okay. so i finally have a computer and boy is it sweet. the past two weeks have been fairly insane. my life has become an exception to reality. coming here means abandoning all usual ways of keeping track of time. time ebbs and flows at different rates, you forget that time actually exists when you're in here for long enough. through the last ( Read more... )

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i feel like writing some meaniingful shit right now, but i lack the stamina currently. new friends, old friends, it's all the same. bugging for whatever reason, eh, it's good i suppose, you know, in an "yeah, it's not really okay" sense of the phrase. i'm bitchy, it happens ( Read more... )

so. i don't have too much to update on, but that's not why i come here ( Read more... )

hey everyone, check out my picture. yeah, it's that small dot thing that looks like a period. for some reason it shrunk to minature size. i can't fix it. tried reloading it and everything, but that didn't really do anything. so if anyone knows why the hell it did that, let me know ( Read more... )

so. this is a place to be outright truthful and honest right? or more so, a place to confess what it is that is on your mind, i suppose. well i guess that's what i should do to keep up with the ebb and tide that is livejournal ( Read more... )

people probably think i've changed over the last few months. well, changed more than normal that is. truth be told, i honestly have just becoming more of myself. the hopeless romantic loner that i am. god i wish i could do things less than passionately sometimes. i need to hear her words. my humanity can't keep up with my soul. unfortunately i don' ( Read more... )

well, i done did something. probably gonna come back and kill me. eh, it happens. sat in the church parking lot for 4 hours last night because the fucking drum circle people were still at the land trust at 1 so i find some other place. it was kinda nice. went through a lot of cigarettes. mostly in regard to the previously mentioned vague thing. ( Read more... )

my mind has been put to an everlasting feud by you. you have trampled every emotion i have ever felt. always toppling my ideas, thoughts, and feelings with your own. always leaving the door open when you leave. always leaving my heart on the table, bleeding and broken when you leave. always kicking me in the skins whenever you turn by me. always, ( Read more... )

it pains me to see the loneliness of my shadow on the wall as cast from a night-light. the very night-light dressed to make the blessed feel even more accepted and loved than they should be. a night-light that represents the flaws of every faith i have ever pursued. the gash in the face of religion that has always requested my utmost attention and ( Read more... )