[drabble] Desperation
Title : Desperation
Author : lovu_lovu_aiba
Pairing : Sakuraiba
Genre : Romance, failed crack? XD
Rating : PG 13
Disclaimer : I own Arashi in my imagination n I own the plot in the real world XD
Sumarry : Sho missed him, so badly...too bad until he thought Masaki didn`t love him anymore...
AN : beta-ed by someone who made me promise to not write her name here, are you happy darling? =____=
and special for yuelnaye because she just finished her physic exam, otsukare ^.^
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“Masaki… I miss you…” I said it softly. But, he ignored me, not even a look back.
He knew that I missed him so bad. He knew that I couldn’t live without his presence near me.
“Masaki…” Slowly I touched my hand to his cheek, tried to express my feeling for him, that I love him and I couldn’t be separated from him, not even a single day… Masaki… Don’t ignore me… I’m here…
But again…he ignored me, he even talked to another people. He talked to a girl, in front of me and he didn’t even try to hide his gaze that showed he has some interest in her.
Masaki… Don’t you love me anymore? You choose that girl over me…? Don’t leave me Masaki…
His eyes never leave that girl, my heart was torn… I don’t want to lose him… I couldn’t imagine my life without him. Pathetic… Empty… Lifeless…
Do you want me to beg you to not leave me Masaki…?
Do you want me to show how much I love you…?
I moved closer to him and caressed his cheek slowly. He didn’t blush like usual when I touched him… So your feelings for me are gone for real…? Please don’t say yes, Masaki…
I cupped his face, though he still stubbornly looked at that girl…
“Masaki… I love you…” I said that as I kissed him. But his lips weren’t warm and soft. They were flat and cold. Was it because he didn’t let me to…? Was it because he didn’t love me anymore…?
“Sho-chan?” someone called my name, I freed Masaki from me and turned to see the one who called. I saw Masaki was standing at the door frame, I couldn’t read his expression. He frowned, “What are you doing…?”
I couldn’t answer that.
Masaki blinked twice, “You just kissed the television… and confessed to it…” He sounded confused.
I felt warm sensation spread on my cheeks. “You kissed me…?” he asked when he saw the television was still airing bartender. “Did you just kiss me?” he asked again.
I was just about to open my mouth to answer him, probably with nonsense when Masaki crushed hard on me. And that make me lay on my back and it was like Masaki riding me. He placed his hands on my chest and caressed me slowly. Then he leaned nearer to me, till I felt his breath on my face. I closed my eyes and waited… His lips didn’t reach mine… I opened my eyes again and saw he chuckled. “You’re that desperate to have me…?” he asked.
“Happy? I missed you like crazy until I felt jealous towards your co-star! I wanted you like crazy until I kissed the television… I co--” His lips stopped my words. They were moving slowly to satisfy my longing. They were so warm… so sweet…
So perfect…
“You want me…?” I nodded in response.
“What a useless wish…”
“Huh?”
He smiled, “I’m already yours…”
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AN : haha dou minna? my first drabble? XD I`m so busy lately with stuff, thesis and blablabla~~ =____=
but I hope I can still continue to write XD
commets always loved <3
PS/ I like greeny LJ so much, LOL
Author : lovu_lovu_aiba
Pairing : Sakuraiba
Genre : Romance, failed crack? XD
Rating : PG 13
Disclaimer : I own Arashi in my imagination n I own the plot in the real world XD
Sumarry : Sho missed him, so badly...too bad until he thought Masaki didn`t love him anymore...
AN : beta-ed by someone who made me promise to not write her name here, are you happy darling? =____=
and special for yuelnaye because she just finished her physic exam, otsukare ^.^
~~~~~~~~~~********~~~~~~~~~
“Masaki… I miss you…” I said it softly. But, he ignored me, not even a look back.
He knew that I missed him so bad. He knew that I couldn’t live without his presence near me.
“Masaki…” Slowly I touched my hand to his cheek, tried to express my feeling for him, that I love him and I couldn’t be separated from him, not even a single day… Masaki… Don’t ignore me… I’m here…
But again…he ignored me, he even talked to another people. He talked to a girl, in front of me and he didn’t even try to hide his gaze that showed he has some interest in her.
Masaki… Don’t you love me anymore? You choose that girl over me…? Don’t leave me Masaki…
His eyes never leave that girl, my heart was torn… I don’t want to lose him… I couldn’t imagine my life without him. Pathetic… Empty… Lifeless…
Do you want me to beg you to not leave me Masaki…?
Do you want me to show how much I love you…?
I moved closer to him and caressed his cheek slowly. He didn’t blush like usual when I touched him… So your feelings for me are gone for real…? Please don’t say yes, Masaki…
I cupped his face, though he still stubbornly looked at that girl…
“Masaki… I love you…” I said that as I kissed him. But his lips weren’t warm and soft. They were flat and cold. Was it because he didn’t let me to…? Was it because he didn’t love me anymore…?
“Sho-chan?” someone called my name, I freed Masaki from me and turned to see the one who called. I saw Masaki was standing at the door frame, I couldn’t read his expression. He frowned, “What are you doing…?”
I couldn’t answer that.
Masaki blinked twice, “You just kissed the television… and confessed to it…” He sounded confused.
I felt warm sensation spread on my cheeks. “You kissed me…?” he asked when he saw the television was still airing bartender. “Did you just kiss me?” he asked again.
I was just about to open my mouth to answer him, probably with nonsense when Masaki crushed hard on me. And that make me lay on my back and it was like Masaki riding me. He placed his hands on my chest and caressed me slowly. Then he leaned nearer to me, till I felt his breath on my face. I closed my eyes and waited… His lips didn’t reach mine… I opened my eyes again and saw he chuckled. “You’re that desperate to have me…?” he asked.
“Happy? I missed you like crazy until I felt jealous towards your co-star! I wanted you like crazy until I kissed the television… I co--” His lips stopped my words. They were moving slowly to satisfy my longing. They were so warm… so sweet…
So perfect…
“You want me…?” I nodded in response.
“What a useless wish…”
“Huh?”
He smiled, “I’m already yours…”
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AN : haha dou minna? my first drabble? XD I`m so busy lately with stuff, thesis and blablabla~~ =____=
but I hope I can still continue to write XD
commets always loved <3
PS/ I like greeny LJ so much, LOL