CRAP!!

[lpchk]

I don't like this day at all...it sux ass. I never thought i would loose anything valuable to me ever in my life...and now that i know how sucky it feels, i regret doing whatevr i did...i'm sorry...i trully am...I LOVE YOU!

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[anti_wigger89]

i'm really sorry this happened to you and if there was anything i could of done to prevent it from happening i would of. i know what it's like to lose someone you care for dearly. you think 8 months is along time try 2 years. and i know this wont help but alot of people will probably tell you the pain will eventully go away. well im gonna tell you a secret (the pain never goes away). i care for you and i still wanna be your friend but i thought you should know how i felt yesterday when you acted like i meant less than dirt to you. i forgive you and please forgive me for doing what i did today. you just ruined my whole day yesterday. i still wanna be your friend and i hope you still wanna be mine. i would like to be more one day but i guess friends is ok. and remember keep those shiny objects away from those beautiful veins of yours.

[lpchk]

i know that you're sorry for what happened...everyone is...and i hate this kind of attention. I know that pain never goes away...i am very sorry for the way i treated you yesterday. I really am very sorry. I still wanna be your friend and all...to tell you the truth, this was the first time that anyone has ever broken up with me. Usually i'm the one doing that. Now that i know how that feels...i understand what the guys feel whenever the girl breaks up with them...now i trully know the PAIN. Again, i am very sorry. Do you really think i'll cut myself?! Actually...i thought of it...but i never did it. Why would i do that if i still want to achieve my life,even with the pain?

[anti_wigger89]

pain makes some people do crazy shit. people have killed themselves over it. other people have gone insane from it. others have shut themselves from the rest of the world. pain makes killers and rapists. i dont like people to experience pain but sadly it's an experience that is unavoidable. i know your very sorry but i wanted to give you something i never had when i had to leave krista cuz nobody helped me through it. didnt want you to experience that. later.

[lpchk]

i might have though about some of that stuff...i admit it, but there are special ppl out there that made me forget about that and that's why i'm still here. If those ppl wouldn't have helped me, i wouldn't have met you...shit, i wouldn't even be here writting this. Now, you have become one of those special ppl who will help me stay the way i am right now. Whenever you need to talk...i'm there to listen. k? latez!

[anti_wigger89]

at first glance i thought you were saying it was bad that i was one of those special people. i'm glad though that i didnt have to have another reason to cry. i'll be there for you and you'll be there for me k? i wish you would of let me helped you. but o well the one advantage you had over me is that you guys didnt move away from each other. there was time and chances to make up. lucky sobs. this like has just sorta become my closing line by acciednt so i'm just gonna say it anyways. remember to keep those shiny objects away from those veins. later.