I am VERY tired. Larry is having it ruff at work and school. On top of that, my friend's daughter just completely screwed their family up by lieing to teachers. Her grandmother is Furious and Hurt all at the same time. I could strangle that child and for those of you who know me you know that takes a lot for a kid to make me say. Dad is having ( Read more... )

I am sitting at a friends at present baby sitting her 3 year old. Her 8 year old is at school as is she. Her husband is at work. Her three year old is a joy all the time I have very little problem with her at all. She is a very good kid. I wish I had 2 or 3 just like her. Larp is good. I am no longer prince or tremere. While it is taking me a ( Read more... )

I went through the live journal again. It seams I do that about every year or so. To look back and reflect on where I am. Oddly enough it seems I usually do this around the times I have to go to funerals. It is very hard for me right now as many painful deaths were brought back by the latest loss to my family. My Uncle Lloyd was very close to me. ( Read more... )

So I am going to a funeral today. Unfortunatly much like always, it brings up all the ones before. I was talking to Larry last night and in the almost 7 years we have been together we have been to at least a funeral every year. we have lost in excess between the two of us more that 15 people since we were married. His father, my mother, my ( Read more... )

I have been avoiding doing this but this post will be a RANT fair warning... Now if you decided to continue reading I have a Major bitch fest ane I really want responses to this. There are several things pissing me off right now ( Read more... )

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Many things right now seem to just not be in the cards for me. So I am giving up and giving in. I don't see the point in fighting for things only I believe in. As usually I am sitting here contemplating life in general. I find that the things I feel discontent about are my own fault and as such there is no reason I should continue to fight when I ( Read more... )

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Taoism

Your ideals mostly resemble those of the Taoist faith. Spirituality is the most important thing in your life. You strive to live by all of your ideals, and live a very intellectually focused life.

80% spiritual.
20% reason-oriented.


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