It's getting real that I'm going to be leaving a lot of people I love soon ( Read more... )

Things I'm happy about ( Read more... )

I should do something about this...

Stats from this weekend ( Read more... )

Today was, for the most part, a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day... or 24 hours I guess.  It's been a day that has made me rethink a lot of things about... well... everything... more specifically people, art, college, and myself.  I've reached some conclusions about each ( Read more... )

I certainly do not feel good.  And I don't know if it's the 7 ice cream cones, the lack of sleep, or maybe just the fact that something very uncool just happened.

Sent my deposit in to the New School yesterday!  I saw it Friday, spent the day in NYC.  It was great.  I'm very very very excited.

I'm also becoming very pathetic financially... (becoming?)... I think taking out loans from banks next year will make me feel less pathetic than begging for money from my parents.

Bleh.

I am a complete zombie right now.

Someone help me get my soul back.

Maybe I just need to get real sleep.

Sometimes I just get very sick of trying to keep everyone happy all the time.  I really hate making excuses for people but I do it constantly ( Read more... )

Or not?

...maybe i shouldn't say anything until i know for sure.