Title : A Broken Love Song (Chapter 6)
Author :
lovu_lovu_aiba Beta :
andreja1989 *Who probably still sleeping atm XD nice dream~*
Pairing : Sakuraiba, Junba, Ohmiya
Genre : AU, Romance, Angst
Rating : PG13
Disclaimer : The boys aren't mine, I really hope I own them tho XD
Summary : Aiba Masaki used to be a great songwriter until the death of his beloved made him stop composing. Yet, the arrival of Sakurai Sho has colored his life. Sho taught him what is love and made him knew happiness again. But life...never be that easy...
Sixth Melody...
Aiba got a really hard hit from Nino on his head when Nino found him sitting in the corner of a bar, with his head on the table. He raised his head although he knew Nino was the one who come. “What the hell are you doing here?” he asked Aiba.
“Graduation party…”Aiba answered as he dropped his head again on the counter.
“Aren’t you lonely Aiba-chan?” Ohno patted his head slowly and Aiba caught his hand.
“Oh-chan… you’re so nice… why do you go out with Nino? Date me!” He held Ohno’s hand with both his hands and looked at Ohno with his pleading gaze.
Ohno just smiled and let him held his hand, while Nino snatched Ohno’s hand from Aiba’s fist. He glared at his best friend, “Hand off young man, or I’ll kill you!” Nino and Ohno sat on Aiba’s right and left side as they ordered their drinks.
“Are you drunk?” Nino asked.
“No, I just drank tomato juice…” he answered as shook his head slowly.
“With alcohol for sure…” Ohno added and placed his hand on Aiba’s forehead.
Aiba raised his head and looked at Ohno although his eyes didn’t focus at all, “I can’t get drunk because tomato juice Oh-chan, please…”
“You can get drunk even after drink strawberry milk!” Nino denounced, but in the end he couldn’t stop himself for asking, “What happened?”
“I think I’ll break up with Jun…” Aiba answered slowly.
“What? No! You better kneel to him and ask for his forgiveness! What the hell are you doing, baka? You’re lucky he loves you, I think no one will date you forever!”
“Why…?” Ohno asked Aiba as he caressed his back slowly.
“Because he chose his department party instead here with me…” Aiba answered. “We never talk about what will we do after graduation, I’m afraid he will dump me. If we aren’t longer at the same place, he will meet someone else, we won’t meet again and then break up…”
“You’re thinking too much, Aiba-chan. You know Jun-kun loves you right?” Ohno asked as he smiled to the bartender who gave him his drink.
“I don’t know Satoshi, if I was Jun I would think twice to love someone like him. Feeling down because of stupid stuff and never believe me… I can’t go out with someone like that…” Nino said bluntly. Aiba knew it was true though, all what Nino said was true. He had no confidence, always jealous over silly stuff, overprotective, he didn’t even understand why he acted like that…
“Or shall we ask to the real person, Jun-kun? You still want to date this useless guy?” Nino’s question made Aiba raised his head and flinched when he saw Jun stood up in front of him. Jun smiled to Nino and answered, “I love that part of him as well and do I have another choice?”
Nino laughed, “No, I guess…” he shrugged as he stood up and gave Ohno a silent sign to leave Jun and Aiba alone. They moved to another side of the bar leaving Aiba and Jun alone in the corner.
Jun sat besides Aiba, he was wearing a red cardigan and white t-shirt, t-shirt that Aiba gave to him oh his birthday. “I heard it; you want to break up with me? Although you know you can’t live without me? You sure?” he asked.
“Narcissistic,” Aiba laughed sarcastically.
Jun smiled, “No, it’s realistic…”
“I don’t like realistic guy…” Aiba pouted.
“You don’t like but it doesn’t mean you don’t love realistic guy…” Jun deflected Aiba’s statement. “I know how to solve this problem…”
“How?” Aiba raised his eyebrow to challenge Jun. Jun said nothing but he pushed something on the table toward Aiba.
Aiba looked at the thing and then looked back at Jun, “A key? I have your apartment key already…”
“But you don’t have the new one, ours actually, if you agree to move in of course…”Aiba looked at Jun blankly, he didn’t know what he had to do, he didn’t expect that Jun would ask him to move in with him. Jun who got no response took his key again, “It’s a no then.”
Aiba caught his hand fast and snatched the key from him, “It’s a yes mister! Don’t get me wrong!”
“But I don’t live together with my ex…” Jun teased him.
