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[lstn_natalie]

So, I'm in hospital on a psychiatric ward. What's the difference to being outside? Virtually none

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[urwen_sakurafu]

Is the duty psychiatrist not back in until after christmas?

[urwen_sakurafu]

As for the other part - I've learned over and over that I can't give my mind to someone in your position, someone who's almost given up hope, and that all the usual arguments generally do nothing. What about your friends and family? They probably seem very far away right now. Things may look brighter in the future? You might as well tell a blind person that one day they might see the sun. It's the coward's way out? Yeah, way to make the person feel even more worthless than they do already. Probably the only thing that prevented me from killing myself when I was younger was bitterness and rage - if I'd done it "they" (the people who bullied me because they thought of me as something to play with rather than a person) would have won. The greatest victory I could have was to survive and become something better than them. I guess the "them" that I was defeating was more the self-hatred and the worthlessness that bullying engendered in me. I knew that I was worthless then, it was repeatedly proved to me by any failure in school, by the

[lstn_natalie]

Thankyou.

[littleonionz]

Oh you poor dear love. I'm so sorry you're feeling like this, please hang on and know that people are thinking about you and care for your well being. *hugs*

[agentinfinity]

You are beautiful and intelligent and witty and charming. I think you're amazing and I hope that you can find the strangth to get through this and find love for yourself, with help.

Thinking of you.

[november_girl]

Oh Jeez, hon! I wish there was something I could say, except that all of this will pass, and that you should never underestimate the effects that hormones and chemicals can have on your perception of the world. *hug*