I think it's of single irony that I, who always wanted to be heard, have started updating this again only after most everyone who lists me as a friend is gone.

In early days we used to make chatrooms and talk in there for awhile. If what happened in that room was particularly memorable I would stay in there, alone, after everyone left. I thought ( Read more... )

No matter how deeply I socialize with people I've met at college, I don't feel any real connection with them. I feel as though I could never trust them and as though they don't give a damn about me or eachother. With friends from highschool however, the real ones, I feel different. Maybe it is only because I grew up with them, but no matter how ( Read more... )

Star Ocean ( Read more... )

I've been writing letters to a lady from Canada. I haven't been mailing letters to Canada, I can't afford that. The lady is in Indiana at the moment and that is where the letters arrive at. She wrote back to me once from Canada, which was surprising given the expense.

We talk about whatever in our letters. They're rare things, once a week or less ( Read more... )

I never update this, never need to.

when showering with all your clothes on, you feel alot wetter.

Do not master your passions, immerse yourself in them.

Ok, first attempt at sleep in about 36-17 hours ends after about two and a half hours. Damnit. : )

At almost random times I'll be set upon with a severe insomnia. Nothing seems to stop this, short of severe amount of sedatives. I'm in the middle, or the end, of one right now. I woke up at about ten in the morning yesterday, wanted to get to sleep by midnight, took 200mg of diphenhydramine, benedryl. My body shrugged it off as if they were ( Read more... )

There are few, if any, things that are quite the same as relaxing and winding down after a class.