do you believe in a broken home.

as an photographer ive become really
interested in bruce weber.

since when did pigging out
mean a lunchables
& 2 handsfulls of chexmix....

bahhhhhhh

im sick of myself,
and dont ever want to sit in on
a saturday nite

a year ago
i was out at sea
this year
im still lost at sea.

bah,

i started talking to this kid on myspace
i dont  believe in meeting people off myspace
but i cant stop listening to the song
on his myspace,
and its killing me.

poop.

im having a slight mental breakdown-panic attack.
i dont know anything
i've been so sick lately
i cant sleep normal
cant eat normal
cant think straight
cant really be around people
im just really sick
i need to breakdown
ive been doing really good too,
but i might just breakdown within the next few days
i dont know who to talk to anymore either
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im not quite ready for my birthday
i kinnda wish it wasnt coming.
im not old enough to be here.
i dont want this anymore.
im so confused.
sooooooo confused.

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i miss tara alot,
i miss newyork too.

FUCKin september.
i hate this month.
seriously,