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I'm hurting myself.
I'm hurting my best friend.
I don't know who to turn to now.
I'm sorry.
You mean the world to me.
and the world is against us.
I won't stop you if you walk away
I'm my own worst enemy
and you deserve better.

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The comfort we create to prove we're something
But we're starving
You're screaming in the night 'cause you want answers
From the one
And there is hope again

Don't give up, you're not thinking
Don't give up, just keep seeking

And I, I am for you
And I, I will love you
And I, I am for you
And I, I will save you

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Time is of essence now. Time can heal this pain. Time can bring me happiness. All I need is Time.

SMOKE BREAK THOUGHT:

Maybe I need to be more of a Hardass

Holding on tightly, letting go lightly

I hope no one will notice.

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I think Copeland is gonna get me through today...
It's a fight between my heart and mind.
I need to hold everything back.
It's a test for the strong ones (and i don't think I'm strong enough)
I'm not ready to deal with this but I can't exactly ignore it...
It's knocking at my door and I don't know if I want to answer it.

I hope I do the right

Everyone is living life on the fast lane and I'm just along for the ride.

Why am I so carefree sometimes?!?!?!?!!

Life right now is a big cluster-fuck

My days are random bliss

My friends keep me bubbly like champagne

and strong like a wall

Save tonight
and fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
tomorrow I'll be gone