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I keep giving myself stress headaches. I need to stop worrying. It's really not like me to worry this much.
I'm mostly worried about my student account. If I don't get it sorted out before I go then 1. I'm going to have my loan being payed into my account and 2. I'm going to have no overdraft for the first few days which means that I'm going to have to budget, and that I might not be able to pay my accomodation because I won't have enough money in my account. And if I do have enough money in my account, it will take all my money. Which means I'll have to spend fresher's week with no money.
I'm also annoyed with one of my best friends. I hardly see her anymore. Everytime I ask her to do something she's busy with her boyfriend. I wouldn't mind, but she sees him every single day (she works with him as well) and she doesn't seem to have time for her friends anymore. We were supposed to be going to see Pride and Prejudice today, but now she can't because she's going for a 'lunch with Lee', but she could go at 7 (which struck me as a pretty long lunch). We can't go in the evening because I've got my grandparents coming round to say goodbye, and Emily's got Brownies (she's a young leader). It's ridiculous! This is probably the last time I'll see them before I go and she can't find time to do it. She's only going out with Lee for a few weeks and she probably saw him yesterday, whereas I've been her best friend for 7 years, I haven't seen her in a week (and that was only for a couple of minutes) and I'm leaving on Saturday. She might not see me again until Christmas! But at the same time I don't want to leave angry with her.Edited to add: Now I'm not going to see Pride and Prejudice at all today. When my other best friend found out that Becky wasn't coming she decided that she didn't want to go today either. Great.
I promise that'll be the last entry where I moan for a long time. Promise.