[Chaptered] A Broken Love Song 12/?
Title : A Broken Love Song (Chapter 12)
Author : lovu_lovu_aiba
Beta : andreja1989 *who never stop support me, thank you -hugs-*
Pairing : Sakuraiba, Junba, Ohmiya
Genre : AU, Romance, Angst
Rating : PG13
Disclaimer : The boys aren't mine, I really hope I own them tho XD
Summary : Aiba Masaki used to be a great songwriter until the death of his beloved made him stop composing. Yet, the arrival of Sakurai Sho has colored his life. Sho taught him what is love and made him knew happiness again. But life...never be that easy...
Twelfth Melody...
Aiba stood in the middle of the crowd, some people stopped in front of him and gave him their name cards. Aiba just looked at it with one glance and squeezed it between his fingers. All those name cards were people who wanted to buy his songs, but Aiba just wanted to reject them all. Not because he was arrogant enough to not accept one of the offer, he just felt it was wrong to publish his song while he, himself thought that there was something missing in his songs. People were clearly amazed with ‘fly away’ but not himself… What is wrong with him? What did he miss? Why did he feel something is missing…?.
He walked to the back wall and leaned his back against it as he watched some performance from another division. It was his first year in university and it was the first time he joined the art festival although he didn’t really enjoy it. He tried to look for Nino but he couldn’t find nor reach him by phone.
“You’re the guy who played piano earlier?” someone suddenly asked him. Aiba looked at someone who talked to him and found a good looking guy looking back at him. His hair was long and messy but they were falling perfectly in his shoulders.
“Yes,” Aiba nodded his head, “Do I know you?”
“No, I guess…” he answered as he stood right beside Aiba.
“Do you need something from me?” Aiba asked him again, feeling a little creepy because of the guy appearance.
“Not really… but I want to tell you that your song is empty…” Aiba’s eyes widened when he heard that, this guy really had no manner! And he pissed Aiba off right after some words from him.
“And you’re a song expert?” Aiba snorted.
“No, but definitely better that someone from music department like you…” Aiba really wanted to hit that guy right there and then. “That was a beautiful song but you don’t have a strong soul to play it… so for me that song is just empty… because you didn’t give it a soul when you played it…”
Aiba couldn’t answer it, as much as he felt mad towards that guy he realized that what the guy said was true. “Are you from music department?” Aiba asked him, the guy shrugged and shook his head.
“Interesting…” Aiba nodded, “Do you usually go to canteen for lunch?” Aiba asked him again.
“Yes, why did you ask me that?” the guy’s eyes narrowed.
“Because tomorrow you will meet me there and don’t worry… my treat…” Aiba smiled to him. “What is your name?”
“Matsumoto Jun…” the guy answered him shortly.
“Please teach me how to add soul to my song, Matsumoto-san…” he bowed to the guy. “My name is Aiba Masaki, it’s nice to know you…”
~*~
Sho turned the wheel to the right and made the car enter a small building. He braked slowly and the car stopped on the left side of the building yard. He turned off the car engine as he glanced at Aiba who sat beside him. Aiba definitely needed more time for this, Sho actually didn’t agree to bring him to that place. Aiba smiled to him and stroked his arm slowly. “I’ll be okay, Sho-chan…” he moved closer and brought his husband into a sweet kiss.
Aiba broke the kiss and opened his door, Sho followed right after him. Sho reached for his wife and pulled him by his waist. Aiba leaned his head to Sho’s shoulder and let his husband lead the way for him. They walked slowly and climbed the stairs together until they reached a room in the second floor. There was a name tag on the door, Aiba touched it slowly with his fingers, traced it and felt his eyes started to get teary. ‘Matsumoto Jun & Aiba Masaki’ was written on it. He pulled out a key from his pocket and tried to insert it to the key hole but suddenly his hand was quivering crazily. Sho noticed it and took the key from his hand and opened the door in one rotation.
