what if I was dead ( Read more... )

something that abstaining from hard drugs don't accomadate.
problems that smiling to people digs me deeper in my lie.
reasons that knowing just make the fall all the deeper.
a place that exists outside of my mind yet sends me pamphlets.
a darkness that is personal and corruptable.

i am perplexed because I did all the studying and was stumped. Its like the tree I was was in reality a weak skinny tree that a couple of punks knocked over. And I didn't see the punks comin, they arrived on the scene, wrought havoc and split. Now I'm a tree with bark all open and impending attack oriented. Is there no cure for the doldrums ( Read more... )

however circumstance contributes potential verbatim.
about holy solo lambskin puppet
by one word cramp blast cream

gregarious crsanthmum opionates beautifying original
halogen objective cascading momentious intention
duality notwithstanding carnivorous apparatif
fouly smelling double wishbone handle careful career

dealt hand ream clean bowl use
super ( Read more... )

im alive.

Now I'm kind of an idiot. But this idiot has recognized something. He noticed that their are people out there who are like him

How does it feel to not have a reason ( Read more... )

Your reasons are unimportant ( Read more... )

 I am trying to not use my mouse. Is this possible? I don't even know ( Read more... )

There is a presence here inside me. And they are very sensitve. They do things on the opposite spectrum. They respond well to compliments, words of praise and of course, good days.
But then the day turns rotten and tables turn. People annoy, deeds grate, powers collide, meshing facade and brick fronts into a hard, meaningful circuit.