Title : A Broken Love Song (Chapter 9)
Author :
lovu_lovu_aiba Beta :
andreja1989 *thunder is not cool, okay my comment is lame XD*
Pairing : Sakuraiba, Junba, Ohmiya
Genre : AU, Romance, Angst
Rating : R (finally!! shall we celebrate it? XD)
Disclaimer : The boys aren't mine, I really hope I own them tho XD
Summary : Aiba Masaki used to be a great songwriter until the death of his beloved made him stop composing. Yet, the arrival of Sakurai Sho has colored his life. Sho taught him what is love and made him knew happiness again. But life...never be that easy...
AN : for dear
vikyfaxerfeit bcoz she is cool and a b'day girl yay!! XDD
have a blast ♥ *and I hope it's okay to tag your name on R chapter, LOL*
Temporarily Open ^.^
Ninth Melody...
Aiba leaned his back against the chair, his eyes wandered around but ended on Jun’s script. He read it slowly when Jun mumbled to memorize it. Although his boyfriend was a student on theater division, Aiba had no interest at all about theatrical show, he just watched it because Jun played in there, he just liked to see Jun on the stage.
Suddenly he pointed to a line, “Read it for me…”
Jun looked at him as he frowned, “What?”
“You heard me…” Aiba said it again still pointing at the same place.
Jun turned his gaze to his script again as he said slowly, “To the world, you may be one person. But to me, you are the world…”
“You’ll say that on the stage as well?” Aiba asked his boyfriend.
Jun understood him too well to not catch what the meaning behind the question. “Don’t be silly, Masaki… it’s just the script…”
“But you never say something like that even to me!” Aiba started to whine.
“You know, Masaki… being jealous over silly stuff isn’t cute…” Jun said as he patted his boyfriend’s head lovely.
That was his nature to be jealous over silly stuff, every time he felt he owns something he would act over protective towards it… or him in this case. “Since when do I need to be cute to get my boyfriend’s attention?”
Jun had no chance to answer when Nino made disgusted sound, “Ewww… stop it, I’m here, okay?”
Jun laughed until the script fell to the ground instead answering Aiba’s or Nino’s question. He reached for his script when someone stepped on it. Jun stunned, hand stopped in the air.
“Oh my… I’m really sorry!!” a guy took his scrip and patted it with his hand, tried to clean the former stamping on the paper. That guy gave the script back to Jun, “I’m really sorry…”
“It’s fine…” Aiba smiled to him, “He is just kind of scary, don’t mind him…” he patted on Jun’s shoulder. The guy nodded and smiled sheepishly to them. He had short and spike hair with chubby cheeks. “You’re not from music department, right?” Aiba asked him again.
“Ahhh… yes, I’m looking for my friend, but I think I got lost…” he looked confused. “Do you know where the violin class is?”
“Oh, you want to meet your friend in the violin class? Of course we know, Nino will escort you there…”
“What?” Nino asked, totally annoyed.
“What? You have nothing to do anyway… My name is Aiba Masaki by the way, music department, this is Ninomiya Kazunari and Matsumoto Jun…” Aiba pointed to his best friend and boyfriend. “You?”
“Oh… My name is Ohno Satoshi…” the guy introduced himself as he bowed.
“Ja, Nino!” Aiba smiled devilishly to him.
Nino glared to him as he whispered, “You just want to kick me from here to be alone with Jun right?”
Aiba smiled innocently, “You think too much Ninomiya-sama…”
Nino snorted as he stood on his feet. “This way!” he said as he walked away.
Ohno bowed lightly to Aiba and Jun, then he followed Nino. “Cute, right?” Aiba asked his boyfriend while his eyes followed Ohno’s back.
“Who?” Jun asked him without even looking at him, he was still busy with his script.
“Ohno-san,” Aiba looked at Jun, pouted as he didn’t get his attention again, and lost over a pile of papers.
Jun giggled but his eyes were still focused on his script, “That’s not working, Masaki…” Jun looked at his boyfriend, “Matsumoto Jun will never be jealous over a new guy… but nice try…” He laughed as he gave a light peck to Aiba’s lips, “Cute enough for me…”
~*~
Aiba froze; his hand still on the door knob and his eyes didn’t leave the unbelievable scene in front of him. He tried to arrange his mind but he couldn’t think about anything except Sho… jerking himself… in the bathroom… and… he moaned his name… What was he supposed to do? Pretend to not see this? He could feel how he blushed so hard because of that, the sudden heat that had no connection with room temperature burned his face.