The room was still in the same condition like when Aiba left it on that accident day, he never came back after that. He remembered clearly how Jun walked from room to another room that morning, mumbled a random song while cleaning the apartment. It felt like it was just yesterday and Jun never left, Aiba felt like it was just a dream. But he knew perfectly well that it wasn’t… he would never see Jun on that room again.
They walked in slowly leaving their trails on the thick dust. Aiba somehow could feel Jun’s fragrance there, the figure that he missed a lot. “I missed this place…” he whispered.
Sho didn’t give him any response but Aiba knew Sho was listening to him. Sho actually didn’t have any idea why Aiba suddenly wanted to bring him to his apartment that he shared with Jun. Sho walked slowly to the sofa near the piano in the living room, there were a lot of books piled up there. He took a book and read the title ‘pride and prejudice’, “You read this kind of book?” Sho asked his wife as he walked slowly toward him.
Aiba laughed slowly, “Of course not, that’s Jun’s… he read that book a lot…”
“I see…” Sho nodded his head as he started to open the pages randomly. Something fell to the floor when he opened the middle pages, startling him and he picked that thing. It was a folded thin paper. He opened it slowly and was shocked right after he read the first word. “Masaki…” he reached in the air because he couldn’t find Aiba’s shoulder and couldn’t turn his eyes from the paper.
“Hm?” Aiba moved closer to him as Sho showed the paper to him. Aiba took the paper fast from him as he read it from word to another word.
Dear my love Aiba Masaki...
If you read this letter means I won’t be there anymore with you and left you first… but believe me, I always want to be with you forever… I feel stupid to write this letter, it's like my death will or something, but I have to make sure about everything… I love you, Masaki…
When Tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not here to see,
if the sun should rise and find you eyes
all filled with tears for me.
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today.
While thinking of the many things
we didn’t get to say.
I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you
and each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand
that an angel came and called my name
and took me by the hand.
And said my place was ready in heaven far above
and that I'd have to leave behind
all those I dearly love
but when I walked through heaven's gates.
Today for life on earth is past
but here it starts a new.
I promise no tomorrow
for today will always last.
And since each day is the same way,
there's no longing for the past.
So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart.
For every time you think of me
I'm right here in your heart…
A tear dropped to the paper, wetted it and changed its color into dark gray. Sho hugged his wife tightly and Aiba didn’t try to hide his tears anymore, he cried in Sho’s chest. “He loved you, Masaki… a lot… that’s why he wanted you to be happy even without him…” Sho patted his wife’s head tenderly. Aiba nodded his head as Sho tightened his hug and kissed Aiba’s neck.
Aiba never knew that Jun wrote those letter, Jun really thought everything about him, he considered everything including Aiba’s life without him, although he didn’t leave Aiba yet at that time. Jun wanted him to move on, he felt ashamed because he made himself suffer and of course Jun would be sad if he saw Aiba in that state. After some minutes when Aiba could finally control himself, he freed himself from Sho’s embrace. Sho wiped his tears slowly, although they still flooded on his face and kissed Aiba’s forehead.
Suddenly Aiba took his phone and called someone. Sho looked at him confusedly as Aiba placed his phone on his ears. After some seconds someone picked up the phone and he got, “Something happened?” from someone on the line.
“No… I just want you to hear your new song…” Aiba answered.
“My new song?”
“Yes, I wrote it and you will sing it, Nino…” Aiba said as he walked to the piano, he placed the phone above it and opened the piano cover. “I always fall in love to right person, that’s just how lucky I am… I wrote this song for a guy that I love… who taught me how to fall in love again, that you can do anything if you try… that love will never be wrong…”
He placed his fingers on the piano keys and started to play it, the note after another, the beautiful melody filled the room when Aiba finally sang his song… he hoped that his feeling would reach the guy that he loves…
There are so many words I cannot say, when I look into your eyes.
I want to be able to tell you one day, but I'm left speechless every time that I try.