“Since when did I become your ex?” Aiba asked as he looked carefully to his new key, a wide smile plastered on his lips. He turned at Jun and get down from his chair. “and I don’t kiss my ex by the way…”
Jun laughed as he brought Aiba closer and slouched to him, “I love that fact though…” he said as he mashed his lips to Aiba’s.
~*~
Nino jumped to Ohno’s back and hang on there until Ohno looked like paint and gave him piggy back at the same time. He sniffed Ohno’s neck and traced Ohno’s back with his hand slowly from Ohno’s back to his hip and landed on Ohno’s chest. But he still didn’t get the attention that he wanted so he bit Ohno’s neck slowly, sucking the bite trail until the skin changed color into red and light blue.
“Kazu, I have to paint…” he said as he caressed Nino’s hair delicately.
“But Satoshi, it’s midnight already and I’m sleepy…” Nino whined at Ohno’s neck as he bit his boyfriend auricle.
“You don’t seem like sleepy at all…” Ohno answered as he brought Nino from his back to his chest, Nino’s thighs clutching on Ohno’s waist. Ohno leaned closer to kiss Nino and not long after that they entwine their tongues together on a battle of dominance. Ohno started to stroke Nino’s thigh viciously as he heard the singer moans getting louder and louder. But suddenly he felt something vibrate on his stomach, he took the thing and both looked at Nino’s phone that showed Sho’s name on the screen. Nino took it from Ohno and picked up the phone.
“What is it? Is everything okay? Is Masaki okay?” Nino jumped from Ohno’s embrace, the latter placed his ear near the phone to hear the conversation.
“Can you come here now?” Sho asked from the line.
“Yes, sure…” Nino answered fast. “I’ll see you in 15 minutes.”
“Thank you…” Sho said as he cut the line. Nino looked at Ohno, they knew something happened to Masaki, Sho wouldn’t call them in the middle of the night if it wasn’t related to Masaki, the emergency case. Ohno wrapped his arm on Nino’s shoulder and brought them to the car that would bring them to Sho’s house. Sho’s maid brought them to his room right after they reached Sho’s house. She opened the door for them and Nino could see Sho sat on the edge of the bed. They walked closer and could see clearly that Aiba looked unconscious, infusion on his left hand and Sho holding his right hand, eyes never leaving the pale face.
“What happened?” Nino’s voice broke as he asked Sho.
Sho looked at them and stood up, Nino could see the dark mark on his eye bags. “We went out this noon, but we passed a place… I guessed that was the accident place… he remembered everything and… collapse…”
Nino slapped Sho on his face so fast and hard until Ohno couldn’t even stop him. “I trusted you when you said you’ll take care of him!” he snapped and tried to slap or maybe hit Sho again. Ohno hugged him from behind and brought Nino some steps back from the guy.
He looked at Nino, “I’m sorry… I know sorry isn’t enough… Ohno-san, it’s okay… I deserve more than this, this is all my faults…”
“This is indeed your fault!” Nino pointed to him angrily. “Pack his stuff Satoshi, Masaki will go with us!”
“Nino, is that you…?” Aiba’s eyes were still closed but he frowned in pain, his voice sounds hoarse. Ohno freed him and Nino knelt beside the bed.
“Yes, it’s me. How do you feel?”
“Worse than worst…” Aiba answered slowly. Sho didn’t dare to come closer although he tried to look at Aiba clearly.
“Details, Masaki…” Nino pleaded to him.
“I can’t feel anything…” Aiba whispered and Nino grasped his hand fast. “Nino… maybe better if I die…?”
Nino’s cry broke when he heard that, Nino who usually would say something like ‘go die! If you dare to do that you spoiled kid!’ broke into pieces when he heard his best friend wanted to die. “What are you talking about, baka! Don’t say that ever again… you won’t do anything stupid, don’t you?”
He opened his eyes and looked at Nino who covered his eyes with his other hand, “I’m sorry…” he said but it wasn’t more than whimpered actually. He looked at Sho, “I’m sorry, Sho…” Sho shook his head.
“Let’s move to my place…” Nino said as he wiped his tears.
“Ne, Nino…”
“Hm?” Nino asked him back.
“I want to live in here…”
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That was an awkward situation when Nino and Ohno already left Sho’s house. Sho was back from escorting them to front door as he knocked at his own room slowly (He felt stupid to do that but he didn’t want to make Aiba felt uncomfortable). After he got “come in!” from his wife he opened the door and walked in. He saw Aiba leaned his back to the head bed and followed Sho with his gaze. Sho sat on the sofa and stared blankly to the floor, thought about nothing.
