I'm studying for a promotional test, and it's so freaking boring it's driving me crazy =\

My whole life I've heald these beliefs. These pillars of who I am. Lately I find myself questioning more then a few of them. Why, why I ask do I believe this. Is it because it was true, and if not, was it true at the time, or a lie i told myself to keep me inline, like Santa Clause. which begs many more questions. and the important one is when I go ( Read more... )

 hear the train a comin'; it's rollin' 'round the bend,
And I ain't seen the sunshine since I don't know when.
I'm stuck at Folsom Prison and time keeps draggin' on.
But that train keeps rollin' on down to San Antone.
When I was just a baby, my mama told me, "Son,
Always be a good boy; don't ever play with guns."
But I shot a man in Reno, just to watch ( Read more... )

Often I wonder. Sometimes to myself, and sometimes outloud, Does it ever get any better then this?

God Damn, am I tired

What I dream about are the same things that I fear, and It's kind of pissing me off.
It's confusing, I guess I'll confess, for lack of better word, sure.
And I do it to myself, and I do it to myself.
I should know better, I guess.
I guess.
I guess I don't even really know.
I guess.
I question my guess because it's easier then accepting?
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I had to go cloths shopping again today. I have to goto a bbq tomorrow in Brooklyn and I didn't have anything nice to wear. I had this nice shirt Momma Dukes bought me before she left for Arizona, but I didn't have any shorts to wear with it. It's really a nice polo-type shirt that's nice and comfy (and I'm really starting to feel metrosexual right ( Read more... )

Seeing as this one can get blue, and the Myspace can't (because i have little cousins reading it, apparently) I decided to just be dirty for an entry, and this one requires audience participation.... I call it the favorite sexual euthanisms blogg..... add a few ladies and gents..

For the sperm it's self: 
Jizz, love custard, DNA, lil fellers, lil ( Read more... )

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