You tried so hard to be someone, that you forgot who you are...
Ah. Such a non-productive/peaceful day. I don't know why I keep writing like someone else than my friends reads this nonsence, but what the hell. Guess that's the point of having a journal.
I made more icons. Just because.
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Created with angelamaria's Icon Table Generator @ Bauble
Credits: darkness_kai for Gackt scans, gubung2 for Hanetobi HQ video from where I took the screencaps ♥.
And I uploaded some songs from Spider-man 2 OST (and I even ripped them myself, omg). I was feeling quite nostalgic and just couldn't shake it off. The music helped, though it makes me remind things I shouldn't be remembering. It feels like this time is different, if you catch what I'm implying. This time I'm just remembering, not thinking I've failed.
Life does go on, after all. Believe or not, you can live without things you thought were like oxygen for you.
These songs aren't quite my cup of tea musically speaking, but the lyrics transmit so much to me. And I think that's what make a song a good one. Now that I think about it, that's the principle I've been using to choose songs to post anyway. So scratch this.
Somebody else by Bleu
What if I was alright?
What if I wasn't wound so tight?
What if I had the balls to be bad?
Would you still look at me like that?
Would you be mad that I had held the old me back?
Why can't I be somebody else?
Somebody who isn't too cool to believe it's okay to be just me
Maybe I was too much
Maybe I'll take it down a notch
Maybe I'll have the guts to go mad
Maybe I'll mess me up real bad
Maybe I'll make you wish you had the old me back
Why can't I be somebody else?
Somebody who isn't too cool to believe it's okay to be just me
What if I can't remember who I'm trying to be?
Why can't I be somebody else?
Somebody who isn't too cool to believe it's okay to be just me
Just me...
Ordinary by Train
Whose eyes am I behind
I don’t recognize anything that I see
Whose skin is this design
I don’t want this to be the way that you see me
I don’t understand anything anymore
In this world that I’m tired of
Is taking me right up these walls
That I climb up
To get to your story
It’s anything but ordinary
And when the world is on its knees with me it's fine
And when I come to the rescue I get nothing but left behind
Everybody seems to be getting what they need where's mine
'Cause you're what I need so very but I'm anything but ordinary
Can you save me from this world of mine
Before I get myself arrested with this expectation
You are the one look what you’ve done
What have you done?
This is not some kind of joke
You’re just a kid
You weren’t ready for what you did
And when the world is on its knees with me it's fine
And when I come to the rescue I do it for you time after time
Everybody seems to be getting what they need where's mine
'Cause you're what I need so very but I'm anything but ordinary
I think I'm trying to save the world from you
You’ve been saving me too
We could just stay in and save each other
I'm anything but ordinary
(ordinary)
I'm anything but ordinary
(ordinary)
Hold on by Jet
You tried so hard to be someone
That you forgot who you are
You tried to fill some emptiness
'Til all you had spilled over
Now everything’s so far away
That you don’t know where you are, you are
When all that you wanted
And all that you had
Don’t seem so much
For you to hold on to
For you to belong to
When it’s hard to be yourself
It’s not to be someone else
Still everything’s so far away
That you forget where you are, you are
When all that you wanted
And all that you had
Don’t seem so much
For you to hold on to
Hold on
When all that you wanted
And all that you had
Don’t seem so much
For you to hold on to
For you to belong to
Well, enough, I'm stopping right here. I could upload almost every single song of this OST. I'm disgusting.
I made more icons. Just because.
001002003
004005006
007008
Created with angelamaria's Icon Table Generator @ Bauble
Credits: darkness_kai for Gackt scans, gubung2 for Hanetobi HQ video from where I took the screencaps ♥.
And I uploaded some songs from Spider-man 2 OST (and I even ripped them myself, omg). I was feeling quite nostalgic and just couldn't shake it off. The music helped, though it makes me remind things I shouldn't be remembering. It feels like this time is different, if you catch what I'm implying. This time I'm just remembering, not thinking I've failed.
Life does go on, after all. Believe or not, you can live without things you thought were like oxygen for you.
These songs aren't quite my cup of tea musically speaking, but the lyrics transmit so much to me. And I think that's what make a song a good one. Now that I think about it, that's the principle I've been using to choose songs to post anyway. So scratch this.
Somebody else by Bleu
What if I was alright?
What if I wasn't wound so tight?
What if I had the balls to be bad?
Would you still look at me like that?
Would you be mad that I had held the old me back?
Why can't I be somebody else?
Somebody who isn't too cool to believe it's okay to be just me
Maybe I was too much
Maybe I'll take it down a notch
Maybe I'll have the guts to go mad
Maybe I'll mess me up real bad
Maybe I'll make you wish you had the old me back
Why can't I be somebody else?
Somebody who isn't too cool to believe it's okay to be just me
What if I can't remember who I'm trying to be?
Why can't I be somebody else?
Somebody who isn't too cool to believe it's okay to be just me
Just me...
Ordinary by Train
Whose eyes am I behind
I don’t recognize anything that I see
Whose skin is this design
I don’t want this to be the way that you see me
I don’t understand anything anymore
In this world that I’m tired of
Is taking me right up these walls
That I climb up
To get to your story
It’s anything but ordinary
And when the world is on its knees with me it's fine
And when I come to the rescue I get nothing but left behind
Everybody seems to be getting what they need where's mine
'Cause you're what I need so very but I'm anything but ordinary
Can you save me from this world of mine
Before I get myself arrested with this expectation
You are the one look what you’ve done
What have you done?
This is not some kind of joke
You’re just a kid
You weren’t ready for what you did
And when the world is on its knees with me it's fine
And when I come to the rescue I do it for you time after time
Everybody seems to be getting what they need where's mine
'Cause you're what I need so very but I'm anything but ordinary
I think I'm trying to save the world from you
You’ve been saving me too
We could just stay in and save each other
I'm anything but ordinary
(ordinary)
I'm anything but ordinary
(ordinary)
Hold on by Jet
You tried so hard to be someone
That you forgot who you are
You tried to fill some emptiness
'Til all you had spilled over
Now everything’s so far away
That you don’t know where you are, you are
When all that you wanted
And all that you had
Don’t seem so much
For you to hold on to
For you to belong to
When it’s hard to be yourself
It’s not to be someone else
Still everything’s so far away
That you forget where you are, you are
When all that you wanted
And all that you had
Don’t seem so much
For you to hold on to
Hold on
When all that you wanted
And all that you had
Don’t seem so much
For you to hold on to
For you to belong to
Well, enough, I'm stopping right here. I could upload almost every single song of this OST. I'm disgusting.