i think if my freinds didnt drag me around everywhere i would proly just sleep all day there hasnt really been anything fun to do recently there is like no motivation in my day to make me wanna get up the bed is just to comfortable

woohoooo today has been pretty good so far well it hasnt sucked which is a good sign

i think god gave us emotions as a cruel fucking joke on the world to see how many people he can make feel like shit in one day

i need to make smarter decisions i feel like all my decisions ive been making latly are fucking stupid because i let my freaking heart lead me around and take me for the shittiest ride ever and it sucks

my whole weekend has pretty much sucked ass nothing has gone the way i wanted it, it all sucked, i had a freind die which sucks badly, i just wanna sit by my self for like a week cause im tired of shit sucking, i dont know, right now there are just alot of people that i think fucking suck ass, i wanna break somthing

lol summer comes and everyone is to buisy to update but me

ive done alot this weekend to much to really type mostly because its late and im tired but its been an awsome weekend

dear christeen,
if u post about last night i will stab u in the throat ;]

im ready for the air force its about time to cut the drugs out so i can go back in july i need to get this moving fast people call me a bum and think i dont have anything planned so i would like to speed this up its amazing i get called a bum more now that i have a job then when i didnt

i can tell u were mad and im sry im done it wont happen again i promis

i hate this i want to be freinds with out stuff being awkward i just want it to be like mrs deckers class before everying happened i just wanna forget everything els cause i hate knowing that i made u angry

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