I’ve been in darkness for so long just waiting for the light.
And now that you have come my way, my days don’t seem like nights.
You must have stumbled across the key, and discovered so much more.
You found a hidden place in me, you found my heart and opened the door.
When I cried in pain of losing the dearest in my life.
Will it ever be the same again? If it passes will it be the end?
I realized it was worth so much, as I lie in bed that night.
So I allowed my soul to be touched, without even putting up a fight.
You speak my name in a prelude, in a reference to love, with such loving attitude, as if it were a message from above.
With the palms of your hands pressed firmly against mine, a white doves lands, and the sun begins to shine.
With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong,
I get this tingly feeling inside, you sing to me like a song.
There are so many words I cannot say, when I look into your eyes.
But I don’t have many words to say, just a word called ‘love’.
He looked to his husband as he took the phone, “What do you think?” he asked Nino on the line.
“That was beautiful… what is the title?”
Aiba laughed as he walked closer to Sho, “A word called love…” he flip the phone off but didn’t stop his track. He stopped right in front of Sho, “I finally wrote a song for a guy that I love, Sho-chan… please give me a gift…”
Sho pulled him roughly to his embrace, “I’m sorry… but I don’t have anything to give to you… because I gave you everything that I have…”
“I know… but I’m just too greedy to have you for myself…” he said as he looked into Sho’s eyes, “I love you…”
Sho planted a soft kiss to his wife pink lips before he pulled him into a hug again, “I love you too…” he whispered to Aiba’s ear.
~*~
Aiba was playing piano at that afternoon while waiting for Sho to come back from his work when he got a new message from Nino. He opened it and read it right away.
From : Ohno’s Nino
Subject : Will pick you up in 15 minutes!
They found something about Jun accident.
We have to go!
He never expected something like this, in fact he already forgot about this. But finally he would know people who crushed Jun, of course he won’t tell Sho about this, because he knew Sho won’t agree. He walked fast to the door and just needed to wait for five minutes until Nino’s car parked to his yard. He entered Nino’s car that brought them to a building in the middle of city. They didn’t talk a lot, not even when they reached the room that they were heading to. Nino knocked the door slowly and not long after someone opened the door for them.
“Ahh…. Ninomiya-san… please come in…” a guy said as he made a way for Aiba and Nino. Aiba and Nino entered to the room, it was a dark room and they could smell the strong tobaccos scent in the room. There was a pile of CDs on the table and a small television. “Please sit down…” he pointed to the chairs politely.
“This is Oguri Shun, detective that I hired for Jun’s case… this is Aiba Masaki Jun’s fiancée…”
“Yes, I heard about your marriage…” Oguri shook Aiba’s hand as Aiba nodded his head.
“Okay, I think we can do it straight away, did you find something?” Nino asked him.
“I did… and I checked the alibi to make sure… because it would be hard for both of you… but I’m sure about this...” he said as he pushed play button on the remote. Nino and Aiba watched the video in front of them, “This video was from security camera that have ten meters distance from the accident place… this was five minutes before the accident, like you see no cars passed this road…”
But right after that a car entered the screen and stopped in the middle of it, there was a guy on the driver’s seat, Nino grabbed Aiba’s sleeve when he saw it, “This can’t be true…” he shook his head desperately, his voice was shaking.
No car passed that road after that and five minutes after that the car left the screen again, Oguri looked at the two guys in front of him as he said, “I’m 98% sure about this… the person who crashed Matsumoto Jun is the guy on the screen… Ohno Satoshi…”
AN : Anyone expect it was Ohno? please raise you hand if you expected that he killed Jun!
yes...the storm just started...I promise you that Ohmiya have their own story so I keep it ^o^
The poem again not mine. The first one's title is "tomorrow, by Red" and the second one, I mixed two poems into one : "because of you, by starburst & All I can't say, by B.K. + A.G."
