my heart has been demolished for the 3rd time...

[lpchk]

permanently this time...

Why?! I never did anything wrong this time...do you like her better than me? God, there are soooo many questions running through my head...it sux.

I just really want to die right now...

Comments

[tricky_ducky777]

Paola, I am sorry things arent letting up. I wish that I could make everyone happy. Somehow things will let up and get better. Lots of love and you know where to find me! ~Mike

[lpchk]

Riiight...things won't get better anymore. They'll only get worse

[moneky_luk_chil]

im sorry...dont die...I love u!!!
cheer up kiddo!

[lpchk]

i won't die...don't worry

[four_shadows]

<3 ya Paola, and you'll be in my prayers.
=/

[lpchk]

wait...so you want me to die?! Do i know you???

[true_lies7]

my sis i know ur hurting and u know im here so i have just one thing to say... just keep swiming just keep swiming just keep swiming swiming swiming...

~big sis

[lpchk]

weirdo...

[anonymous]

...look u dont know me, i dont know u... all i know is that he told u cuz u asked, and u should have known that it happened, i mean something like that, i would have gotten mad at him if he didnt tell you... and im very sorry it happened. i do like him a lot and ill do my best not to hurt him... and im sorry you got hurt in this whole process of things... u hope you and him can still be friends, and i hope you dont hate me for forever... i mean im not going to try to be ur best friend, or even ur friend. but ill pay u respect if u do tha same to me... i know tomorro is going to be a big drama night... and i dont really want it to be... i mean the first idea of friday for me was for me and him to spend time together... but i know eddie is going to start shit and i know if you go (im not telling not to, i mean if u wanna go, then go) hes going to say that im talking bad about you... and hes going to do what he can to provoke you to get upset and confront me... and if u dont he will... and i think tomorro is going to really suck for me

[lpchk]

I know I don't know you. You didn't have to put yourself in anonymous...I know you have an lj. I know that Nati has told you that I won't start anything. In my opinion, it's not possible to like anyone a lot if you only know a person for a few days. It took me about a year to like Nati a lot. So ummm...yeah. I'm not trying to be mean or anything, but from my experiences...that's what came to conclusion. Ok...about the whole hating thing. I already hate you...since the minute that I heard you had tryed to kiss him when he went over to your houst to watch the Super Bowl. I hate you, but I won't try to hurt you in any way, because i'm not like that. I only do something if something is done to me first. I'm rethinking about going to Bowlero's cuz i know i'll end up feeling like shit seeing you with him there. Eddy WILL end up starting something, cuz that's how he is. I'll try to talk him out of this whole thing, cuz it's between you, Nati, and I. You don't have the slightest idea on how it feels to be in my shoes right now. It sux as much

[aphroditeiris]

...it wasnt against u that i put it as anonymous... it was against anyone who didnt know it was my lj... and fer a second reason... but i wont go into that... u are entitled to ur own opinion... its not mean... i dont think so... im sorry that u do... but i dont blame you... and i respect that... i know eddie will... no one can talk him out of starting shit... and i dont know how u feel... but i know its bad... and im sorry about that... i hope u two do stay friends... im not the best person... if u have any questions... do just ask... cuz it will be worse for you not to ask... they wont make me feel bad... id rather have someone ask me and me tell them the truth good or bad... then to have it eating at them... and id be best... just ask if u got a question... and yea... even if u dont go... we're going to have one hell of a fucking night... yea...
~x