I've wanted to be with you for such a long time now and now that I'm happy, you're not. I've changed, I know. I had to change. I couldn't be the girl that kept getting hurt by you over and over again... Now, I've got to figure out how to be her (without getting hurt, of course) again... And I'm just having a rough time with it. I know it hurts you that I'm not as open with you as I once was, but it happens like this when I've been badly hurt repeatedly. I can't make you stay with me and if you're that unhappy with me, why would you? I was super excited the night you and I got together. I couldn't stop smiling. I still smile when I think about it, but I also have to defend myself to you everyday. We're supposed to be teammates, Shea, not enemies. I'm tired of fighting with you and I'm sorry you feel like you're carrying this relationship alone. I love you.
Wow... Things have changed a bit since then, don't you think? Maybe you should update this some, babe! I know I'd like to know what you're thinking! ;-)
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I love you,
Lorna
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