I hope you enjoyed the story and I will wait for any feed backs XD
PS : next chapter will be f-lock again ^^
Author : lovu_lovu_aiba
Beta : andreja1989 *who never stop support me, thank you -hugs-*
Pairing : Sakuraiba, Junba, Ohmiya
Genre : AU, Romance, Angst
Rating : PG13
Disclaimer : The boys aren't mine, I really hope I own them tho XD
Summary : Aiba Masaki used to be a great songwriter until the death of his beloved made him stop composing. Yet, the arrival of Sakurai Sho has colored his life. Sho taught him what is love and made him knew happiness again. But life...never be that easy...
Twelfth Melody...
Aiba stood in the middle of the crowd, some people stopped in front of him and gave him their name cards. Aiba just looked at it with one glance and squeezed it between his fingers. All those name cards were people who wanted to buy his songs, but Aiba just wanted to reject them all. Not because he was arrogant enough to not accept one of the offer, he just felt it was wrong to publish his song while he, himself thought that there was something missing in his songs. People were clearly amazed with ‘fly away’ but not himself… What is wrong with him? What did he miss? Why did he feel something is missing…?.
He walked to the back wall and leaned his back against it as he watched some performance from another division. It was his first year in university and it was the first time he joined the art festival although he didn’t really enjoy it. He tried to look for Nino but he couldn’t find nor reach him by phone.
“You’re the guy who played piano earlier?” someone suddenly asked him. Aiba looked at someone who talked to him and found a good looking guy looking back at him. His hair was long and messy but they were falling perfectly in his shoulders.
“Yes,” Aiba nodded his head, “Do I know you?”
“No, I guess…” he answered as he stood right beside Aiba.
“Do you need something from me?” Aiba asked him again, feeling a little creepy because of the guy appearance.
“Not really… but I want to tell you that your song is empty…” Aiba’s eyes widened when he heard that, this guy really had no manner! And he pissed Aiba off right after some words from him.
“And you’re a song expert?” Aiba snorted.
“No, but definitely better that someone from music department like you…” Aiba really wanted to hit that guy right there and then. “That was a beautiful song but you don’t have a strong soul to play it… so for me that song is just empty… because you didn’t give it a soul when you played it…”
Aiba couldn’t answer it, as much as he felt mad towards that guy he realized that what the guy said was true. “Are you from music department?” Aiba asked him, the guy shrugged and shook his head.
“Interesting…” Aiba nodded, “Do you usually go to canteen for lunch?” Aiba asked him again.
“Yes, why did you ask me that?” the guy’s eyes narrowed.
“Because tomorrow you will meet me there and don’t worry… my treat…” Aiba smiled to him. “What is your name?”
“Matsumoto Jun…” the guy answered him shortly.
“Please teach me how to add soul to my song, Matsumoto-san…” he bowed to the guy. “My name is Aiba Masaki, it’s nice to know you…”
~*~
Sho turned the wheel to the right and made the car enter a small building. He braked slowly and the car stopped on the left side of the building yard. He turned off the car engine as he glanced at Aiba who sat beside him. Aiba definitely needed more time for this, Sho actually didn’t agree to bring him to that place. Aiba smiled to him and stroked his arm slowly. “I’ll be okay, Sho-chan…” he moved closer and brought his husband into a sweet kiss.
Aiba broke the kiss and opened his door, Sho followed right after him. Sho reached for his wife and pulled him by his waist. Aiba leaned his head to Sho’s shoulder and let his husband lead the way for him. They walked slowly and climbed the stairs together until they reached a room in the second floor. There was a name tag on the door, Aiba touched it slowly with his fingers, traced it and felt his eyes started to get teary. ‘Matsumoto Jun & Aiba Masaki’ was written on it. He pulled out a key from his pocket and tried to insert it to the key hole but suddenly his hand was quivering crazily. Sho noticed it and took the key from his hand and opened the door in one rotation.