So many questions appeared in his head; did Sho do this a lot before? Maybe he did, they didn’t have sex at all since they married and they are married for five months already. But it wasn’t like he couldn’t do it with other people, but Aiba almost slapped himself for thinking like that, Sho won’t cheat on him although it was just an arranged marriage. Besides if he did cheat he wouldn’t be there, jerking himself in the bathroom and… again… he heard Sho moan his name. He felt embarrassed and really wanted to run from there, but he knew he couldn’t… a guy who did it was his husband after all. Aiba didn’t understand his feelings; happy and embarrassment mixed into one.
What is this Masaki?? It isn’t like you never had sex with Sho before! Why do you feel so shy about this!! He screamed in his head. But that was before he knew Sho’s feelings for him, that was just a one night stand and he didn’t have any special feeling at all about it. It was different… It was really different with his position at this moment. He felt the cold sweat in his hand that was still clutching on the door knob. He really had no idea what was he supposed to do…
“Uhhhh… Masa--” Sho opened his eyes and caught Aiba’s figure by the door. “Masaki?! Shit!” he stood up fast and hid behind the plastic curtain in the bathroom.
“I’m sorry… I-I… it wasn’t like cursing you… I--” Sho stammered explaining to Aiba. “I’m sorry…”
“Sho… ummm… Sho-chan… I understand… I’ll wait in the bed room…” Aiba said as he closed the bathroom door. His mind was blank as he sat on the bed side. After around two minutes Sho opened the bathroom door and walked to the room slowly.
Aiba tried to smile to him but he knew it looked so weird and Sho didn’t reply his smile, instead he bowed deep in front of Aiba, “I’m really sorry!”
Aiba couldn’t hide his smile, “Sho-chan, It’s okay… let’s talk about it…”
Sho looked at Aiba, “No need to talk about this, I won’t do it ever again, Masaki… I promise…”
“That’s not what I meant!” Aiba said it fast. “I mean… how about you sit and we talk…” Aiba patted the bed on his side.
Sho hesitantly sat beside his wife waiting for the punishment that he would get. Aiba took his breath before he talked, “I know, It’s hard for you…”
“No…” Sho whispered slowly. “It’s not hard, Masaki… I was just…”
“Just needed it, and it’s normal…” Aiba remembered how Nino asked about his sex life lately. Nino didn’t even believe that Sho did nothing to Aiba since they got married. Because of their history and they were married anyway. Aiba, even now, could remember Nino’s question perfectly, ‘You sleep on the same bed every night and you said you guys did nothing except sleep? You sure he has a cock?’ Nino was sure something bad happened to Sho if he didn’t have any intention to do it with Aiba after that all confession stuff, but at least Aiba knew that Sho was okay now.
“I never intend to make you as an object of my dirty imagination, Masaki… I really regret about it… I apologize…” Sho felt so terrible because he felt like dirtied Aiba with his mind.
“Sho-chan… If you want to do it, just tell me… we are married anyway…” Aiba said directly although he felt so terribly embarrassed to talk about this kind of stuff with Sho.
Sho held his hand as he said, “I don’t want to do it because we are married… I don’t want to do it when you don’t want me as well… As much as I desire you, I want you to be happy more than anything, Masaki…”
“But I want to do something for you as well…” Aiba said as he glanced at Sho. He accidentally saw the bulge between Sho’s legs. So he didn’t release himself in the end.
“Just be happy and it’s enough for me…” Sho patted his head slowly and Aiba caught his hand.
“It’s not enough for me…” Aiba said really slowly until Sho needed to come closer to hear it. Aiba looked into Sho’s eyes directly, “and at least let me help you with that…” Aiba pointed to Sho’s crotch.
Sho’s eyes widened when he realized he failed to hide it, “No, it’s fine Masaki…”
“I won’t talk to you ever again if you don’t let me…” Sho could see his serious face.
“But it’s--”
“You choose!” Aiba cut him mid sentences fast.
“O-okay…” Sho stuttered. “Are you sure…? Masaki?”
“Do I look not sure at this moment?” Aiba asked firmly. “On your back…”
Sho climbed on the bed and lay there awkwardly. Aiba followed him and positioned himself between Sho’s legs. Sho still looked at him with his hesitating gaze, but Aiba pulled off his pants without any warning, leaving him half naked and totally exposed. Aiba glanced at Sho before he took the half hard flesh in his hand, gripped it tightly on the base. Sho bit his lips hard to hold on his moan. Aiba licked the tip of Sho’s member slowly and stopped on the summit of the length. He made a pushed movement before he licked it again from base to tip, turning his head from one side to another to get the better angle as he licked all over the way.
