[chaptered] A Broken Love Song 2/?
Title : A Broken Love Song (Chapter 2)
Author : lovu_lovu_aiba
Beta : andreja1989 *who probably still watching bartender~~ happy watching XD*
Pairing : Sakuraiba, Junba, Ohmiya
Genre : AU, Romance, Angst
Rating : PG13
Disclaimer : The boys aren't mine, I really hope I own them tho XD
Summary : Aiba Masaki used to be a great songwriter until the death of his beloved made him stop composing. Yet, the arrival of Sakurai Sho has colored his life. Sho taught him what is love and made him knew happiness again. But life...never be that easy...
Second Melody...
“You’ll take over your company…?” Aiba turned his head from his draft of a new song after he heard what Jun said. Before answering Jun brought him to sit on his laps, hugged him and leaned his head to his shoulder, breathing slowly into his neck.
“Jun…answer me…” Aiba turned himself to face Jun and he combed out his hair with his fingers to make Jun faced him. Jun looked up to him allowed Aiba’s fingers to lead him to see his lover.
He placed his left hand on Aiba’s nape and wrapped the other one around his waist, which made Aiba lean closer to him and give him a chance to capture his lips. Aiba didn’t try to reject it, he knew if Jun did something like that it meant he was feeling dejected. When he broke the kiss he just hugged his lover tightly and whispered, “It’s not like I want to do it…and I think that’s a way to make our life easier…”
“I don’t mind to be poor as long as I’m with you,” Aiba snapped and freed himself. “I don’t want you to give up on your dream!”
“Don’t get me wrong, Masaki… I never give up on my dream, in fact it’s one step closer to my dream…” he looked at his lover and begged him silently to stop argue with him, but Aiba didn’t have any intention to let this matter go.
“You’re not! You can’t act anymore if you agree to inherit your company! I want you to keep acting and to be a great actor…”Aiba cupped his face.
“Listen to me… Be a great actor isn’t my dream anymore…” He held Aiba’s hands on his cheeks tenderly. “You’re my dream now…”
“But I won’t go anywhere…” Aiba pouted because of his boyfriend excuses.
“Of course, because I won’t let you… you just need to support me and keep writing your songs… forever…” he brought Aiba into a kiss again and whispered in the middle of it, “I don’t need anything if I have you…”
~*~
Aiba glanced at his cell phone that was vibrating on his table and sighed when he saw Nino’s name on it. He ignored it and gulped his whiskey, but not long after his phone was vibrating again. Aiba grumbled as he picked it up.
“What?” He mumbled in the phone totally annoyed as he brought his cigarette to his lips, inhaling it slowly.
“Where are you?” Nino asked him immediately, “Why didn’t you pick my phone??”
“Because it’s annoying, now what?” he asked again and made an ‘O’ shape on his lips to blow the smoke away.
“You called me annoying??” Nino yelled and Aiba held his phone away from his ear. Nino paused for a while but then gave up, “You better be here in some minutes, you’ll meet your fiancé tomorrow…”
“I know…” he answered but his tone indicated that he didn’t really care about that. “Besides he is not my fiancé yet…”
“But he will be in a few hours! You won’t meet him in hangover condition and Aiba Masaki, you better make sure there is no journalist who would follow you! I don’t want to see any news about you drunk and fucked random girls or you being fuc--”
Aiba flipped his phone and throw it to the table again. But right after that he got a new message from Nino.
From : Ohno’s Nino
Subject : Stop it Aiba Masaki!
Don’t ruin your life anymore...please...
Keep the pain and mess your life up won’t make him back...
He messed his hair desperately and drank the last gulp of his alcohol. He had nothing in his life, he lost Jun, he died just like that, left him in his messed life. He envied Jun so much, because he could just leave this world, the world that he was tired to deal with. Sometimes he wanted to leave it as well to meet Jun… But… He couldn’t… Jun would hate him if he gave up on his life, but he didn’t even understand how much Aiba missed him…
He felt his tears streaming down his cheek, Matsumoto Jun… Why did you leave me alone… Didn’t you love me…? Why didn’t you bring me along with you…? Probably this was the reason why you didn’t bring me…? Because my family needed me to save them? The fact that his brother was dealing with yakuza made his family falling apart. They would kill his brother if his family couldn’t give whatever they wanted and they had nothing. Aiba remembered the night when his mother cried in front of him, “Please Masaki… They can save us, we can hide behind that powerful family… or we’ll lose your brother… They will kill him if we don’t pay off his debt…”
He lost Jun, love of his life. He wasn’t able to write songs anymore… Then he would lose his freedom as well. He had nothing left…nothing…
He knew that his life stuck two years ago, he couldn’t get over Jun. No matter how hard he tried he couldn’t forget that accident, he couldn’t stop loving him, he couldn’t stop blaming himself for everything that happened to him…
“Are you okay…?” someone sat besides him and lowered his head to check on his face.
