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[lowbrow_sean]

Everything is everything at the moment. Each little thing is completely all encompassing, and almost too much for me, in some way or another. Things are happy on one side and horrible on the other, and every facet of my life is fitting into a piece of the spectrum. Things with Erika, they're going how they are, they seem to be on the right track

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i here for you

[bud_dy]

hey man, i'm sorry about the crappy stuff going on with you. i never like hearing my friends have a hard time so if you need to talk you know who you can come to. but let's not keep things sour eh. You spoke of being in a good mood despite all the bad things and that's great. but from reading your post i know there are things we can relate to. Example, my step dad. i won't get into that hypocritical prick right now but i'm sure there are many things we can talk about to each other. oh, just in case you didn't know, annie and i are back together and doing winderfully. i'm happy that you're in a happy mood and you can talk to me if you need.

your advocate (LOL)
Rich

Re: i here for you

[lowbrow_sean]

Rich, I'm glad I have people who can relate to this kinda crap, and I should talk to you, but you never seem to answer your phone when I call. Yeah, today was my neice's birthday, and my brother is here, and we(my neice, brother, mom, and I) were all in the family room together, my dad comes in after we are done eating, takes 15 minutes to get his food ready, sits down on the chair and then tries to find a laker game on tv and is almost oblivious to everyone else. It just bugs me when my mom sits around completely depressed, and he acts like a fucking king. Its the whole reason why I hate money, because people get into these relationships, and then it becomes a power struggle based upon who makes more money and then the one who makes the money, gets the power, and then the other feels undertaken and they have a little say in things, and that is part of what I see in my parents.
-Sean

[the_river_nymph]

=( i'm sry your mom gave away your baby mices... they were cute... and hadn't you already told her no? ah well no point in getting too upset now... there isn't much that can be done about it... i know what it is like to have to deal with parents who seem to hate each other (mine go as far as admiting that) and you just have to let them deal with it... it is their lives and they need to work it out, not you. luvs
el

[lowbrow_sean]

I still have 3 baby mice, and I don't think I'll be giving them away, I'll probably keep them and hand raise them and they'll be all cool. I'm not really upset about it, it just started a whole thing in my house with my mom get pissed at me then crying to me, and making me cry,and it all sucked. I'm not gonna do anything about my parents, they can deal with their love/hate relationship how they want.
Love
-Sean

[dino_ashley]

You know, i can completly relate as well... my dads the exact same way, but i would have to say much less nice about it... he doesnt even do anything constructive, sits at the computer, talk to him, he calls me what... a fat whore, things of that nature, and it's like ... ok, who gave this guy excalibur!? lol... anyway, I'm glad you had a good time with the penguins, they're awesome guys! And I'm really glad you were able to turn your day around. that's always good!! alright, well, talk to you later!!

Ashley