Sho’s hands grasped to the bed cover tightly when he saw Aiba’s lips enfolded him and he felt himself engulfed by the warm mouth. He tried to stop his mind but he couldn’t, he wanted this so bad, he wanted Aiba’s lips all over his body, he wanted his wife too much. Sho groaned loudly when he slipped inside, feeling Aiba’s tongue rubbing the underside of his cock and was then forced into the narrow opening of his throat.
Aiba slowly pumped up and down, sucked and flicked Sho’s engorged cock head with his tongue.
“Hhhhh… Masaki…” a moan slipped out from Sho lips. It was better than anything, better that his best hand job. Better that just imagine Aiba did it for him, it was hundred times better.
He could feel pre-cum leak, Sho wanted to tell Aiba to move away when Aiba’s doe eyes looked at him licked it sensuously savoring the pre-cum. Aiba put Sho’s member between his lips again and pressed it tight as he started to wobbling his head up and down in a fast pace, that could drive Sho into his edge. He kept the pace until a final vigorous stroke that Sho couldn’t hold anymore. Sho felt at the peak as the spasm gripped him, buttocks clenched and wave after wave of contractions pumping cum into Aiba’s mouth. Mouth?? He didn’t want to come in his wife mouth!! He jerked back but it was just a fail because he spurt his last semen to Aiba’s cheek.
“I’m sorry!!” Sho grabbed the tissue on the table beside their bed fast and wiped Aiba’s cheek. “I’m really sorry! I didn’t mean to do it… I just didn’t want to come in your mouth…”
Aiba smiled to him and let Sho clean his cheek, “I know…”
Sho felt like his heart exploded when he saw his wife smile, “But in the end I failed… I’m sorry, Masaki…”
Aiba giggled, “Stop apologizing, I’m okay…” he caught Sho’s hand on his cheek. For a second when their lips met Sho thought Aiba would slap him but instead he felt Aiba’s hands grip on his arm tightly. Sho placed his hand to Aiba’s jaw and buried the other one to Aiba’s hair to deepen their kiss…
~*~
Aiba woke up in the morning and found a note from Sho on the table that said he had to go to office early and didn’t want to wake Aiba up. Aiba smiled to himself without any particular reason when he read it. He decided he would make something for Sho that day, torn between cake and cookies. He spent all day shopping with Nino and baked a cake for Sho. He waited for Sho in the afternoon, the time when usually Sho arrived at home, but he didn’t come back until night. Aiba felt the worried feeling creping on his heart. If Sho would come back home late he would usually at least text him, but he kept checking on his phone and found no new message from him. He wanted to call Sho but he was afraid it would disturb him so he chose to wait for Sho.
Aiba sat on the sofa in the living room when he glanced at the clock and found it was midnight already. He decided he would call Sho if he wouldn’t come back in half of an hour. But after ten minutes Aiba could see someone walked slowly on the hallway.
“Masaki…?” Aiba could feel tears forming in his eyes when he saw Sho approaching him. “You haven’t slept…?”
“How could you, you didn’t even try to text me!” Aiba yelled as he stomped back to their bedroom.
Sho followed him fast, “Did you wait for me? I- uhhh… couldn’t text you because I had a meeting…” Sho reached for Aiba’s shoulder but then he lost his balance and crushed on Aiba. They both fell to the floor, Sho above his wife. They stayed in that position until Aiba felt so weird because Sho didn’t try to move off from him. Instead he could feel Sho’s heavy breath on his neck.
“Sho?” he called his husband but Sho didn’t answer. “Sho??” he called again a way more loudly but again Sho didn’t give him any response.
“Sho!!” Aiba rolled himself until Sho lay on his back and he was in a sitting position. Sho’s eyes were closed tightly but he frowned, his lips parted trying to breathe dearly. “Sho!” Aiba shook his body but again he didn’t get any response. The cold chill came down his spine and he stared at his husband’s unconscious body in horror. “SHO!!”
AN : it's just me or photobucket is being an ass lately =_____=
Ummm....so okay, I think I will say it now, next chap will be f-locked, so I probably won't post it to community~ or post it to some possible community~ I have't decide it XD
and have you listen at mada minu sekai e?? sooo~~ love!!
anyway, I hope you enjoyed the story ^.^