It seems as if life is getting harder day by day. Im the main cause for it, I feel as if I do dumb stuff on a daily basis. I know that some of the things that I do and say are wrong and that I shouldn't do or say it, but I continue and do it and regret it immediately. I feel as if certain friendships are becoming very strained and even forced at ( Read more... )

I don't even know where to began to describe this weekend. It was really interesting and had its fun parts. Friday night I said things that I don't even know where they came from. I said totally personal things and feeling that i didn't even know I had. I wished that it never came about b/c now I continually think about all of that. Like I ( Read more... )

I'm really bored with life. More so bored with this town and school. This is one of the most boring places. I see why people drink all the time here. It's because there is nothing else to do. This weekend I have never watched so much television in my life. My mind is becoming stagnant. Friendships feel as if they have reach the pinnacle and ( Read more... )

Darkness is my cover, its my security blanket that I carry around with me at all times ( Read more... )

Lately, like this whole summer I've been feeling really crappy. I havent been in a really good mood, When Im around people or talking to someone on the phone. I fake it and make it seem like everything in my life is ok. I think that Im becoming more antisocial than ever. Im alone most of the week, and Im becoming more used to being alone. I think ( Read more... )

SO,today has been an all out bad day. Last week wasn't the greatest either, it sucked basically. Mainly, becasue of my parents they are giving me alot of grief about going to summer school at ole miss, instead of going to memphis. this just gets me started on the whole thing about if ebony can go to the dominican republic and costa rica for ( Read more... )

yesterday was a good day. i mean there was a tornao warning and everything and there where supposedly 3 tornados. but it was so funny , angela ran so fast to the buliding across the street. that girl was moving. but anyways it was a all around good day. today has been a good day so far as well. some people feel as if the rain dampers their mood, ( Read more... )

Spring Break is over, sad in some ways. but that means that summer is even closer. i had a good time on spring break and i did nothing at all. i like doing nothing sometimes. just hanging out with my family and catching up with old friends. i played basketball with some of the girls on my former high school team. it was fun for the most part. i ( Read more... )

I found out Monday that my uncle died, like early that morning. And i wasnt sad that he died. i was sad for my dad and my grandma b/c this will be the second son she will have to bury in less than a year. parents shouldnt have to bury their children it should be the other way around. but i was sad about the way he lived his life and how it ( Read more... )

today i got a really nice im from my friend amanda. and she that she just wanted to give me some words of engourment b/c she knows that she really doesnt do that much and that she was going to start giving my words of encourgament. isnt that so nice, i love that kid so much. shes so an awesome person. i miss her alot and i miss my friend christy ( Read more... )