It's tough. I don't think there will ever be an age when you don't fully care what people say or think about you or it doesn't throw you into some sort of turmoil ( Read more... )

 i miss livejournaling ( Read more... )

 For too long, the desire has been dull. For too long, life has just been about going through the motions! And then the inevitable wake up - gotta grasp it, gotta dance with all my might, gotta sing, gotta praise, gotta EMBRACE!

i was really blessed by Pablo, he was so excited a few weeks ago about a word the Lord had given him, he had it written ( Read more... )

" Fear not,

the intimacy for which you yearn
is already yours.

Behold,
               he whom you seek is already

within you."

 I found a dvd sent out by streetreach 2006 of all the photos of that year. it actually made me realise how important something like streetreach was, because whilst out on the streets for those 3 days, every teenager forgot about themselves and put others first. they reached out to children and played games and gave them attention and they made ( Read more... )

Somewhere along the line it became about how it all felt, it became about what i could see with my own eyes, how i worked it out in my head, how it made me feel and think. i forgot all I knew, i forgot what i had learnt, i forgot to see what God was doing, forgot to ask for Him to show me, forgot to even take a second to breathe deeply and pray ( Read more... )

With everything thats happened in the month of February, there has been so many reasons to question a lot of what and why. Julie and Paul had a beautiful baby girl who went immediately and directly to be with God, and Robert Donnell died of a horrible disease that took him so quickly. How is it you miss someone you never got the chance to know and ( Read more... )

Ive been doing a daily reading....daily and ive gone through the life of David which is just...wow... and I've started Kings. the first chapter of Kings tells us how one of David's sons Adonijah took the throne for himself. But David had sworn the throne to Bathsheba's son Solomon. Adonijah charmed a lot of people who had been loyal to David and ( Read more... )

'I spread out my hands to you My soul longs for you like a thirsty land' Psalm 143 v6
'Teach me to do your will For you are my God Your Spirit is good Lead me in the land of uprightness' Psalm 143 v 10e

'But He was wounded for our transgressions,
      He was bruised for our iniquities;
      The chastisement for our peace was upon Him,
      And by ( Read more... )

It might sound like really sentimental or soppy but thats not how I mean it. we were sitting in the empire and andrew had said something to me, and i was smiling at him and then i realised that was that one moment gone....the beauty of life, the fragility, the speed at which life passes us by and everything that we miss. the importance of living ( Read more... )