The room was still in the same condition like when Aiba left it on that accident day, he never came back after that. He remembered clearly how Jun walked from room to another room that morning, mumbled a random song while cleaning the apartment. It felt like it was just yesterday and Jun never left, Aiba felt like it was just a dream. But he knew perfectly well that it wasn’t… he would never see Jun on that room again.
They walked in slowly leaving their trails on the thick dust. Aiba somehow could feel Jun’s fragrance there, the figure that he missed a lot. “I missed this place…” he whispered.
Sho didn’t give him any response but Aiba knew Sho was listening to him. Sho actually didn’t have any idea why Aiba suddenly wanted to bring him to his apartment that he shared with Jun. Sho walked slowly to the sofa near the piano in the living room, there were a lot of books piled up there. He took a book and read the title ‘pride and prejudice’, “You read this kind of book?” Sho asked his wife as he walked slowly toward him.
Aiba laughed slowly, “Of course not, that’s Jun’s… he read that book a lot…”
“I see…” Sho nodded his head as he started to open the pages randomly. Something fell to the floor when he opened the middle pages, startling him and he picked that thing. It was a folded thin paper. He opened it slowly and was shocked right after he read the first word. “Masaki…” he reached in the air because he couldn’t find Aiba’s shoulder and couldn’t turn his eyes from the paper.
“Hm?” Aiba moved closer to him as Sho showed the paper to him. Aiba took the paper fast from him as he read it from word to another word.
Dear my love Aiba Masaki...
If you read this letter means I won’t be there anymore with you and left you first… but believe me, I always want to be with you forever… I feel stupid to write this letter, it's like my death will or something, but I have to make sure about everything… I love you, Masaki…
When Tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not here to see,
if the sun should rise and find you eyes
all filled with tears for me.
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today.
While thinking of the many things
we didn’t get to say.
I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you
and each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand
that an angel came and called my name
and took me by the hand.
And said my place was ready in heaven far above
and that I'd have to leave behind
all those I dearly love
but when I walked through heaven's gates.
Today for life on earth is past
but here it starts a new.
I promise no tomorrow
for today will always last.
And since each day is the same way,
there's no longing for the past.
So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart.
For every time you think of me
I'm right here in your heart…
A tear dropped to the paper, wetted it and changed its color into dark gray. Sho hugged his wife tightly and Aiba didn’t try to hide his tears anymore, he cried in Sho’s chest. “He loved you, Masaki… a lot… that’s why he wanted you to be happy even without him…” Sho patted his wife’s head tenderly. Aiba nodded his head as Sho tightened his hug and kissed Aiba’s neck.
Aiba never knew that Jun wrote those letter, Jun really thought everything about him, he considered everything including Aiba’s life without him, although he didn’t leave Aiba yet at that time. Jun wanted him to move on, he felt ashamed because he made himself suffer and of course Jun would be sad if he saw Aiba in that state. After some minutes when Aiba could finally control himself, he freed himself from Sho’s embrace. Sho wiped his tears slowly, although they still flooded on his face and kissed Aiba’s forehead.
Suddenly Aiba took his phone and called someone. Sho looked at him confusedly as Aiba placed his phone on his ears. After some seconds someone picked up the phone and he got, “Something happened?” from someone on the line.
“No… I just want you to hear your new song…” Aiba answered.
“My new song?”
“Yes, I wrote it and you will sing it, Nino…” Aiba said as he walked to the piano, he placed the phone above it and opened the piano cover. “I always fall in love to right person, that’s just how lucky I am… I wrote this song for a guy that I love… who taught me how to fall in love again, that you can do anything if you try… that love will never be wrong…”
He placed his fingers on the piano keys and started to play it, the note after another, the beautiful melody filled the room when Aiba finally sang his song… he hoped that his feeling would reach the guy that he loves…
There are so many words I cannot say, when I look into your eyes.
I want to be able to tell you one day, but I'm left speechless every time that I try.
I’ve been in darkness for so long just waiting for the light.
