so this weekend i went to Iowa city for orchestra. had lots of fun. pissed of lisa enough to the point that she got pissed off at seth. mostly cuz i know i was flirting with him and i knew i shouldnt be, but hey, its all good. i pissed her off the most on the way home when he was asking what time we would be home and he wouldnt listen to any of us ( Read more... )

tis about the time of year again where i get all depressed and shit cuz im still in highschool and have no freedom and an overprotective "father." i seriously think i have the SAD depression thing, seasonal somethingorother depression, but on the plus side, i get to leave for iowa city tomorrow, however, i dont have enough money to go, so that ( Read more... )

so, i have dishoned my "father" and i severly want to move out of the house and away from him. i dont care how far it is, just far enough that i dont ever have to see him again. the fucker FLIPPED out on me cuz i warned my little sister taht if she has diabetes, its worse than adult (shes 12)and she could end up having to take shots. which isnt the ( Read more... )

here i am, sitting in p's office waiting for lunch to be over, wishing i had something to eat cuz i havent eaten in a while... like since dinner last nite with the carb overload at tara's house (damn you anna). helped anna babysit last night, trent was a wine tit, logan was puking there for a few minutes (old milk) and the twins just got on my ( Read more... )

so, today, i signed up for driver's ed right? its 150 dollars that no one has and im paying for it myself. then there's the orchestra trip in two weeks or so, and thats somewhere between 100-150 dollars that no one has, then i have to put some more money in the bank, pay sasha and katie back wich i owe sasha 65 and katie 57. so i figured that all ( Read more... )

so much craop going on with nick and kaite, but hey IM NOT IN THE MIDDLE!!!! anna is poor girl, she doesnt wanna be, but hey... other than that, last week was shitty, but its getting better, however, at the end of the month i will be complete crap. josh is moving away in a week and a half or so and i will lose another best friend due to mileage. ( Read more... )

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still x-mas break. been hanging arounf at anna's most of the time. got a new stereo, some gidt cards, the usual... bout the new LP/JZ mix, pretty damn good. also got breaking benjamin, fuckin good. still need to write my research paper. i think that's what i will do tomorrow. people in the linkinparkfans community are pissing me off. one kid ( Read more... )

so today is the last day for around two weeks that i'll be able to update regualarly. my 17th is in TWO day. had my choir concert last night, went well. today have an orchestra tour to two places cuz its only half a day. then im going to see closer with josh. sunday going to anna's for her party. gonna get very very drunk and save some money for ( Read more... )

toay a little kindergardner was run over by a school bus. he didnt live, he went to school with josh's little sister. i feel like calling her and consoling her about it, but i dont know if she even knew the kid. i feel horrible about it. i feel like crying. *moment of silnce in respect for kid* thanks for listening.