Aiba didn’t try to hide his tears, “It’s not your business,” he answered firmly.
“Taken huh?” the guy mumbled and called the bartender.
Aiba turned his face at him, “What do you mean?”
“I just regretted that you are already taken…” He shrugged and ordered something to the bartender who came to him.
Aiba laughed, “Trying to flirt with me?”
The stranger smiled to him as he asked, “Did it work?”
Aiba was drunk but he didn’t lose his sense at all. He could clearly see that he talked to a good looking guy. His clothes were really neat, looks like he was just back from work. “Not really, you can try again next time, Mr. Stranger…”
“Mr. Stranger’s name is Sho…” The guy handed a handkerchief to Aiba. He took it and wiped his tears.
The guy named Sho took a sip of his drink and looked at Aiba who looked back at him. “So… Sho, you want me?” Aiba asked him.
Sho giggled and nodded, “You’re so straight forward, I like it… Technically, yes… You can say that… but I don’t want just one night stand…”
Aiba laughed again, “Poor you, I am taken after this night…”
Sho got down from his chair and came closer to Aiba. “It’s not like you won’t break the rules right…?” he asked as he grabbed Aiba’s nape and pulled him to a kiss. Aiba parted his lips and let Sho explored his mouth. They kissed each other noisily, they didn’t even care that they were in a public place. Sho bit Aiba’s lower lips slowly and pulled them in between his lips before he gave the last peck to his lips.
“You’re good, Sho…”
“So do you…” Sho didn’t continue his sentences, he raised his eyebrow instead.
“Masaki…” Aiba continued it.
“Masaki…” Sho added. “So, do you want to go somewhere warm, Masaki?”
“I usually use the second floor room…” he pointed to the ceiling.
“I don’t have sex on second floor room…” Sho smiled to him. “I have a good place and it’ll make thing easier…”
“Make thing easier?” Aiba asked him confusedly.
“You just need to believe me…” Sho smiled again to him and he pulled Aiba to stand up.
“My mom told me not to trust strangers…” Aiba teased him.
“And I’m Sho, not a stranger…” Sho answered as he wrapped his hand around Aiba’s waist and brought him out of the bar.
“You’re Sho then that fact will change everything…” Aiba walked along with him and Sho guided him to a red luxurious car.
Sho smiled, a smile that somehow made Aiba sure that Sho knew something that he didn’t. He understood it as a mocking smile. Aiba sat on the rear seat, Sho bowed to enter the car but Aiba pulled his tie and kissed him as he closed the door…
~*~
So many pictures appeared in front of him, a Christmas tree, a cup of coffee, a crumpled paper, someone’s hand that wrote ‘love…’ on the paper, a quiet road, snow… the red blood…a body lying on the ground…the one that he loved didn’t breathe anymore…
Aiba sat fast and felt dizzy right after that. He tried to control his breath and his heartbeat. He felt the tears flooding down his cheeks and the cold sweat wetting his body. Everything around him was spinning so he leaned back. That accident dream again…
He massaged his forehead and tried to open his eyes. He was in a room, but he was sure it wasn’t his. He looked around and realized that he was naked. Puzzled for a while but then he remembered everything slowly. That Sho brought him to this room and they had sex. He wasn’t surprised for not finding Sho in the room in the morning so he didn’t even try to look for him in the bathroom. It was just one night stand after all…
He glanced to the table besides his bed and found a glass of orange juice, with a sheet of paper. He reached towards the paper and read it.