And now that you have come my way, my days don’t seem like nights.
You must have stumbled across the key, and discovered so much more.
You found a hidden place in me, you found my heart and opened the door.
When I cried in pain of losing the dearest in my life.
Will it ever be the same again? If it passes will it be the end?
I realized it was worth so much, as I lie in bed that night.
So I allowed my soul to be touched, without even putting up a fight.
You speak my name in a prelude, in a reference to love, with such loving attitude, as if it were a message from above.
With the palms of your hands pressed firmly against mine, a white doves lands, and the sun begins to shine.
With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong,
I get this tingly feeling inside, you sing to me like a song.
There are so many words I cannot say, when I look into your eyes.
But I don’t have many words to say, just a word called ‘love’.
He looked to his husband as he took the phone, “What do you think?” he asked Nino on the line.
“That was beautiful… what is the title?”
Aiba laughed as he walked closer to Sho, “A word called love…” he flip the phone off but didn’t stop his track. He stopped right in front of Sho, “I finally wrote a song for a guy that I love, Sho-chan… please give me a gift…”
Sho pulled him roughly to his embrace, “I’m sorry… but I don’t have anything to give to you… because I gave you everything that I have…”
“I know… but I’m just too greedy to have you for myself…” he said as he looked into Sho’s eyes, “I love you…”
Sho planted a soft kiss to his wife pink lips before he pulled him into a hug again, “I love you too…” he whispered to Aiba’s ear.
~*~
Aiba was playing piano at that afternoon while waiting for Sho to come back from his work when he got a new message from Nino. He opened it and read it right away.
From : Ohno’s Nino
Subject : Will pick you up in 15 minutes!
They found something about Jun accident.
We have to go!
He never expected something like this, in fact he already forgot about this. But finally he would know people who crushed Jun, of course he won’t tell Sho about this, because he knew Sho won’t agree. He walked fast to the door and just needed to wait for five minutes until Nino’s car parked to his yard. He entered Nino’s car that brought them to a building in the middle of city. They didn’t talk a lot, not even when they reached the room that they were heading to. Nino knocked the door slowly and not long after someone opened the door for them.
“Ahh…. Ninomiya-san… please come in…” a guy said as he made a way for Aiba and Nino. Aiba and Nino entered to the room, it was a dark room and they could smell the strong tobaccos scent in the room. There was a pile of CDs on the table and a small television. “Please sit down…” he pointed to the chairs politely.
“This is Oguri Shun, detective that I hired for Jun’s case… this is Aiba Masaki Jun’s fiancée…”
“Yes, I heard about your marriage…” Oguri shook Aiba’s hand as Aiba nodded his head.
“Okay, I think we can do it straight away, did you find something?” Nino asked him.
“I did… and I checked the alibi to make sure… because it would be hard for both of you… but I’m sure about this...” he said as he pushed play button on the remote. Nino and Aiba watched the video in front of them, “This video was from security camera that have ten meters distance from the accident place… this was five minutes before the accident, like you see no cars passed this road…”
But right after that a car entered the screen and stopped in the middle of it, there was a guy on the driver’s seat, Nino grabbed Aiba’s sleeve when he saw it, “This can’t be true…” he shook his head desperately, his voice was shaking.
No car passed that road after that and five minutes after that the car left the screen again, Oguri looked at the two guys in front of him as he said, “I’m 98% sure about this… the person who crashed Matsumoto Jun is the guy on the screen… Ohno Satoshi…”
AN : Anyone expect it was Ohno? please raise you hand if you expected that he killed Jun!
yes...the storm just started...I promise you that Ohmiya have their own story so I keep it ^o^
The poem again not mine. The first one's title is "tomorrow, by Red" and the second one, I mixed two poems into one : "because of you, by starburst & All I can't say, by B.K. + A.G."
I hope you enjoyed the story and I will wait for any feed backs XD
PS : next chapter will be f-lock again ^^