decides he needs to find some more of it. He doesn't expect to find the love of his life in doing so.
Disclaimer : None of us own Arashi. Though we'd both like to XD
Warning : It`s BDSM guys, the soft one XD
banner by. shokundaisuki
Masaki thought that he would feel really annoyed because Nino, it was true he felt really annoyed. But somehow it wasn’t because Nino tried to get all Sho's attention or how he treated Masaki like an enemy if Sho wasn’t around, but Masaki felt really annoyed toward him because he knew everything about Sho. He knew Sho`s favorite food, he knew Sho`s habits, he knew everything that Masaki didn’t know, and it was really annoying, at least for Masaki.
Masaki tried to think realistic, he understood that a person could love more than one person, but he understood enough that he couldn’t love both in same amount. He realized that Sho tried his best to treat Nino and him without any difference. But it will always be different, really different... And Masaki somehow understood if his master loved Nino more than him. Sometimes Masaki felt like he stole Sho from Nino, because he came later than Nino. Sometimes he really wanted to leave, probably that was better, Sho was happy with Nino and he felt useless. But then he could feel that Sho needed him as well and he loved Sho a lot, he didn’t mind to feel hurt in order to love Sho.
He tried to remind himself, Sho wasn’t his boyfriend, Sho was his master. Although he had 2 slaves it didn’t mean Sho cheated on him. He had to accept all Sho`s decision without questioning about it. He tried to understand and he learned to accept it, and he decided than he would be there as long as Sho wanted him to. But if someday Sho didn’t want him anymore he would leave.
He sighed as he brought a plate of fried eggs to the dining table, he almost fell the plate when he saw Nino was sitting on the dining table.
Nino stared at him and smirked. “Clumsy,” he commented. Masaki more than know that he was super clumsy but when someone said about that in front of his face it felt different and couldn’t help but feel irritated...again...
He decided to ignore Nino but he knew that Nino wouldn’t stop there. “How was guest room tonight Aiba-san...?” he asked with his mocking tone.
Masaki who was stirring his master coffee almost couldn’t hold himself to not throw something to Nino. He clutched the spoon tightly. “Normal...” he answered. They weren’t always sleeping together, if Sho was in the mood to spent a night with one of them, one of them had to sleep on the guest room, and last night Sho was ordering him sleep on the guest room.
“Yeah, I guess so. It won`t be normal in the master room.” he laughed. “I hope you could sleep well last night.”
Masaki took a deep breath and closed his eyes. He knew that Nino referred to noises from his master room, because the guest room was next to Sho`s room. He turned at Nino and bended his hands in front of his chest, he smiled, “Please don`t worry Ninomiya-san. I've got a very nice sleep...”
He took his master coffee and putted it on the dining table, “And if it`s your plan to make me move out from here, it`s lame...” he tilted his head and smirked at Nino. “If master's looking for me, tell him I`m going to shower.”
Masaki walked fast to the bathroom, he needed cold water to cool his head. He didn’t know until when he could faced this Ninomiya guy. Although he knew Nino just loved Sho and he could do anything to get him, but he loved Sho as well... If Nino thought he couldn’t give up on Sho, Masaki understood him cause he couldn’t just give up on Sho either. They were in the same position and he understood Nino too well, until he felt afraid...
He rotated the water tap and felt the cold water poured to his head, but couldn’t erase his worries. But at least the cold water could calm him down. After he felt like he could control his feelings again, he drained himself up with a towel. He walked out and he could see Sho was sitting in the dining table and Nino was sat in front of him. Sho raised his face when he saw Masaki and smiled brightly.
“Come here, Masaki,” he said it while patted his lap. Masaki walked closer and when he was on Sho`s reach, the older man pulled him to sat on his lap. Before he could say ‘good morning’ to his master, Sho pulled him into a passionate kiss. He was hanging at Sho`s shoulder and let his master explore his mouth roughly.
When Sho broke the kiss he smiled. “I missed you, master...”
Sho smiled back. “I missed you too my angel... Now feed me.” he ordered and sniffed Masaki`s neck. “You smell good in the morning...”
“I just bath...” he answered while tool his master plate, and he forgot that Nino was there as well. In a second Masaki dared to swear that he saw a lonely and sad expression from Nino. But after he knew that Masaki catch his expression he smirked to him. He felt a little bit guilty because of that but he remembered when Sho kissed Nino in front of him, Nino would show his winning smile to him. So he swallowed all guilt feelings that he had and started to feed Sho.
