[...and you wake up to find that you are completely different from who you used to be].

Well summer has been okay.  It's really had it's ups and downs, but nothing too severe.  Working at Chili's is pretty decent, acutally.  It's hard work, but I get paid a pretttyyy penny.  I just got off work.  After I get the hang of it, you people need to visit me!  Seriously!  I think it's pretty cool that if I go in there as a customer and bring ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

UGH

I'm a waitress at Chili's now.

This summer has been very good so far. < 
( Read more... )

i'm honestly so tired of all of this.

i graduated from highschool and now hope to graduate from this petty drama that comes along with it.  it's so unessicary.

everyone is mad at everyone.  everyone dislikes everyone.

this is not something i want to be a part of.

countmeout.

call me what you will, do what you want, say what you please, ( Read more... )

.lackofsensitivity.lackofcompassion.lackoflove.lackofcaring.lackofunderstanding.lackoftrust.lackofreason.lackofmorals.

lackofmoralslackofmoralslackofmoralslackofmorals

Lonliness is the human condition.  Cultivate it.  The way it tunnels into you allows your soul room to grow.  Never exepect to outgrow lonliness.  Never hope to find ( Read more... )

school is nearly out for me.

.hell.fucking.yes.

nicole thomas is BITCH. i hope i never see her ever, ever again.
i'm so glad to know that i never have to deal with them EVER again.  this is awesome.

weekend was pretty rad.

i witnessed two couples that barfed and then continued to make out with one another.

CONTRARY TO SOMEONE ( Read more... )

These days seem to get more and more confusing.

They are kinda wearing away one me.

Last week (see below) a horrible, horrible thing happened to me.  Something that will effect my life, my perception of things, and they way I live...until I die.  This really altered perception on a particular thing, and a certain someone's realtionship with that ( Read more... )

Ha Ha Haha

Hope you're happy now, but I'm not giving in.
I hope you're satisfied with your bullshit and your lies.
Hope you're happy now, but I'm not giving up.
I hope you're satisfied, can't bury me alive.

i don't know how many times i have to tell you:

you mean nothing to me.

stop hiding behind your fabricated happiness and pseudo ( Read more... )