Thanks for the night, Masaki…
It was the best…
I hope I can see you soon…
-Sho-
Aiba laughed sarcastically, hoped to see him soon but he didn’t even leave his phone number. Such a liar… He checked his phone and was startled when he saw that it was already midday. There were 36 missed calls from Nino and then he remembered that he promised to have lunch with his prospective fiancé! He ran to the bathroom and finished his fast shower. He smelled his shirt but it definitely smelled of alcohol. But he saw a new shirt folded neatly on the table. He grabbed it and wore it in a rush; he checked his face in the mirror and seeing his pale and sick face. But he couldn’t care more, he ran out from the room and didn’t even care when people saw him run on the lane. He passed the lobby and reached to the outside, until he noticed… He was in Two Tower Hotel, he was supposed to meet his prospective fiancé in the same hotel where he slept last night.
He entered the hotel again and headed right to the restaurant on the first floor. He could see Nino and Ohno waiting outside the restaurant, they were surely drawing attention there but they ignored it and ran to Aiba.
“What the hell are you doing? You’re a mess!” Nino scolded him right after Aiba was in his reach.
“Sorry… Am I late?” he asked.
“For some minutes,” Nino answered fast.
“You better go now, Aiba-chan…” Ohno pushed his friend to the door.
“You both aren’t going to work?” He asked his friends again.
“We tried to empty our schedule today, now go!” Nino shoved him and Aiba nodded to him, felt really grateful because they still wanted to accompany him although they were really busy.
He entered the restaurant and saw his parents sitting around one table in the corner of the restaurant. He ran fast and stopped near the table.
“Here he is… Masaki…” his mom looked so worried that he won’t come.
“I’m sorry, I’m late…” he bowed as he apologized.
There was a middle aged couple who sat in front of his parents and on the near of the window he could see a guy… that would marry him… soon… That guy turned his face to him and for a second Aiba thought that his heart stopped.
“Masaki… This is Sakurai Sho… your prospective husband…” The guy named Sakurai Sho stood up in a really polite way and bowed lightly to him.
“It’s nice to know you, Masaki-san…”
Aiba just realized that he had a one night stand with his own fiancé…
AN : kay...I hope I didn't mess this fic up, I'm really worrying about it~~ T_____T
you probably will shock about Aiba, well...he wasn't all emo...he has his own way to show that he was hurt...maybe you'll feel confused with some stuff, but slowly...you'll understand...trust me~~
btw~~ raise your hand if you guessed he will marry to Sho! XD
PS : I think I'll update this fic every saturday...or probably late friday...at my place XD
Author : lovu_lovu_aiba
Beta : andreja1989 *who probably still watching bartender~~ happy watching XD*
Pairing : Sakuraiba, Junba, Ohmiya
Genre : AU, Romance, Angst
Rating : PG13
Disclaimer : The boys aren't mine, I really hope I own them tho XD
Summary : Aiba Masaki used to be a great songwriter until the death of his beloved made him stop composing. Yet, the arrival of Sakurai Sho has colored his life. Sho taught him what is love and made him knew happiness again. But life...never be that easy...
Second Melody...
“You’ll take over your company…?” Aiba turned his head from his draft of a new song after he heard what Jun said. Before answering Jun brought him to sit on his laps, hugged him and leaned his head to his shoulder, breathing slowly into his neck.
“Jun…answer me…” Aiba turned himself to face Jun and he combed out his hair with his fingers to make Jun faced him. Jun looked up to him allowed Aiba’s fingers to lead him to see his lover.
He placed his left hand on Aiba’s nape and wrapped the other one around his waist, which made Aiba lean closer to him and give him a chance to capture his lips. Aiba didn’t try to reject it, he knew if Jun did something like that it meant he was feeling dejected. When he broke the kiss he just hugged his lover tightly and whispered, “It’s not like I want to do it…and I think that’s a way to make our life easier…”
“I don’t mind to be poor as long as I’m with you,” Aiba snapped and freed himself. “I don’t want you to give up on your dream!”
“Don’t get me wrong, Masaki… I never give up on my dream, in fact it’s one step closer to my dream…” he looked at his lover and begged him silently to stop argue with him, but Aiba didn’t have any intention to let this matter go.
“You’re not! You can’t act anymore if you agree to inherit your company! I want you to keep acting and to be a great actor…”Aiba cupped his face.
“Listen to me… Be a great actor isn’t my dream anymore…” He held Aiba’s hands on his cheeks tenderly. “You’re my dream now…”
“But I won’t go anywhere…” Aiba pouted because of his boyfriend excuses.
