that bcbg, burberry, dolce and gabana
sooooo yea this week was awesome.
came home last wednesday, chilled at the house for a few days,
then went to MIAMI to see laura and brian, met lots of cool people, went out to south beach which was awesome, and key biscayne, gorgeous, just had an all around awesome time with cool people. (:
then, when i was getting ready to head back to the fort, i texted rick and asked him if he wanted to hang out since i was on the east coast anyway, and he invited me up to melbourne to visit. such a great time, drank a lot, played pool, went out on the boat, stayed in their absolutely amazing house, talked, and got to see a side of him that i hadnt seen before and probably wouldnt have up in tallahassee if i hadnt gone up to melbourne. sitting outside with a bottle of wine and talking all night was so nice to do..especially with a guy, cuz most guys hate that and i love talking to guys lol. they have such different outlooks on things and it was cool to get to know him better. even though i feel like ive known him for so long i learned that you dont really know a person until you get to see them on their home turf, away from all the bullshit, and just talk. so im happy. got to hang out with matt and matt and paul and adam and ashley and blake too so that was cool. they all showed me a good time (: im really glad i went.
so i stayed there for a couple nights, then came back down to the fort wednesday night. then mom and nicole headed up to GA yesterday so ive had the house to myself, which is awesome to prepare me for going back to the shithole i know as southgate and fucking hannah. its good to have time all by myself to reflect and just have my own space and not worry about how loud the tv is or how late im awake or what time i come or leave. love it.
last night bryan called me and we worked out the details for when he comes down next weekend. (: omg im so excited..i cant believe its been a year since ive seen him, doesnt seem like that long at all; i guess just cuz we stil talk so often. even though ill have to make a 4 hour drive just for one night itll be worth it. not much more to say on that subject...we'll see how it goes.
im just ready for this semester to be over. when i get back though im going to work my ass off for the rest of it. i need to. that why even though ive been so ready to jump back into a relationship for so long i just know its not the right time right now. i have too many other things to worry about and school comes first, especially with the grades i got last semester. but once the semester starts to wrap up we'll see..things are good and lets just say im not really worried about it. im trying not to be anyway. but im sure that very soon ill negate everything i just said in this paragraph haha. i just never know whats gonna happen in my life. ever. sometimes i love that, sometimes i hate it. but right now i love it and im happy and thats all that counts (:
tomorrow, sleeping ALL day, laundry, cleaning, being lazy. we'll see. anyway..im exhausted...off to bed..
love you all