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ltumetalgoddess

recap: sit back and read this, it's going to be a long one

Nov 15, 2003 20:50

Thursday 11/13 : for all of u that asked what was wrong, well i went to school, chris came and saw me in the morning, then off to class, chris waited but i didn't know about it, but i had to let him go cause i had plans...well i was not fasting today "sick", me and mike went to shields for pizza, that was good, but shortly after that chris called, ( Read more... )

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Me Chris anonymous November 16 2003, 15:31:08 UTC

I love you Amani and always will. I have never been through such a difficult and sad time for as long as I can remember. The only thing holding me up is my hope and faith in your love for me. And I want everyone to know I plan on having my baby back. No matter what it takes. For all you flatters out there your making a fool of yourselves. She don't need people drooling over her. Don't get me wrong it shows she can have anther man if she wants one. But she loves me and always will. As for her two friends Mike and Rebecca. Thank you for being there for her. I'm glad she has friends to keep her spirits up. Mike she told me your like a brother to her. Don't take things I say to personally though. I have nothing against anyone intill they show me they are hurting her or trying to stand in between us. And Rebecca keep this girl happy for me please. Your her best friend right now and I now she has been there for you as well.

Re: Me Chris ltumetalgoddess November 16 2003, 15:39:21 UTC

Thank you chris.. time will prove where we are both going in our lives, and whether we are going to be together or not.. i dont believe anything is impossible, the word itself says "Im possible". Yes i have to agree rebecca is one of the greatest friend i had, and mike is awesome, he is a very good friend, too bad his mother won't adopt me "his mother plays guitar" I would love to be his sister. Chris i appreciate u caring, and all the love u r giving me, just time... i need time, who knows if we can;t be together we might end up to be very good friends..
I miss everyone, I have been doing nothing all day, and really bored/sick.

Re: Me Mike anonymous November 16 2003, 18:56:14 UTC

chris-

I feel your pain man. I recently broke up with my gf and went through the most difficult time in my life (though we are now back together). But not only was it so bad that I had to accept our break up and throw out all the time we had spent together, I had to put up with all her damn friends that would call me names and accuse me of this and that. This is exactly why if I do play a part in discussing the issues between you two, I would question first and decide after. I can't say how annoyed I am at people who think they always know what's best before evaluating the evidence. Is this a country of innocent until proven guilty or what?

I look forward to meeting you sometime and to helping you both come to a decision that leaves you two happy.

-mike

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boys suck sweetbreebaker November 16 2003, 21:01:18 UTC

i went back and forht with steve for a very a long time...my advice make a very specific list of what is acceptable behaviors and what you are willing to do and what you are not....trust me it helps

boys suck, men dont sweetbreebaker November 16 2003, 21:29:53 UTC

brianna-

agreed..and yet even more can be done still to help ease tensions. As long as you remember the importance of compromise, a clear path lies ahead.

-mike

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grrrrrr @ boys & Men ltumetalgoddess November 16 2003, 21:49:16 UTC

i agree bree boys sux, and mike shut up ur swiggly lines will not prove that u r right and that girls sux, dude without us girls u guys will be in loss and ruin. Bree i can try to take ur advice. I wish i was not hurting chris as much as i am right now, i am just extremly confused and not clear minded at all

Chris ltumetalgoddess November 17 2003, 06:30:39 UTC

Not matter how hard I try to heal our broken hearts I'm getting the stone wall treatment. I understood "time" but pretending to act like friends instead of being together and needed time to think is two differant things. All I have asked from you was to give me that till you decide. But anything I say to you turns into a reason we won't work out. "We mix up emails and messages all the time" (known since our first days together.) "how can we be together if we can't communicate?" Give me a break! Your stone walling me on everything. I'm the only one who tried to bring us back together. I love you. You couldn't of broke that if you gave it evrything you have. But...

Chris countinued... ltumetalgoddess November 17 2003, 06:57:31 UTC

You saying you love me and don't feel the way you did a few days ago is heartbreaking. You don't even try to make me feel better. Or try to get me back. At one time you understood love. Now you use it to break up with me over and over again. "I love you thats why I want to leave you". "Death do us part" and I made our future so bright. Yet you won't give us hope only that we can't be togther. More than anything I wish you'd cry say your sorry for all this pain and come back to me. Who knows perhaps this yet another reason I'm giving you? If so then you truly don't get me. You want me to stop? Then fine, as you wish my love. No more emails, messages, or pathetic begging which I felt was love. You love me, you tell ME then! Say come back and be my knight that would show me what the true meaning of that vow is. I'm the ONLY man who would honestly give you this. One day you will relize that. Maybe too late, maybe after I sink into myself. You know what that means. Or decide this is another tale to laugh about the begging bf in HS and ( ... )

Re: dispise me ltumetalgoddess November 17 2003, 08:06:20 UTC

hmmm dispise me ??

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