“Of course, because I won’t let you… you just need to support me and keep writing your songs… forever…” he brought Aiba into a kiss again and whispered in the middle of it, “I don’t need anything if I have you…”
~*~
Aiba glanced at his cell phone that was vibrating on his table and sighed when he saw Nino’s name on it. He ignored it and gulped his whiskey, but not long after his phone was vibrating again. Aiba grumbled as he picked it up.
“What?” He mumbled in the phone totally annoyed as he brought his cigarette to his lips, inhaling it slowly.
“Where are you?” Nino asked him immediately, “Why didn’t you pick my phone??”
“Because it’s annoying, now what?” he asked again and made an ‘O’ shape on his lips to blow the smoke away.
“You called me annoying??” Nino yelled and Aiba held his phone away from his ear. Nino paused for a while but then gave up, “You better be here in some minutes, you’ll meet your fiancé tomorrow…”
“I know…” he answered but his tone indicated that he didn’t really care about that. “Besides he is not my fiancé yet…”
“But he will be in a few hours! You won’t meet him in hangover condition and Aiba Masaki, you better make sure there is no journalist who would follow you! I don’t want to see any news about you drunk and fucked random girls or you being fuc--”
Aiba flipped his phone and throw it to the table again. But right after that he got a new message from Nino.
From : Ohno’s Nino
Subject : Stop it Aiba Masaki!
Don’t ruin your life anymore...please...
Keep the pain and mess your life up won’t make him back...
He messed his hair desperately and drank the last gulp of his alcohol. He had nothing in his life, he lost Jun, he died just like that, left him in his messed life. He envied Jun so much, because he could just leave this world, the world that he was tired to deal with. Sometimes he wanted to leave it as well to meet Jun… But… He couldn’t… Jun would hate him if he gave up on his life, but he didn’t even understand how much Aiba missed him…
He felt his tears streaming down his cheek, Matsumoto Jun… Why did you leave me alone… Didn’t you love me…? Why didn’t you bring me along with you…? Probably this was the reason why you didn’t bring me…? Because my family needed me to save them? The fact that his brother was dealing with yakuza made his family falling apart. They would kill his brother if his family couldn’t give whatever they wanted and they had nothing. Aiba remembered the night when his mother cried in front of him, “Please Masaki… They can save us, we can hide behind that powerful family… or we’ll lose your brother… They will kill him if we don’t pay off his debt…”
He lost Jun, love of his life. He wasn’t able to write songs anymore… Then he would lose his freedom as well. He had nothing left…nothing…
He knew that his life stuck two years ago, he couldn’t get over Jun. No matter how hard he tried he couldn’t forget that accident, he couldn’t stop loving him, he couldn’t stop blaming himself for everything that happened to him…
“Are you okay…?” someone sat besides him and lowered his head to check on his face.
Aiba didn’t try to hide his tears, “It’s not your business,” he answered firmly.
“Taken huh?” the guy mumbled and called the bartender.
Aiba turned his face at him, “What do you mean?”
“I just regretted that you are already taken…” He shrugged and ordered something to the bartender who came to him.
Aiba laughed, “Trying to flirt with me?”
The stranger smiled to him as he asked, “Did it work?”
Aiba was drunk but he didn’t lose his sense at all. He could clearly see that he talked to a good looking guy. His clothes were really neat, looks like he was just back from work. “Not really, you can try again next time, Mr. Stranger…”
“Mr. Stranger’s name is Sho…” The guy handed a handkerchief to Aiba. He took it and wiped his tears.
The guy named Sho took a sip of his drink and looked at Aiba who looked back at him. “So… Sho, you want me?” Aiba asked him.
Sho giggled and nodded, “You’re so straight forward, I like it… Technically, yes… You can say that… but I don’t want just one night stand…”
Aiba laughed again, “Poor you, I am taken after this night…”
Sho got down from his chair and came closer to Aiba. “It’s not like you won’t break the rules right…?” he asked as he grabbed Aiba’s nape and pulled him to a kiss. Aiba parted his lips and let Sho explored his mouth. They kissed each other noisily, they didn’t even care that they were in a public place. Sho bit Aiba’s lower lips slowly and pulled them in between his lips before he gave the last peck to his lips.
“You’re good, Sho…”
“So do you…” Sho didn’t continue his sentences, he raised his eyebrow instead.
“Masaki…” Aiba continued it.
“Masaki…” Sho added. “So, do you want to go somewhere warm, Masaki?”
