i'm not looking to date right now, but its wierd when i had a gf there were other girls who wanted me. but when i dont have one i have no one. except i was hit on by 3 women today all over 35. i could get the really older women.
i want to slit my wrists and watch the blood run down my hand. i want to cut my throat and feel the blood gushing out as i choke, gasping for air, as i feel myself die.