well, it's been a while ( Read more... )

nothing it seems went according to plan ( Read more... )

now that boy, he's coming home
but that just ain't that good for you
starting in then long ago
you know that much is true
so dry your eyes
and say goodbye
because he just ain't the one
decide which way to run

fuck.

in scenery, in realtionships, in priorities, in statuses of sorts, but most importantly, in me.

from hereonout.

IT'S ABOUT FUCKING TIME!

to my friends:
i love you so fucking much.
thanks for putting up with me, i realize what a shit i am sometimes
and i appreciate it and thank you so much.  
i hope you know that.

.xo

my life has drastically changed since i've last updated.

things are really looking up
( Read more... )

well things have been really good this week...with the execption of that void. 
but really, is this week's success anything but obvious? 
it really couldn't go more low.

i really don't know how to put it.

regardless i will never leave your side or stop caring about you.

anyway. i finally got an id that says i'm 21. thank god.

as for my car situation ( Read more... )

first things first:

my phone died in the car accident.

yes i got in a car accident, it sucks, my car is squashed/dead/totaled, 
i'm tired of telling the story...i'm okay though.

i've got some cuts/scrapes/bruised ribs/bruised everything/muscle tears in my neck is as far is it goes. 
it's hard to breathe, it hurts to do practically everything, it's ( Read more... )

i'm through with being sad. i love my friends and him for getting me through this completely shitty time.

i would never wish this amount of pain upon my worst enemy.

and what's worse is how you make a fucking joke out of it.