Ok, I'm going to try and get as much of this dream down before it fades.

( The nightmare )

cordite and I had a lovely day together ( Read more... )

Work have ceased my pay. I'm still in receipt of statutory sick pay so am unable to claim ESA and be passported onto housing benefit and council tax benefit to cover my rent ( Read more... )

THIS is for arwel and pax_draconis.

In other news, Adelle went back to Bradford earlier, and although I crashed out from exhaustion on coming home earlier, I now can't sleep because the bed doesn't feel right without her in it with me.

Going to be in London today for my GIC appointment at Charing Cross hospital in Hammersmith. My appointment should be over by half three, and my train home from Euston isn't until 8pm thanks to Virgin extending their peak hours.

Anyone going to be about in Central London who wants to go for a drink or anything?

Went raiding to be social on Tuesday night. Was a lot of fun. Spent the whole evening chatting on Ventrilo with friends and new people. Got comments about having a "gorgeous voice" from some of the guys, which made me smile, because I think I sound awful. Eventually wandered off to bed tired but happy ( Read more... )

Chatted with Catherine and John some this morning. Recounted "fetch two bricks and a rusty spoon!" which made me laugh again ( Read more... )

I saw the Psychiatrist. He genuinely seemed like a nice man, and was interested in what I had to say. He's "concerned, but confident", something that seems to be becoming a motto. It's good that I'm terrified by what happened, he reassured me ( Read more... )

Talking to your parents is never easy. Talking to mine today was hard. I cut off my Mum's automatic launch into gossip and asked to speak to my Dad. I asked him how his day was, and what he had planned for the rest of it, and I made him know that I was calling FOR him ( Read more... )

I was honest with two friends, Catherine and John, who sat with me online throughout Friday. They knew something was wrong, but just wanted to be there for me. John is a dream of a man, and Catherine is so lucky to have him. The reverse is also true, though. They've been amazing ( Read more... )