sometimes, like water, people remain stagnent. When they do, all sorts of unexpected things happen to them. When water's left to sit stillj for any lenght of time, being that it's natures perfect life giving medium, bacteria grows in it, pests breed in it, it ends up stinking to hell and eventually becomes unfit for consumption. We're often like ( Read more... )

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If you search for tenderness
It isn't hard to find
You can have the love you need to live
But if you look for truthfulness
You might just as well be blind

(chorus)
Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
and mostly what I need from you

I can always find someone
To say they sympathize
If I wear my heart out on my sleeve
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08:05 - Misery doesn't love company, it loves denial

I was over at the local Knights of Columbus my pops is a member at to watch the superbowl. ran into a few old friends, and I was more then a little disappointed that the Colts won, not because I wanted the bears to win, but because I fucking Hate Peyton Manning and his jack ass brother Eli. ( Read more... )

09:56 - everybody else's doing it, why can't we?

I had a moderatly sucessful afternoon yesterday, after waiking up at an ungodly hour of the AM in order to drive into the city to take a promotional exam (which i proceded to bomb. miserably, but in bombing i scueeded.

My brother was having a small birthday party for my nephew, mostly immediate ( Read more... )

The weather here in partly sunny New York was deceivingly higher then the 40 degrees my Yahoo! weather forecast displayed when checking it on the cell phone this morning. This gave me quite a snigger, [note: English phrases here to denote sophistication] because while it displayed an actual temperature of 40 degrees F, it called for a high of 39. ( Read more... )

I remember less of how it was,
     and more of how it should have been.
In my mind a million possibilities,
             And not a single "might have been."
because I'm still right where I wanted,
in my mind, anyway.

I guess it's caught up to me again. I feel so down. I usually do this time of years, but it usually begins a few weeks earlier, and I can't help but think that possibly it's not what it always is. This time instead of feeling down about the holidays and stuff, I feel, wikidly down about more then that. I'm getting older, and somehow I just do feel ( Read more... )

I've come to the conclusion that overall, pound for pound, pork is by far the best meat. Sure, you might be able to get me to cheat every once and a while with a prime rib, or New York strip here and there, but as the work horse of dietary goodness.... hands down, pork is the shiznet.

I must say, seeing as Christmas is only 2 or 3 weeks away, I'm actually in a fairly good mood. Usually by this time I'm in a holiday "funk," I call it a depression, but it's not really, and if you use that word all willy-nilly (yes I did say willy-nilly) and shit, people freak out.

Many people LOVE Christmas. Me, I do not. Christmas might be just ( Read more... )