well turns out i was over reacting. she told me that i have absolutely nothing to worry about. and thats good and i trust her, but its my job to worry about stuff like that. i love her and i couldnt stand losing her. well im a a really funky mood, so im just gonna say a bunch of stuff. Beavis: is this a god damn??? i love that movie. Stifler ( Read more... )

well heres just another entry about my realtionship. i honestly think stacy is getting sick of me..........seriously. but i dont know why. i mean, yes, i ask her if shes ok all the time, but thats only b/c i want her to feel happy and b/c i love her. im just scared of losing her........seriously. this time i think its serious. i dont know ( Read more... )

well heres just another entry about my realtionship. i honestly think stacy is getting sick of me..........seriously. but i dont know why. i mean, yes, i ask her if shes ok all the time, but thats only b/c i want her to feel happy and b/c i love her. im just scared of losing her........seriously. this time i think its serious. i dont know ( Read more... )

well, my horniness is starting to take control of my sleep. i didnt sleep at all last night, not even a wink. and i guess you could say i have a "horny hangover". but i did have sex today, i think its just because i have a very sexy girlfriend/fiancee/to be wife. so im very very tired. i do still need a job though......badly. i realized today ( Read more... )

well, im just gonna talk out my ass on this one, b/c i have nothing to talk about that i would like to share with everyone. the only thing that i would like to share with everyone is the fact that i really really really really really really really need a job (wow, 7 really's, 8 now....lol). i could go on about how much i love my g/f, but everyone ( Read more... )

Well to start off, im dead broke. and it really sucks. ive got no money, which means that i cant do anything. i need a job horribly(yes that is a word). i need something that wont work me much and pays me a lot of money (a.k.a. stacys job....lol). no i dont want stacys job, just something like it. the bottom line is i need money, so i can ( Read more... )

this is it!!! ive absolutley had it with all people. i hate computer drama. damn all of you to hell (except for a few of you stacy and becky). i mean hot damn (yes, hot damn its my group of words) people say theyre my friends, but no, they have to talk shit on a computer, but cant do it in real life, i hate that. im not mentioning any names. ( Read more... )

I honestly dont know if im doing something wrong or what? i mean hot damn, i thought that i had saved stacy from her past and to look into the future. well shes getting depressed again, which leads me to think im doing soemthing wrong. but what is it? thats what i cant figure out.i mean could it be the future that depresses her? i know that ( Read more... )

Stacy for some reason just wont get better. and its worring the shit out of me. i mean shes gonna live. but what if she doesnt get better so that we can do great stuff before she goes to school. know what i mean? i try to take care of her or "baby" her, and she doesnt like it. i know she gets mad about it, but i only do it because i love her ( Read more... )

Stacy had her doctor appointment today. She didn't go by choice though, her dad made her go. I told her to go earlier, but she doesn't listen to me, but whatchya gonna do. She's my fiancee, she'll never listen to me, but I love her, she's my sweetie. So anyways, I was so scared at around one or so when she went. I had to do something to pass ( Read more... )