[fic] Morimoto x Chinen - Harder to Breathe & It's Always Fair Weather
Title: 121. Harder to Breathe
Author: BG
Pairing: Morimoto Ryutaro x Chinen Yuuri
Ratings: G
Disclaimer: I do not own them.
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He takes my hand sometimes. I used to pull away but he would always slip his fingers through mine again so now I don’t even bother. The first couple of times I looked at him questioningly but all I received in return was a smile.
He only ever takes my hand when the others aren’t looking; when we sit side by side in meetings, when our hands are under the table, when our hands are out of the line of sight of anyone who cared to look. He laces our fingers together when we are crushed together in the back of the van, when everyone else is too busy laughing, sleeping or reading.
He doesn’t explain it. I don’t ask him to.
My heart skips a beat every time. I don’t want it to stop.
Next time he pulls away I hold fast. Holding his hand in mine, I don’t care what the others will say. I don’t care what they will whisper about us. When his hand is curled in mine I find it hard to breathe. This breathlessness, I kind of want it to stay; I loose myself in him and its okay. It’s always okay.
xXx
Title: 178. It's Always Fair Weather
Author: BG
Pairing: Chinen Yuuri x Morimoto Ryutaro
Ratings: G
Disclaimer: I do not own them.
Perhaps it was arrogant but it never occurred to me that maybe he just didn’t want me like that. He smiles at me and is pleasant and polite but every attempt I’ve made has been brushed aside with soft hands and gentle eyes.
It’s not like he’s an idiot so it must be that he just doesn’t like me that way, which is slightly ridiculous because I’m everyone’s type. There isn’t a person in the world that is able to resist my charms, except that there is and it’s him. It’s frustrating. I don’t want just anybody. I only want him.
He was always there, tiny and cute. Bratty but he holds a contradictory type of charm that makes me like him. He gets flustered so easily. He’s bold but at the same time he jumps at the smallest of surprises. He makes me laugh and I love teasing him.
I want him to notice me. I want him to look at only me but he pushes me away again and again. It’s exasperating and it hurts. So instead of being subtle I decided that this last final time, I’ll tell him in exact words and if I am rejected again then I guess I have my answer.
I can't give you what I haven't got.
His words pierced my heart. Looking up into his eyes I was surprised to see that he looked so close to tears. I’m the one being rejected; shouldn’t those tears belong to me? I looked into his eyes for a long time and he didn’t avert his gaze. He let me touch his face, thumb away the stray tears snaking over his cheeks.
It was strange. The feeling I got from him at the time. It was like he was so worried about hurting me that he was afraid to even take a chance. It was as though he felt he could never give me what I wanted.
It isn’t like that at all.
Sure I want him to hold me and keep me by his side but what I want most if just for him to let me love him.
You'll never find another love like mine.
His hands came up and encircled my wrists. I thought for sure he was going to cast me aside again but his grasp held firm. His lips pressed a cool chaste kiss against my overheated skin and I felt as though my heart would burst.
xXx
AN. Buh~ writing is so hard at the moment … Trying to write some more Morimoto and Chinen - Finally something from Chinen’s point of view.
Getting to work tomorrow will be exciting…walking with crutches sucks muchly T____T
Author: BG
Pairing: Morimoto Ryutaro x Chinen Yuuri
Ratings: G
Disclaimer: I do not own them.
archive
He takes my hand sometimes. I used to pull away but he would always slip his fingers through mine again so now I don’t even bother. The first couple of times I looked at him questioningly but all I received in return was a smile.
He only ever takes my hand when the others aren’t looking; when we sit side by side in meetings, when our hands are under the table, when our hands are out of the line of sight of anyone who cared to look. He laces our fingers together when we are crushed together in the back of the van, when everyone else is too busy laughing, sleeping or reading.
He doesn’t explain it. I don’t ask him to.
My heart skips a beat every time. I don’t want it to stop.
Next time he pulls away I hold fast. Holding his hand in mine, I don’t care what the others will say. I don’t care what they will whisper about us. When his hand is curled in mine I find it hard to breathe. This breathlessness, I kind of want it to stay; I loose myself in him and its okay. It’s always okay.
xXx
Title: 178. It's Always Fair Weather
Author: BG
Pairing: Chinen Yuuri x Morimoto Ryutaro
Ratings: G
Disclaimer: I do not own them.
Perhaps it was arrogant but it never occurred to me that maybe he just didn’t want me like that. He smiles at me and is pleasant and polite but every attempt I’ve made has been brushed aside with soft hands and gentle eyes.
It’s not like he’s an idiot so it must be that he just doesn’t like me that way, which is slightly ridiculous because I’m everyone’s type. There isn’t a person in the world that is able to resist my charms, except that there is and it’s him. It’s frustrating. I don’t want just anybody. I only want him.
He was always there, tiny and cute. Bratty but he holds a contradictory type of charm that makes me like him. He gets flustered so easily. He’s bold but at the same time he jumps at the smallest of surprises. He makes me laugh and I love teasing him.
I want him to notice me. I want him to look at only me but he pushes me away again and again. It’s exasperating and it hurts. So instead of being subtle I decided that this last final time, I’ll tell him in exact words and if I am rejected again then I guess I have my answer.
I can't give you what I haven't got.
His words pierced my heart. Looking up into his eyes I was surprised to see that he looked so close to tears. I’m the one being rejected; shouldn’t those tears belong to me? I looked into his eyes for a long time and he didn’t avert his gaze. He let me touch his face, thumb away the stray tears snaking over his cheeks.
It was strange. The feeling I got from him at the time. It was like he was so worried about hurting me that he was afraid to even take a chance. It was as though he felt he could never give me what I wanted.
It isn’t like that at all.
Sure I want him to hold me and keep me by his side but what I want most if just for him to let me love him.
You'll never find another love like mine.
His hands came up and encircled my wrists. I thought for sure he was going to cast me aside again but his grasp held firm. His lips pressed a cool chaste kiss against my overheated skin and I felt as though my heart would burst.
xXx
AN. Buh~ writing is so hard at the moment … Trying to write some more Morimoto and Chinen - Finally something from Chinen’s point of view.
Getting to work tomorrow will be exciting…walking with crutches sucks muchly T____T