Sho left with a promised to call them in 3 hours, and Masaki remained home with Nino. Masaki understood the reason why his master didn’t let him to meet anyone at that time. Probably he was afraid that Nino would come to his house, Masaki knew that Nino knew that Sho already had a new slave before he met Sho. Masaki even thought how was Nino feeling when he found about that. Hurt? Dissapointed? But he was the one who left Sho in the first place so he couldn’t complain about that.
Masaki spent his morning while cleaning the house and Nino locked himself to the guest room. Probably he knew that Masaki will clean Sho`s room so he stayed away from there. On the midday when Masaki made something for lunch Nino walked out. He looked like he wanted to make something for lunch as well, but when he saw Masaki on the kitchen he walked away.
“Ninomiya-san...” Masaki called him. Nino stopped his step but didn’t turn back at him.
“I cooked too much, lets have a lunch together...” he said calmly, and Nino, in a second thought that probably Masaki was pouring a poison or something on his foods. But then he remember that he couldn’t hate that guy... Although Masaki stole his master from him. He couldn’t hate that guy although he tried to kick him from that house. He really didn’t know the reason why he couldn’t hate that guy…
He pouted and walked back to the dining table. Masaki smiled to him, “I just made croquette and miso soup...”
Nino almost replied his smile but then he bit his lips to hide it, “It`s fine, thank you...”
He sat in front of Masaki and started to eat. But they ate in silence, none of them tried to start conversation although it was first time they were together in one room without mocking each other, or rather Nino was mocking and Masaki tried his best to not hit him using something.
“Ninomiya-san...why did you leave master?” Masaki asked him all of a sudden.
Nino almost chocked his food, he panicked and drank a glass of water to cleared his throat.
“I`m sorry, are you okay?” Masaki asked him. Nino lift his hand to made a sign that he was okay.
“Why did you ask me that?” Nino questioned back, he didn’t try to hide his suspicious tone toward Masaki.
Masaki shrugged, “I just wanted to know...because you were together with him for a long time... why did you leave him?” he asked again.
“Because I didn’t feel comfortable with that relationship anymore, he was too soft for me...and I thought it wasn’t different with normal relationship...” he answered.
Masaki never expect that he would answer it, “Then why did you come back...?” he asked again.
“What was that? so you said that I couldn’t back?” he asked, totally annoyed.
“That’s not what I meant...It`s just...you found someone that you wanted in the end right? Your new master...why did you leave him this time?” he didn’t mean to pissed him off. He really wanted to try to understand Nino.
Nino sighed, he really didn’t wanted to talk about this with someone that he called his enemy. “Because he abused me.” he answered it short.
Masaki`s eyes widen. “Oh My God...abused you? How could he do that!” He hated it, Masaki really hate someone who abused other people but then...he thought...was it really abuse...?. Or it was just a misunderstanding? Because they were on BDSM relationship as well...
“But, you`re sure you weren’t--”
“No!” Nino cut his words fast, “I didn’t misunderstand it, he kept doing it although I said that I hate it, that’s not how BDSM works!” he felt really annoyed and stood up fast to left that room.
“I`m really sorry to hear that...” Masaki said it slowly before he left. “He didn't deserve you...” he added.
Nino stopped his pace again and turned at him. “Didn't deserve me? Why are you sure about that?” his eyes narrowed. “I left my master, I made him in suffer...and you don’t know anything about me!” he snapped.
“You are feeling guilty...” Masaki looked directly into his eyes. “You blame your self because of that...”
Nino really had no idea how this guy could see him like an open book and he felt really annoyed, he glared at Masaki, “Shut up! you talked like you know me so well...what do you want from me actually? That I`ll give in? If you act kind to me then I`ll feel sorry for you?”
Masaki stood up fast, “I didn’t act! You know that I`m right thats why you feel annoyed...”
“This conversation didn’t change anything between us, I still want you to go out from here.” he smirked.
“It changed something, it changed my point of view about you...” he said it firmly.
Nino snorted and walked away. That guy was too pure to be understood. He didn’t know about this harsh world at all. Not like he cared about that, that guy innocence was an advantage for him anyway. It was easier to kick him out while he thought that he was a good guy... I`m sorry Aiba Masaki, but I want master only for me…
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AN : the RL ate me~~ T_____T I hate it~~
I can`t do anything except write~~ not even reply the comments...I`m so sorry~~ T____T
stupid RL =.=
I hope I didn`t dissapointed anyone with the story...or for exact my part of this fic...^.^
because I enjoy to write this a lot~~ XD
I hope you enjoy the story and have a super great RL XD