you don't even know how to reach me these days;
i am like a city above
magical, but not quite tangible.

i am made of your whispers.

why don't you understand my substance?
why can't i explain how badly things aren't working?

i have no explainations.
i'm not sure i understand.

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like so much plastic love

i love you sporadicly
(like when i look into your face
as you lay sleeping)

but both you and i know
(the cover over the couch)
it comes between us

the last time we really touched
(it seems)
was years away

i'm holding on

Absolutely unpredictible ( Read more... )

faded, our conversations seem impotent,
gone with the weight of the world.
in a few short weeks
i'm gone again
and you're still here
thinking of me.

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01.16.05

i searched tirelessly
for words that could encompass
the line
which sat so squarely on my brain

rolling over
into your arms
i sought your enigmatic dreamland
to climb into

but i wasn't quite ready
for that kind of commitment
of sharing words;
uncensored

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i want to topple over and collapse into nothing
fade into sleep
just for tonight

i want to be deleted
subdued, undone, broken, (undressed and happy)
mornfull words, lulling from my mouth
spilling on the floor
onto damp papertowels
and you

only you

moonshine kisses
through the window
my bruised and naked flesh
remembers