“I usually use the second floor room…” he pointed to the ceiling.
“I don’t have sex on second floor room…” Sho smiled to him. “I have a good place and it’ll make thing easier…”
“Make thing easier?” Aiba asked him confusedly.
“You just need to believe me…” Sho smiled again to him and he pulled Aiba to stand up.
“My mom told me not to trust strangers…” Aiba teased him.
“And I’m Sho, not a stranger…” Sho answered as he wrapped his hand around Aiba’s waist and brought him out of the bar.
“You’re Sho then that fact will change everything…” Aiba walked along with him and Sho guided him to a red luxurious car.
Sho smiled, a smile that somehow made Aiba sure that Sho knew something that he didn’t. He understood it as a mocking smile. Aiba sat on the rear seat, Sho bowed to enter the car but Aiba pulled his tie and kissed him as he closed the door…
~*~
So many pictures appeared in front of him, a Christmas tree, a cup of coffee, a crumpled paper, someone’s hand that wrote ‘love…’ on the paper, a quiet road, snow… the red blood…a body lying on the ground…the one that he loved didn’t breathe anymore…
Aiba sat fast and felt dizzy right after that. He tried to control his breath and his heartbeat. He felt the tears flooding down his cheeks and the cold sweat wetting his body. Everything around him was spinning so he leaned back. That accident dream again…
He massaged his forehead and tried to open his eyes. He was in a room, but he was sure it wasn’t his. He looked around and realized that he was naked. Puzzled for a while but then he remembered everything slowly. That Sho brought him to this room and they had sex. He wasn’t surprised for not finding Sho in the room in the morning so he didn’t even try to look for him in the bathroom. It was just one night stand after all…
He glanced to the table besides his bed and found a glass of orange juice, with a sheet of paper. He reached towards the paper and read it.
Thanks for the night, Masaki…
It was the best…
I hope I can see you soon…
-Sho-
Aiba laughed sarcastically, hoped to see him soon but he didn’t even leave his phone number. Such a liar… He checked his phone and was startled when he saw that it was already midday. There were 36 missed calls from Nino and then he remembered that he promised to have lunch with his prospective fiancé! He ran to the bathroom and finished his fast shower. He smelled his shirt but it definitely smelled of alcohol. But he saw a new shirt folded neatly on the table. He grabbed it and wore it in a rush; he checked his face in the mirror and seeing his pale and sick face. But he couldn’t care more, he ran out from the room and didn’t even care when people saw him run on the lane. He passed the lobby and reached to the outside, until he noticed… He was in Two Tower Hotel, he was supposed to meet his prospective fiancé in the same hotel where he slept last night.
He entered the hotel again and headed right to the restaurant on the first floor. He could see Nino and Ohno waiting outside the restaurant, they were surely drawing attention there but they ignored it and ran to Aiba.
“What the hell are you doing? You’re a mess!” Nino scolded him right after Aiba was in his reach.
“Sorry… Am I late?” he asked.
“For some minutes,” Nino answered fast.
“You better go now, Aiba-chan…” Ohno pushed his friend to the door.
“You both aren’t going to work?” He asked his friends again.
“We tried to empty our schedule today, now go!” Nino shoved him and Aiba nodded to him, felt really grateful because they still wanted to accompany him although they were really busy.
He entered the restaurant and saw his parents sitting around one table in the corner of the restaurant. He ran fast and stopped near the table.
“Here he is… Masaki…” his mom looked so worried that he won’t come.
“I’m sorry, I’m late…” he bowed as he apologized.
There was a middle aged couple who sat in front of his parents and on the near of the window he could see a guy… that would marry him… soon… That guy turned his face to him and for a second Aiba thought that his heart stopped.
“Masaki… This is Sakurai Sho… your prospective husband…” The guy named Sakurai Sho stood up in a really polite way and bowed lightly to him.
“It’s nice to know you, Masaki-san…”
Aiba just realized that he had a one night stand with his own fiancé…
AN : kay...I hope I didn't mess this fic up, I'm really worrying about it~~ T_____T
you probably will shock about Aiba, well...he wasn't all emo...he has his own way to show that he was hurt...maybe you'll feel confused with some stuff, but slowly...you'll understand...trust me~~
btw~~ raise your hand if you guessed he will marry to Sho! XD
PS : I think I'll update this fic every saturday...or probably late friday...at my place XD