“I’m sorry…” Sho finally broke the silent. He looked at Aiba who still locked his gaze to Sho.
“For what?” Aiba asked him back.
“For everything… for the fact that I can’t protect you, or because I lied to you--”
“You can’t protect me from what? From myself?” Aiba sighed and looked at his hands on his lap. “and lied about what? I was the one who called you Jun, I’m the one who should apologize…”
“But you didn’t realize about that, you were--”
“Running away from reality…” Aiba continued as he looked again to Sho.
“…Needing someone to rely on…” Sho finished his sentences. “You need to rest, I’ll move to another room…” Sho said as he stood up to leave the room.
“This is your room,” Aiba stopped him.
Sho stopped his track and turned at him, “And this is your room as well…”
“Then no one will leave this room…” Aiba said firmly. Sho was confused; he didn’t understand at all what was going on at the moment. It was just him or Aiba just asked him to stay on the room.
When Sho walked back to the sofa Aiba said, “You can sleep in the bed, it’s roomy here…”
Sho was left speechless again for so many times that night. First Aiba didn’t want to move in with Nino, then he asked him to stay in the room and now… sleep on the bed. But Sho was sure that time, Aiba knew that he was Sho, and not Jun. Sho walked to another side of the bed and slid his body under the blanket, laying down there awkwardly while Aiba still sat.
“Can I ask you something?” Aiba glanced at Sho and he continued when Sho nodded his head, “Do you by any chance… love me…?”
Aiba almost turned his head to somewhere else because the embarrassment or the fact that Sho looked back at him without hesitation in his eyes. “I do…”
“But that’s--”
“Not impossible…”Sho cut is words, “I just do…” again he said it really straightly.
“But, I don’t know… I can’t accept that feeling…” Aiba answered. He won’t fall in love again and he didn’t want to give Sho a fake hope.
Sho didn’t say anything for a while but he moved his hand slowly and stopped some centimeters away from Aiba’s. After he was sure Aiba won’t be mad at him he touched his hand. “I never expect you to accept it nor love me back… I’m happy to love you, Masaki…”
What did he do to make this guy fallen for him? Aiba didn’t understand. Although he thought really hard about that he still couldn’t find the answer. He didn’t leave any positive impression to his husband and the things that Aiba always did was making Sho suffer. “I’m sorry… but let me know about you more…”
Sho smiled, “If you really want to… but first you need to sleep…” Sho said as he reached to Aiba’s head, patted it slowly.
Again Sho startled when Aiba slept facing him. “You like that flower, ne…” Aiba said as he made a sign with his head pointed to the yellow flower on the table. “What is that flower name?”
“Daffodil…” Sho answered softly.
“I heard that yellow flower always means bad?” Aiba asked again and Sho just smiled.
“No… not for me…”
“Is that relates to me?” Aiba asked again. Sho was wondering, when he would get used to his straight forward wife.
Sho smiled and slightly nodded, “Yes, yes… it relates to you…”
Aiba closed his eyes and pretended to sleep until Sho’s breath seemed steady. When he was sure Sho was already sleeping, he reached for his phone and wrote a message for Nino.
To : Ohno’s Nino
Subject : Flower…
What is daffodil means?
Not long after that he got a new message.
From : Ohno’s Nino
Subject : you crazy?? It’s morning! I need to sleep!
I don’t know! But I googled it now.
Basically about unrequited love, regards and cheers.
The meaning is “You’re my everything…”
At that night Aiba couldn’t remove it from his head, the flower’s meaning that Sho always put in his room, You’re my everything…
AN : hey ^.^ I wonder why I keep post this fic at Thursday at my place, while I said it would be every saturday XDstill I hope it's a good thing~~
I'll be a lil busy probably start this week, because unexpectedly my thesis drained my energy like whoa~~ *means more mentally than physically tho* I have chapter 7 in my queue but I don't know when I can start to write next chapters, I hope soon~~ if I cannot then I hope you can wait for this fic longer than usual~~ >____<
I hope I can write Ohmiya more and this story soon as well~~ because they definitely not only side pairing~~ =(
anyway~ enjoy the story ^.^
PS/ wondering about daffodil? you can see the pic on previous chapter XD